~Flickering Hopes~

Stupid things I did today.

2010-07-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

In chronological order.

1st - Accidental Ignoring

Saw Michelle at the MRT station. She was like 5 persons behind me. I wanted to wave at her but she didn't seem to be looking. So, I merely looked in her direction until she saw me (or at least that was the plan).

She finally looked at me but I had to walk down the stairs so I had to watch my steps already so i couldn't wave.

Her POV: classmate saw me but never say hi never wave.

Then, I thought of waiting for her at the gantry but alot of people were coming out and I was afraid that I would miss her if she went out the gantry on the far end. So i walked to the bridge and thought I'd wait for her there but it was so crowded that there was no standing space cuz many people were waiting for their friends already.

Next step: Wait at first floor.

As i reached the first floor from the escalator, i saw her coming down too. Then, i thought "Would it be weird if a classmate you didn't know was suddenly standing at one spot and waiting to say Hi to you on the way to school?" My mind said yes. So throughout, i walked to school while still looking back at times while thinking to myself "What a fucking idiot you are."

Thought to myself that I would talk to her tonight and say that I didn't 'dao' her on purpose. I decided on that.

Now, I still haven't and probably wont speak to her with my reasoning of "Would it be weird if a classmate who didn't know you well and 'dao'-ed you said sorry? What kind of message is he sending?" And with that, the situation is as it was.

2nd - Accidental Waving

Slacking at the cafe when Nicholas says and waves bye to what I thought i heard was Si Yuan. So, i waved back. And i saw a face that wasn't Si Yuan's and the best part is Nicholas saw. Fucking embarassing.

3rd - Losing at Speed.

Let me tell you why losing was important this time. Not because of my ego. But because there was a fucking penalty of putting a piece of paper in your mouth for 5 seconds. And that very piece of paper, had been put into the mouths of a few other guys already. I had to survive 5 rounds. I survived two (mind you, with this, two other guys had put the paper into their mouths as well). I lost the next three. And it was all me.

The first time, i gagged to the point of tearing. Second time around, i had to hold for 10 secs but somehow i was completely okay. The last time, the penalty had increased. Chew twice in the mouth. And unlike the two instances before, it was possible to have my tongue avoid the paper. But this time, there was no escape. I had to touch it. Luckily, my tongue touched a dry part so i didn't gag or vomit or cry or anything. But still, it was pretty crazy.

Sloth

2010-01-03T23:28:00.004+08:00

Been months since I've updated. It's the end of the year. Or rather the start of a new year? Feel like crap now. Lots of work to do, none done.

Lots of regrets for this year. Let some people down. Not that saying it now is gonna be any use anyways.

Next year, i think it's gonna get alot worse.

2009-03-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

I went with Austen to Marina Bay to get clothes today. Actually,we wanted to go to Peninsula Plaza but it was raining so we couldn't cross the road. So,we went to Marina Bay instead via City Link. I got 2 shorts from John Little and 1 shorts and 1 shirt from a shop on the second floor. Haha i didn't expect to get anything in Marina Square but i ended up meeting my quota. So in the end,i didn't even need to go to Peninsula Plaza anymore. What a coincidence.

Austen said he wanted to have dinner at some japanese pasta place that he saw along City Link and i suggested that we eat at Orchard instead since there's a branch there too.

We went from City Hall to Orchard cuz we wanted to watch Coming Soon at Cathay Orchard. Even after walking very long,we couldn't find the place. Then,i realised that the Cineplex was at Somerset MRT. =.= So we walked all the way from Orchard to Somerset in order to reach Cathay. My feet were literally dying.

After getting the tickets,we went to eat at the japanese pasta restaurant. Of all the people i could meet,i met a classmate i had in primary school. She was a waitress there. At first i wasn't sure if it was her so i pretended to look at the menu while i was actually peeping over it to have a better look at her. Then,i saw that she was stealing glances at me too. The two-way glancing went on for quite awhile until she served our food.

She asked if i was from Concord Primary and if i was from class 6B. By that time,i knew i wasn't mistaken. For a moment,i couldn't believe that i actually met a primary school classmate after being out of touch with them for like four years. What's more surprising to me was that she actually remembered my name. And somehow,i remembered hers too. OUr conversation only consisted of a "hi". That was it.

After our meal,i asked her for the bill and when she brought it to my table,i knew she was like looking and smiling at me. Then i kept avoiding her gaze and kept my head down all the time. I felt like a loser to moment i stepped out of the restaurant. It's not like i have a crush on her or anything but it's like i was very shy in primary school and at the restaurant,my actions seemed to be telling her that i never grew up in these four years. I just didn't want her of all people to see that. At the very least,i should have asked her about school and how's she doing now. But all i said was hi.

Well,the fact that she's working at this time shows that she's most probably going to poly. And if she happens to come to the same poly as me,i would surely go talk to her again. But i wonder if i'd have the second chance. No use crying over spilt milk,i guess...

Quite a long post for today already so i guess i'll post about the movie tomorrow.Bye.

2009-03-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

I went to some warehouse sale today with my family today. Of all the people i could meet,i met Li Wen there. What were the odds? Hahas... I met her when i was doing that door-2-door ice-cream salesperson stint also. Lol.

In the end,i didn't get anything for myself cuz all the shoes i had my eyes on were all out of stock for my sizes. Man,I really wanted a particular pair of shoes... And my parents had to go call it "obiang"... What can i say...?

After that,i went to Cathay Grand to get tickets for movies cuz my mother had four free passes. But then,everyone wanted to watch different movies. I got a ticket for Race To Witch Mountain.My mother got a ticket for Coming Soon while my father and bro got tickets for Dragonball. Wtf lor. Dragonball... It looks so lame from the trailer. Like a typical scam where people go watch it just cuz a famous star (in this case,Chow Yun Fatt) was appearing in it.

It was still early so we went to the IT fair at Suntec City. My brother and I really wanted to get Guitar Hero World Tour but it was out of stock. Shucks man... My parents ended up buying nothing too. What a wasted trip.

Reached the Grand Cathay just in time to get my popcorn and rush into the cinema.

In the end,the movie was okay. At the very least,it was better than Pink Panther 2 and the Wedding Game.. =.=

Went back at around 11+ back home and that's about it for my day. =)

2009-03-11T05:36:00.002+08:00

Today,i went for the poly enrolment with a friend and caught a movie after that. We watched Push and the movie was okay but i didn't really like the abrupt ending.

Finished watching Suzuka today also and the ending was real disappointing.

I didn't like how the whole world revolved around the girl's indecisiveness and the inability to move on,yet all the time sending the wrong signals. Then suddenly,she just decides to accept the guy. There. End of story.

What the hell is up today with weird and crappy endings. Gotta sleep cuz it's already late. Bye.

"Maybe i'm just looking for a fairy-tale ending."

2009-03-10T03:56:00.002+08:00

Went to my cousin's 21st birthday on Sunday at the same chalet i went to for CNY. the whole event was fun. There was catering and a huge cake to top it off. Lots of his friends arrived too,be it from primary,secondary or poly. My cousin forgot to bring the bday present that i shared with her for him. Haha. Gave a belated bday present to another cousin.

Tried my hand at mahjong but i lost.. T_T Oh well.. I'll do better next time,i guess....

Funny how i always seem to report things one day late.Gotta go.Bye.

"There's someone in the eyes of the person i'm looking at,but it's not me."

2009-03-06T01:32:00.005+08:00

Today,everything seemed to go all wrong.

First,i was supposed to meet Zhen Yang,John,Reuben and Austen at Lot 1 at 11am. I woke up at 11.15. -.- I was late for like 45 minutes in the end but austen buffered me cuz he arrived at 12.15. LOL.

The bowling session was shit. Didn't score above 100 in all three games. Gave up and wanted to go to Laser Quest only to find that it was booked till 4pm.

I ended up doing real badly for today's ice-cream sales. I went to 4 blocks today.
1st block-$10
2nd block-$15
3rd block-$18
4th block-$0

Total sales for the day was $58 bucks. Commission was $16. Split it half with Zhen Yang so i got 8 bucks for 4 hours of work. I actually ended up getting minimum wage. Fuck.

It started to pour like crazy when i went back. Heaven was mocking me. Okay that was a little over-dramatic. Haha.

By the way,i replaced the original poem on this blog with one i written on my own. I figured it was the only way to make my blog personal. xD

Gonna sleep soon cuz i'm really tired. Bye. =)

2009-03-04T23:48:00.005+08:00

Today,I had little sleep.Slept at 5am and woke up at 9am.Met Zhen Yang
at JP for brunch at the $1.50 chicken rice stall.Quite worth it lor.
The serving isn't as small as the price makes you think.

After that,we went to the bank (Standard Chartered) to pay the fees for the 1st semester of poly.After that,I went for a haircut at a saloon called Snip Avenue.Quite cheap leh.$3.80 for a haircut but washing cut me
back by another 4 bucks but it was well worth it.
At the very least,it's better than going to the barber so yeah...

Went to the arcade at Gek Poh and tried Percussion Freaks but i sucked at it totally.It was freaking embarassing when other people were looking at me.

Went for basketball with Zhen Yang and John after that.
We couldn't play matches cuz there were only three people and
the sweltering weather made us leave soon after we arrived.

Then,we overheard John saying he and Reuben were going for a ice-cream salesman interview so Zhen Yang and I decided to try it out too.
Met Jun Jie,Kong Ting and Li Wen there too.
The four of us split up into two pairs.
Zhen Yang and i ended up following Li Wen and Kong Ting
to learn how to do the sales pitch.

The pay seems okay for the working hours so we all decided to try it out.
Anyway,the working dates aren't fixed or anything so it's
really for us to decide if we wanna work or not.

I'm feeling tired now.Too tired these days.And school hasn't even started.
I might actually die just one week into poly.Haha.Gonna go now bye~

"Just a look,and they shook."

2009-03-04T04:42:00.002+08:00

It seemed like i was very tired from yesterday or something.I slept from 6pm last evening to 12pm this afternoon.18 freaking hours.WTF.

I've been watching Slam Dunk these days and it doesn't suck even though the animation's really old school.In fact,i'm addicted to it. xD

The anime made me really want to play basketball so i finally went to play basketball today.I didn't touch my basketball for close to 2 months already and i seriously suck.But imma play alot more often now thanks to Slam Dunk.

Imma go sleep now.Bye.

"Being thrown away like an empty can."

2009-02-28T03:21:00.002+08:00

Went bowling today.Score was 12x even though i got like 6 spares? I don't even know how i could've screwed up till my score became like this.Didn't go to LQ this time cuz i had a stomachache.Blame it all on having curry for breakfast and that 4-flavoured Big Gulp.Haha.

Went home damn early today.Rather wasted.Haven't played pool and met my cousins in a long time... I should do either one soon.

I realised enrolling to poly is anything but easy.So much troublesome stuff to do that it's killing me.

What a shitty friday.And it's Audi and Anime marathon over the weekend again.Swell.

"Grape doesn't taste like grapefruit at all."

2009-02-26T02:50:00.002+08:00

Went out buying clothes and stuff today.Went to collect the improvement award cheque from school too.Mom gave me NETS so it was something new for me.

Time spent:12 hours (From time i left house till the time i reached home。）

-Something from JP
-Bought a tee from Crocs at Queensway for 26 bucks.
-Vans shoes from Stadium at Takashimaya for 99 bucks.

Which means i spent 4 hours on each item. =.=

I can safely say most of the time was spent on walking.I wanted to go to Paragon and i walked from Taka to one end of Orchard Road in the rain before realising Paragon was OPPOSITE taka. Omg?

Also,i spent alot of time taking the wrong mrt.I wanted to go from Redhill mrt to Somerset mrt but i took the mrt in the opposite direction instead.I realised my mistake only after travelling two extra stops. =.=

Not to mention wanting to go to Takashimaya but alighting at Somerset instead of Orchard mrt.I walked ALL THE WAY to Taka and i was like super pissed to find Orchard mrt along the way.It would seem that the entity of Orchard mrt never existed in my head until i walked past it today.

And i walked from Raffles mrt to City hall mrt just to find Peninsula plaza.By the time i reached,all the shops were closed. Fire trUCK.

To think i was actually proud of having a good sense of direction.Look how i fucked up today.

I'm pissed also cuz i didn't get the shorts and bermudas that were supposed to be at the top of my priority list.Instead,i got a tee which i already have alot of at home
and a pair of shoes i bought without giving much consideration.Today's trip was real wasted.

And i dont think i'm ready for Nets or a credit card because the temptation of instant money is more than i can handle.I tried damn hard to control my spending cuz i didn't want my parents to be disappointed with me but i dont think i'll ever go out with NETS again anytime soon...

Feet are achng now and i think i got a blister on my foot again.Gonna sleep now even though it's only a little past three.Ciao~

"Nothing tastes as sweet as what i can't have."

2009-02-25T01:15:00.002+08:00

Supposed to go for bowling today but Zhen Yang said he would be late and could make it only at 2.30.I decided to cancel today's bowling session since i wasn't confident of getting 2 lanes at that time.A pity though.I heard Gibson was coming.I'd have liked to bowl against him.

Stayed at home rotting.Mother was in bad mood so i didn't even get to use the com.My father let me use the com at night and hence this post.Tomorrow i was planning to buy clothes but there's a cash flow problem.So i dont know if it'll work out or not...

Gonna msn now.Bye~

2009-02-21T01:01:00.004+08:00

The chalet was a blast!Though i really spent a heck lot of money.$100+ in four days.What the hell...

1st Day.
Had 5 other people other than me at the chalet,namely Austen,Jonathan,John,Zhen Yang and Reuben.Both Reuben and Jonathan's birthday happened to fall in this week so the rest of us all chipped in for birthday presents.At the chalet,there were 2 beds and two mattresses so we really had to squeeze with each other when we slept.Zhen Yang,Austen and i stayed up the latest everyday to play Naruto xD

2nd Day.
We wanted to go to Escape and that was when we realised it does not open on weekdays so we went to Wild Wild Wet instead.I got sunburnt there. =( If only i bothered to put sunblock on my back,i wouldn't be feeling so horrible right now.Most of them went there to look at girls =.= The wave pool was the most fun to me xD Everything else was just so-so.We also played bowling at Orchid Bowl there.The lanes there are so much cooler than the lanes at Starbowl Bukit Batok that we usually go to.But then again,it's more expensive for them too(About 3+ i think).However,i've got the Nebo card so i pay $2.50 per game across all time belts.Had BBQ for dinner today.Though it wasn't filling,it was really fun.The food was great too.When the guys asked me about how the stingray tasted,i said "It's good,but it can be better." and they've been teasing me about it ever since. =.=

3rd day.
Jonathan left today cuz he had something on in the afternoon.Oh well...At least everyone had a little more bed space ^^ Did nothing much today.Mostly slacking and playing Bluff in the chalet.John and Reuben bought pellet guns and they shot at each other in the room.I was just watching and then suddenly Austen took a pellet and put it in my ear. =.= It got stuck inside and we had walk all the way to a clinic in White Sands to get it out.25 bucks just for a retarded prank and a stupid pellet.However,the guys were nice enough to split the cost with me so everyone chipped in 5 bucks...

Final Day.
Got up at about 9+ and started to bathe and pack up.Had Grab and Go breakfast from Mac cuz i was really running out of money.Played Ps2 for awhile before leabing the chalet with the guys.When we just left DTE,i realised i left my wallet in the chalet and had to go back myself to get it. =.= Wasted alot of time cuz of it but i managed to get my wallet back in the end.

Overall,the chalet was fun.Everyone played Monopoly at night and i was usually hated by everyone cuz i just wouldn't sell my property to anyone. xD Also,i got to know Reuben a little more. =D

Today.
Attended a funeral first thing in the morning.My uncle of mine passed away from a sudden heart failure on Wednesday and i came back from the chalet just in time for the last day of the funeral.Even though the uncle and i were very distant,i still felt very sad when i heard my aunt crying when his body was being cremated.My dad said my uncle was forced by his son to become a christian.His son even told him to discard all his Buddhist paraphernalia.He said he would but he secretly kept them in his drawer.I think this shows he converted not because he had a change of faith but more for love for his son.My aunt converted too,afraid that her son would not talk to her again if she didn't.I know it's unfair to my cousin without hearing the whole story but i kinda hate him for making my uncle convert.If his aim was for his father to go to heaven after he died,i hope he's happy now.

Going to write another blog now.Bye.

2009-02-17T01:50:00.002+08:00

Guess what people?I lied.I can't fix up my blog because of one simple and obvious reason.I DONT KNOW HOW TO.Okay.On to today.

I went bowling with the usual people.Austen had to keep distracting me.And worse of all,Zhen Yang had to join in. =.= i really wasted my money in the first game.But things got better later on.And everyone wanted to try curling except me.Though what they did wasn't really curling but more of a "helicopter" move.Haha john seemed to get it very soon though.

Played Laser Quest after bowling and it was a Free-For-All match this time.I got 4th T_T And Reuben got first again.Damn he's good.

I was really exhausted by the time i came home and i slept from 6 to 10.

Audi-ed to about 12 when the server DCed me for a good few hours.Well at least all my avatar is still there or i'd raise hell with Asiasoft.Gonna play again now.

Oh btw i'm going to a friend's chalet.Or rather a friend's friend's chalet.I dont really know him well but my friends are going so i thought i'd tag along.It'd be a good opportunity to get to know him better anyways. =D

Imma go now.Bye =D

2009-02-15T23:29:00.011+08:00

Well,i didn't have a valentine on Valentine's Day.I played audi till about 6 and then went to SAFYC for dinner.Saw lots of couples dressed to the nines having a fancy western set meal.It was freaking ex lor.Like $40++ per person.I went to order the usual chinese dishes and man did we look out of place.Hahas...

Went for a movie (Pink Panther 2) and it sucked.Even the popcorn was more interesting than the movie itself.Or maybe i'm just a glutton. =X Anyways,i didn't really want to watch this particular movie.I wanted Valkyrie or Bride Wars but my friends insisted on PP2. =.= But more than anything,i just wanted to stay out until Vday was over.I dont know why.Lols.

Here's a poem.A Vday poem.Wriiten by yours truly.

First we were friends who would say hi and bye
But lately we've begun to ask how and why
As time went by,feelings grew on their own
I hope i'm not in this all alone

When i see you with other guys
Jealousy rages across the skies
Yet afraid to cross friendship's line
I dont say what's on my mind

In the end,time couldn't wait
You were taken because i was late
Hesitation held me back
And i couldn't take that vital step

Now when i see you,i put on a mask
Stifling the question i'm now ready to ask
I'll just be another guy on your buddy list
The potential lover that never came to exist

On to ranting again.

I don't really see the significance of Vday because if you have the love of your life who feels the same way about you,EVERYDAY is Valentine's Day and everyday that your hearts are connected together is a day worth celebrating.I think if you wanna ask a person out,you don't neccessarily have to wait till Vday to do it.But having said that,Vday also sorta provides a reason to ask someone out?I dont know how to put it in words but if you think about stuff as much as i do,you'll probably understand what the hell am i trying to say.

Well...That's all for today.Bye =)

P.S. : I know my blog's in a mess.I'll tidy things up tomorrow.

2009-02-14T05:25:00.005+08:00

Hmm... Another boring day in my holiday.

Audi-ed the whole day and wanted to play bball at night.I saw my bro going down with the basketball.I left like half an hour later and i didnt see him there.. I found out from his friend that he went to Yew Tee to play. (Wtf?)

So i stood at the basketball court like a fool while some of the bored players actually noticed me and saw me standing on the slope like a retardo. Ended up going to pool with a friend to about 12+ lor...Came home and had my dinner after washing up.. Audi-ed and anime-ed till now lo...

Seriously i feel like winding up my blog.. Even if by some miracle,the readers(if any) dont get bored of it,i'm starting to get bored of what i post.But then again,i post about my life so i guess my life's boring. =D

Here i am being the good old pessissmist (I dunno how to spell and i dont care).

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On to some ranting again.

Friends come.

It's always nice to have a friend to cheer you up and comfort you and to advice you when you're lost.Someone whom you can talk to without having to sugarcoat your words before saying it to them.Someone whom you know will always be there for you.Someone whom you know in the bottom of your heart is worth giving your all for.Someone who truly fits the notion of a "friend".

Friends go.

It sucks when someone you think you can really connect with suddenly...disconnects.Although it's not like they owe you anything and it's not like they're doing it on purpose(hopefully) but still it sucks.Bit by bit,you talk each other less and less until you become "hi and bye" friends.It's actually scary when you remember how you thought you shared a bond with that person who is now a stranger to you.Well,who am you to expect anything from them anyway?

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I think i've figured out a nice name for my ranting sessions.I'll call it RR.Random Rantings. LOL that was lame.LOL it's Valentine's Day tomorrow,or today rather,considering that it's almost 6.30am and i'm still not asleep.I might just come up with a love poem since i've done it the previous two years for lit.Maybe i'm just bored. xD

In fact,i'm so bored that i was considering to create a blog about my dreams.I can tell what the dreams of other people mean but i can't do the same for my own.So i was thinking maybe i might understand if i grow up a little more and hence i should record it down.LOL boredom to the highest degree i guess...

"If you're salt,i'd be pepper just so that i can be together with you on the table."

2009-02-12T03:13:00.002+08:00

As requested by sotong,i shall keep my blog alive. xD Haha no la...These days dunno why i'm so lazy to post.But here i am now. ^^

Went to my cousins' house on sunday ^^ Had steamboat (FINALLY!!) and gambled a little... I lost money(of course) and i realised i REALLY REALLY HATE BLACKJACK.Such a tardo game that is based on nothing but luck.Games like mahjong and poker require strategy and thinking but blackjack is like buying instant noodles.You know it's gonna taste like that and you know every single packet of the same flavour WILL taste like that.(What a sucky analogy...) but my point is,you can't do ANYTHING should you get cards that will ensure your loss. Eg. 1st card-Jack 2nd card-2 3rd card-Queen. WHAT THE F___?

So yeah blackjack sucks bigtime.smalltime and ALL THE TIME. =D

I got to play a few games of mahjong with my uncles.It was really stressful since the bets were high and even though my mother promised to cover my losses,i didn't want to appear like a noob in front of everyone.Thankfully,i won 2 out of the three games i played so i didn't look that bad... But i guess i've got a long way to go before i'm ready to bet my own money against them.

Also,my cousin bought lots of candy back from china! She even gave some to me!(How sweet is that?) XD

Leaving's always the hardest part though.No matter how many times i meet them,i always feet like i havent spent enough time with them at the end of the day... But i guess that's what's keeps me looking forward to meeting them again. ^^

Funny how i'm blogging about something that happened four days ago.Talking about being slow....

Okay imma go off now...Gotta sleep early cuz there's bowling with the same people tomorrow,or later,rather...Goodnight =D

2009-02-08T03:55:00.002+08:00

Today was typical.PLaying all day long.

Misunderstandings.What are they?I don't know.What i do know is,missunderstandings cause you to miss something,which is perhaps why there is a "mis" in front.

A minute error.Causing a misunderstanding that ended up straining a relationship to a point of no return.Like how your overcooked omellette can't be turned back to how it was before for you to have a second chance at it.Life is simply unfair and despite knowing it deep within myself,i can't help but be surprised everytime i get reminded.

Okay moving.The bottomline is,i had to go get involved with someone's problem that didn't even concern me in the least.But then again,emphatising is something i do alot.You could call it self-satisfaction.And basically it ruined my whole night.Like really.Funny how i always seem to concern myself with other people's business. K P O i guess. Maybe i'm just being a singaporean. =)

So yeah.Call it having no fate or whatever lor.And btw,no one reading this will understand what the fuck i'm trying to say.It's meant to be this way.It's my own blog so just let me have a place to rant please.Talk about venting my frustrations.On dead pixels to boot.Swell.

Going to my cousin's house tomorrow.Or later,rather.Well,at least there's something to look forward to from all the shit i got today.Thanks for reading till this point.Bye.

2009-02-02T02:30:00.003+08:00

Hmm...Lots of (bad)stuff happened today.Dont wanna talk about it.

Woke up at 2+ and had dinner at 5+.Fetched bro home cuz he had unfinished homework.Then,my parents and i went from choa chu kang all the way to SAFYC changi just to watch the sunset.And when i reached the club,i went straight for the arcade instead. =.= Wasted.I wanted to go there cuz it's rather ulu there so i can play DDR without worrying about people laughing at me.I suck at it though.Went home at 10+.

Something nice did happen today though.Crystal's playing back audi! XD

Hmm...Poly's starting in a couple of months.And i really need new clothes and shoes.And maybe a new bag too.But no money how to buy leh....Sian.

Oh yeah,i got into the creative writing course.I'm taking a real risk here since it's a new course.I hope my judgement doesn't fail me.

Gotta go now.Bye.

"Soul-less society"

2009-01-31T04:52:00.002+08:00

Today,i went bowling again with john,austen,zhen yang and jermyn. Tried real hard to bring qing ba along but failed with different agendas being the main problem.

Sucked at bowling today.Everyone came to my house to hang out till about the evening.PLayed mahjong with everyone except austen who wanted to play naruto.Managed to win a few dollars. ^^

Went for pool at night with another friend.

We were talking and i was asking him what was the difference between stead and gf and he told me this. Stead = Play and throw away. GF = Love and care for her.

When i heard this,i couldn't stand it.Why do people get into relationships just for the sake of it?Since when were friends not enough?So many young people these days are getting into BGR only to break sooner or later.What's pissing me off is that they actually know they're going to break sooner or later but they still get into a relationship.What's the point?Even if you feel lonely,having a stead would only be like cancer medication.The main problem isn't solved.I don't know if i'm just plain old conservative or has society opened up too much to the point that it's too much for me to handle.All i know is,I'm nowhere close to seeing eye to eye with people of the younger generation.

In LAN,there was this guy who was talking loudly.Upon listening harder,i realised he was saying something about grandfather's cock.How vulgar,not to mention lame is that?Beside him was a girl about his age and she was just staring down into her phone.She's probably his "stead" and i believe her looking down just shows that she's disgusted with him too?But then there's a question.Why doesn't she just walk away?Why stick with a uncouth hooligan?It's just so wrong.

Kids these days are just so outrageous....My brother had better not become like the guy i saw in the LAN or i'd personally **** him up.

I really didn't want to see what i saw at the lan.Somehow,it's been affecting me till now.

Oh well...My eyes have reached their limit and will close in
5....
4....
3....
2....
1....
0.

Goodnight people.

2009-01-28T01:50:00.003+08:00

CNY was held at a chalet booked by an uncle.My family and i stayed in it for the first night.A cousin stayed over too.Woke up at 7 for a walk by the beach.I went real far and came back with a blister on each foot.It totally ruined my day.No swimming and i couldn't even take 3 steps without wincing in pain,not to mention making me look like a hip hop star while walking.

This year's CNY sucked.Some cousins weren't here.Awkward silence around distant relatives.Two blisters.And the worst of all,NO STEAMBOAT.CNY without steamboat is like a song without lyrics.It's incomplete.

Bowling tomorrow but i doubt i could even go over 80 with the condition my legs are in.Can't cancel at the last minute since it wouldn't be nice...

Bored these days.I'm done with maple private servers.Audition seems empty without friends.Hope poly life would be more interesting than this knee-deep-in-shit situation i'm in now.I'm as free as a bird now but i can't go out everyday cuz i'm broke.So i guess i'm dead either way.Swell.

"There are times when we feel like we understand each other beyond our imaginations.The opposite happens quite often too."

2009-01-16T03:05:00.002+08:00

Today,i finally did the JAE application.I put Creative Writing For TV and New Media as my first choice.I hope i wont live to regret this decision.

Still got 150 bucks from some improvement award that i gotta collect from school.Hmm...bored these days.But lazy to work......=.=

Total couch poato these days.Even audi is starting to bore me.And one friend already quit.I hope a chain reaction doesn't occur but seriously,audi seems kinda meaningless now.

Probably gonna rot at home everyday till poly starts.Bye.

"Fate via Sms" - Austen

2009-01-14T02:51:00.002+08:00

Did nothing much today.Considering whether to opt for Mass Comm or the Creative Writing course as my first choice.My friend's aiming for the Creative Writing course and i wanna join him. =X Honestly i dont know.And i don't wanna care.But i have to since the deadline for submission is this friday.

Finished watching Gurren Lagann today.Pretty sad and crappy ending.Sad cuz after the prontagonist went against all odds to get back his love,she had to disappear into thin air.The very deed of getting her back caused it.It's like no matter what you do,you get sadness.The crappy part was that the anime wasn't tied up very well.The main character just went away after his love disappeared.Very very slip-shod ending.But on overall,i don't regret watching it since it HAS taught me something.Faith is powerful,be it your own or someone else's.Or something like that la.Oh btw,the main character is called Simon too. XD

Tried writing a substantial blog today but i failed.Terribly,i might add.I wanna play audi but there's just no one to play with.And i'm getting sick of having to delete people from my buddy list.I seem to know everyone and yet there's 50 slots.But i dont know 50 people!!!!So where are the extras coming from?I don't know and i don't care.I think i've gotta start rejecting BL requests starting now.

Gotta go now cuz i feel like shit.Bye.

"I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand."

2009-01-13T00:24:00.002+08:00

Well...guess what?I'm still alive.

I was damn nervous last night.Tried to sleep at 11.30 but i still couldn't sleep even at 4.Going back to school was fun.Seeing all my friends again felt so nice and it was like there was no holday in between at all.Everyone talked and laughed together...

As for my results,it was kinda shocking.I got 15 for L1R5 and 11 for L1R4.It was almost dream-like.Here's the grades for the individual subjects.

English - A1
Literature - A1
Combined Humans - B3
E Maths - B4
Combined Science - C5
POA - B3
Chinese - B3

Lots of stuff to say.Both A1s were surprising cuz i only dared to hope for a B3 for both and nothing higher.Combined humanities.Well,sleeping in class does work,Mrs Baljit. =) @#$! Science was lucky cuz my chem paper was really screwed up.I had a panic attack during the last 5 minuts of the paper cuz there were just so many questions that i didn't know the answer to and just tikam-ed all the way though.Maths B4.Biggest shocker.I thought i'd fail for sure since my Paper 2 was worth 50 marks at most since so many questions were undone.As for POA,there's nothing to say except that the credit all goes to Mr Chua.Really.From a F9 to a B3.He sure is a miracle worker.Even though you'll probably never see this,THANK YOU.

Well there i go.I'm not dead and i'm seriously lucky compared to some classmates who did superb in prelims but underperformed at the final moment.

Thanks to all my friends who were there for me,both rl and audi.And thanks to Val for letting me know this.It made me feel alot better last night. =)

Okay enough with the babbling.Imma sleep now.Bye.

2009-01-11T22:22:00.003+08:00

Woke up at about 2pm today.Played real late till bout 4am since my whole family were in malaysia. =)

Spent most of the day watching Gurren Lagann and Audi-ing.

Somehow i got lucky...Did something real bad yesterday to a friend but she's still nice to me today.Either she didn't catch the meaning of what i said yesterday or she's an angel.Should be the latter but i can't be sure...And i ain't stupid to go clarify that with her.But,things are complicated...

Results coming tomorrow.Should have done more today since it'll probably be the last day of my life.Worried but the results should be predictable.Hard to go below 16...That's if i even make it below 20.And i'm talking about L1R4 to boot. =.=

Feeling a little awkward about seeing classmates again tomorrow.It's been so long since we've met.Hmm....gonna be speechless seeing them.

Gonna go now.I've tried to post as much as i can since this will be my swan song(or post,rather).Bye.

"Sudden silence."

2009-01-10T01:08:00.005+08:00

Cousin came over to my house to stay last night so that we could go to SP and NP's Open House together.Cleared both polys faster than expected and we both went home early.

I'm interested in:
1.Creative Writing for Tv and New Media(New course in SP)
2.MassComm (Highly-esteemed course with super-low cut-point of 10 in NP)
3.Psychology and Applied Drama (Seems interesting enough.Cut-off point was 9,i think.In Sp.)
4.Most business courses.

Fingers got kinda weird after i came back and i looked like a retard despite my level in audi.Managed to defeat my cousin though. =D Well,she hasn't played in a long time and she deproved like WOW.I owe her an ice-cream and she owes me a Mercedes Guardian.Quite a fair deal,huh. =D

Got bored of having no one to play with so i slept from about 6pm-11pm.Fingers got better but then i had no one to play with by 12.30. =.= Going nuts trying to find something to do now.

I'm super worried about my O level results.Gonna be released on monday,or at least that's what i heard.I am so going to die.My secondary school years have been spent in vain.Sorry to WWSS.You can exclude me from your alumni.|

I miss smsing my cousin(another one). =( She's one hell of a figure in school.Sec 1 only and she actually requested for a Girls' Bball CCA in her school.Wish i could be as outgoing a her.Hope the school grants her request. *keeps fingers crossed*

Going for Gurren Lagann now.Bye =D

2009-01-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

Audi marathon from 12pm to 11.30pm.A friend's going for choir auditions tomorrow and it somehow got me excited too.

Nothing else to say today.Bye.

2009-01-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

Finally finished reading the leaked manuscript of Midnight Sun on the internet after spending last night and this afternoon.It was interesting to know how Edward thought of Bella when they first met as well as Edward's opinions on certain events that happened in school...

Trying out a new anime called Gurren Lagann.Dunno if it's nice anot but it's been interestnig so far.These days are boring....i could practically give up audi now.

Suddenly,i'm into piano ballads and thus explains the piece on my blog.Nothing more to say already so goodbye.

"A vampire angel."

2009-01-05T02:15:00.004+08:00

Well...i played audi from 12 to 5.30 today and binged on homemade laksa too.Then i went swimming at CDANS Sembawang.Surprisingly,i did about 100 laps.(Yes,three digits.)I didn't swim like vigorously all the way though....i swam non-stop from 6 to 8.15 and now my hair feels super dry.My arms are aching but i dont regret it one bit. =)

I used to love swimming and now i guess i'm back to being addicted to it.The water beneath the surface is calm and still and i can think about stuff without people disturbing me.

To think i used to get out of the pool having done less than 20 laps....LOL.

Went to SAFYC Sembawang for dinner before going home...

Hmm....gonna be bored these days.All of my audi friends are having school.I'm gonna be rotting at home till at night.I'll probably gorge myself with anime in the day.I might go and watch Twilight tomorrow though.Although i promised myself to watch it the first day it opens in theatres,i broke the promise.Well,better late than never. =)

I'm gonna stay awake until my friend goes offline in msn.Bye~

2009-01-04T02:41:00.003+08:00

Well...youngsters these days are frightening.I'll say no more.

Finished watching Myself;Yourself yesterday.It's a very touching anime.

At first it seems like everyone's enjoying their high school life but actually everyone has their own inner demons and troubles.Made me wanna cry so many times.Especially in the last two episodes,i really couldn't take it and had to leave the computer/my room and go to the balcony cuz my family was inside as well...

I strongly recommend this anime.The opening and ending songs are very nice too.

Typical otaku day for me.Bye.

"Love to hate.Hate to love."

2009-01-03T03:34:00.004+08:00

See what staying at home for so long has done to me?

I pissed off a good friend of mine today in audi.Now that i look back on it,everything i said was so retarded. =.=

Something inside me went loose,i think.Said alot of dumb stuff that i usually wont.

Oh well,what's done is done.

Gonna look for something to do.Worse case scenario:Sleep.And oh by the way,it's 3.40am now.

"Some people don't deserve second chances.Like me."

2009-01-01T11:00:00.002+08:00

New Years Eve

How did i spend it?I woke up at about 11-something.Logged into msn and played audi till about 6 with my friends until they had to go for a dinner.Chionged 2 animes,Kannagi and Myself ; Yourself till about 1-something before they returned.

In between,i didn't even watch the countdown on tv nor did i do a "10,9,8..." countdown beforethe strike of twelve.Nothing of that sort at all.

Played audi with them till 3 before i got forced by my mother to sleep.

How did i spend my New Year's Eve?Like any other day.

Had an afterthought though.Those people who had to work during the celebration like waiters and peroformers and such,i actually feel sad for them.I'm sure the arrival oh the new year would be a special moment for many of those working and surely they'd want to spend that special moment with someone special?but instead they had to work.Hmm.....well,welcome to reality.

2008-12-29T01:19:00.003+08:00

Played Audi for pretty much of the whole day.At night,i played mahjong with a friend,my brother and my mother.Weird combi. o.O

Played with very low bets.Lost over 5 bucks in the beginning but i got my game together towards the end so i lost about $1.50 overall. =(

Probably gonna chiong audi again tomorrow.I wanna level up by tomorrow if it's possible.Today's audi was full of drama.I'll say no more.

Goodnight.

"A single chopstick."

2008-12-27T01:43:00.002+08:00

I learn today that singapore citizens are damn "open-minded".Got a friend in Audition and was chatting with her when i found out she was staying at her "dar"'s house.She's only 11.Her dar's 14.Both so young and already staying together.Though they've never done you-know-what,or so the girl claims,i still found it a little shocking.

Maybe i'm just too conservative and unable to keep up with the times.But no matter what,to me they're just too young for that kind of relationship.Call me a stick-in-the-mud but i still don't approve of it.

Well,if eventually the girl does get pregnant before she's of legal age,they've only got themselves to blame.

"Paranoia."

2008-12-26T05:51:00.004+08:00

Finally finished watching Both season 1 and 2 of Code Geass.Great anime.

I'll probably never watch Twilight since i keep staying at home.

Staying at home always.

Life suddenly became meaningless.But then again,i should have realised this a long time ago.

Bye.Off to sleep now,where the dreams never bore me.

2008-12-24T00:18:00.006+08:00

Watched Ip Man yesterday and went for Seoul Garden.Ip Man was nice cuz of the kung fu action but i find that the storyline was very shallow.Just fighting scenes most of the time but then again,i guess that's what's everyone's paying for.I didn't watch Twilight cuz my friends wanted to play LAN instead so i just followed them.I'll go watch Twilight another time lor.

Played pool after LAN and then went to play mahjong all the way from 10pm to 6.30am before going to play basketball.Went for supper at Sunshine Place at 2am though.One of my friends knew duck rice stall vendor so she treated us to a free flow of duck wings.She also treated us to a bowl of $3 ice kachang.The serving was larger then 2 bowls of ice kachang and even the four of us could barely finish it.

At the end of the MJ session,i won 5 bucks.That's actually alot considering our small bets of 10 cents.I won all three players.Everyone else lost money. XD

Played basketball until 9 before going home.Wanted to play audi but the patch for the JJ lin songs started already and it was going to end at 6pm. =.= 9 freaking hours for a patch.OMG la.So i went to sleep instead.

Woke up at 6 cuz my mother wanted to go with me to the newly extended Jurong Point.Wanted to go to Kuishinbo for Jap buffet but we went to the 99-cent sushi restaurant in the Jurong West Sports Complex instead cuz traffic around Jurong Point was just so congested and my father couldn't find a parking space.

Okay that's about all for today.Going for the Christmas Eve dinner tomorrow at my uncle's house tomorrow.Gonna play audi and try out the JJ Lin songs before i sleep.Bye =)

2008-12-22T04:15:00.003+08:00

Did nothing today.DIdn't go out.Stayed at home like a good couch potato.Father cooked laksa and i had it for both lunch and dinner.Watched Code Geass all day long.

I wanted to play audi on my bro's com but he kept using it.When he finally gave it up,i didn't want to play anymore...Ended up writing a poem for a friend.

It's 4am now and i guess i have to sleep now.Bye.

"How i wish the clock could turn anti-clockwise..."

2008-12-20T03:49:00.003+08:00

Went for pool today.It was fun but i didn't win alot of games.Play LAN too with a friend.OMG he can do 190 cfm in audition!!WTF.He says i owe him one 190 cfm but i guess he's never gonna get it from me(not in this lifetime anyways).

Owned in LAN today cuz all my 3 other friends dont play CS often.Kinda unfair but who cares? XD

Made plans before going our seperate ways.On monday,i'm gonna watch 2 movies.
-Twilight (I heard it sucks but i just have to watch it.It's an obligation.Really.)
-Ip Man (It seems nice despite the name cuz i saw the trailer during my "The Day The Earth Stood Still" disaster.)
Gonna have a buffet at Seoul Garden too.

Holidays aren't ending soon(for me anyways) but i feel jaded already.I hate it when there's school and i hate it when there's no school.I dont know what i want.(Isn't it the same with many people?)

Gonna have a Christmas gathering with all my relatives next wednesday.Somehow,i'm not looking forward to it anymore....I dunno why.Yeah,sure my cousins will be there but two of them will be gone during CNY cuz they're going to China.

Oh well i worry alot about stuff that i can't change.it's futile but what else can i do?

I spent the whole night looking for a nice blogskin to suit a song that i like ALOT but i couldn't find any....In the end,i just chose this and put my fave song in it.Even if it doesn't fit or anything,i'm not gonna bother changing it anymore.

Gotta go sleep now even though i don't want to cuz there's just nothing left for me to do.Bye.

"Isn't life sad when all you do is live?"

2008-12-18T03:03:00.002+08:00

Went over to stay at my cousin's house over the past few days.I feel that i didn't make full use of the time there.Really.

Watched The Day The Earth Stood Still.The show sucked.It didn't end properly.It was exciting(for me at least;my cousin said it was boring all the way) in the beginning but because of that abrupt ending,it left me feeling high and dry.

I didn't win the twilight sms contest. =( Well,i'm going to watch Twilight anyways.Since i have no one to go with,i shall solo the movie by myself.

Okay gotta go now.Audi doesn't feel that fun anymore.Oh btw i'm lv 24 now.Bye.

2008-12-10T01:23:00.002+08:00

Did nothing much today except watching anime and Audi-ing.Woke up at 2pm today but it doesn't even feel weird anymore.Guess i'm too used to it le.

Entered in the Twilight Sms Contest.Hope i win.All thanks to my cousin who told me about it. =)

Going bowling early tomorrow.Dunno what i'm gonna do after that.Bye~

"Life is one big suckfest."

2008-12-09T02:32:00.002+08:00

Decided to change my blogskin again and this time i was fed up with looking for nice skins so i just gave it up all together and make it simple(as you can see).

Bored these days.Audi-ing most of the time.I'm only looking forwards to 2 things in this holiday.The Twilight moive which on coming out on 18th Dec and the full version of Paper Moon which should be coming out tomorrow on gendou.com.

Ordered Mac delivery last night and i swear i'm not gonna eat Mac again if i can help it.Firstly it's expensive.Secondly,the McSpicy Double is just wrong to eat.I dunno how to say it but it feels wrong eating. o.O

Whatever the case,i'm not gonna eat Mac again if i can help it.

Got back my modified XBox 360 yesterday and my brother was playing at all night till 6am.I,on the other hand,couldn't play cuz there wasn't a second controller. =.=
I dont really wanna play anyways.(Sour grapes)

Okay i'm going for more audi again.Bye~

2008-12-08T03:57:00.002+08:00

I felt like a jerk in Audition twice today.First time was when a girl asked me for couple after playing Club 2 and i rejected her.I added her into my buddy list and said let's be friends first.She didn't reply.

The second time was when i was playing couple mode.This girl and I got 7 hearts so we met the requirement for couple.She proposed for being couple and i rejected her.She quit the room immadiately.I said sorry and all she said was "k".

Just cuz i play couple mode doesn't neccessarily mean i'm looking for a couple right?I'm sure the two girls didn't see it this way....Honestly,I play club 2 cuz i find the part where the guy gives flowers to the girl very cute.That's all.

I feel horrible now.Bye~

2008-12-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

Did nothing much these days.Rotting at home just waiting for hell to pick me up...=.=

Went bowling early in the morning.Woke up at 6.45am just in time for a morning call from my friend.Though the bowling centre opens only at 9,we reached at 8.20 and started to camp there.That's cuz from 9am-12pm on weekdays,a bowling game costs only $1.Honestly it's dirt cheap la....Played like 10 games in a row until 12pm.My high score for the day was 130.However,my friend got 14x.I got owned. T_T

All in all,the bowling was pretty fun and i went to the arcade till 3 before going for mahjong till 5.Then,one mahjong kaki(i dunno how to spell this) had to go and we could't carry on anymore.Just then,my brother came back from basketball and we decided to play Blackjack.Personally i preferred mahjong more than blackjack lor but everyone else wanted to play so i guess i had no choice...In the end,my brother lost a heck lot of money and started playing big($10 per round). =.= In the end he lost even more and you could see it on his face that he was unhappy(who wouldn't be?).

SO in the end,i thought of a dumb way to cheer him up.By letting him win all my money.How?I take 2 cards first,and then without looking at the cards,i ask for another 3 more in a row.LOL obviously i got over 21 most of the time and i lost just about everything i had in my wallet to him.Call me dumb but who cares? XD

Okay i'm off to rot now.Bye ~

2008-12-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

Didn't get to the com yesterday cuz mom locked it...=.=

Okay firstly let's talk about yesterday.
I did go for the buffet but i didn't go for bowling cuz "someone" bowls only with his own ball and can't use a house ball. =.= Instead,we went to the Science Centre instead. =D LOL it's lame but still it was fun.Entrance fee was rather okay.3 bucks was all it took for 3 hours of fun.I stayed there from 3 to 6pm before going to the library to read some comics.Went to the arcade after that and then went back home.

For today,I went bowling in the afternoon and then went to the arcade(again?) and then went to my friend's house for PS3.

Lol okay that's all for the past two days.Goodbye ~

2008-11-30T23:43:00.003+08:00

Whoa today was damn nice.FIrst of all,i woke up all by myself at 7.15 even though i slept at 3 and a beautiful sunrise was waiting for me right outside my window!!!A pity that the damn camera on my phone wasn't working co i couldn't get some pictures as a momento of that beautiful scene....

Played Audi later in the afternoon and i finally passed after countless attempts =.=
From this moment onwards,it's a Level 23 Amateur writing the posts!

In the evening,my family and i went to somewhere in jurong west to find a video game shop to modify our XBox 360 so that we can play pirated games.Then,we went to IMM for dinner at Cafe Cartel and grocery shopping at Giant too.I also bumped into Keng Sia there.What a small world!

My mother actually locked the com today but i managed to persuade her to let me use the com so that i can blog and talk to my cousins.However,she stubbornly wouldn't give me the password and she just put in the password for me instead...Damn!

Okay.Plans For tomorrow would be lunch Buffet at Sakura with my bro and some other friends followed by bowling.I just noticed how i seem to go for a lunch buffet every monday...Hmm....

LOL okay that's all for today.Probably gonna play some Audition before i go to my lala-land.Bye~

2008-11-30T02:30:00.002+08:00

Did nothing much today.PLayed Audition until i could do my licence.Still stuck at it after half an hour.I'm real pissed right now.I hope i'll get my act together by tomorrow.That's all for today.Bye.

2008-11-28T02:48:00.004+08:00

Today was fine but it got ruined by two 12-year olds.Met those 2 ppl in Audition.One of them was even in my buddy list. =.=

They kept bitching about their parents and kept saying stuff like "They my parents den dua ar." and "Parents means can order me like dog la?".They even said things like "I had to buy my own laptop.=.=" and "I do my own laundry leh."

For goodness sake,just cuz you can take care of yourselves doesn't mean your parents are useless.Your parents ask you to do something for them and you go bitch about them to other people?Who do you think paid for your education and did your parents order you around when you were three?or four?or five?Letting you pay for your own stuff means they're giving you freedom and you don't like it.They order you around and then you say that they don't give you freedom.May i ask what the fuck is it that you want?

Behaving so immaturely and showing so much disrespect at the age of 12.For goodness sake,act your age please.If you want freedom,show your parents you deserve it and don't complain about it.If your mother stood you up for 2 hours,obviously she had a reason?Your parents are the ones working their asses off for YOU and not the other way around.So why are you complaining when they aren't?Using so much vulgar language at the age of 12 simply means you don't deserve what you want.You want your parents to leave you alone?When they really do,you'd beg for them to come back.Just cuz you can handle your own affairs now don't mean your parents are worthless.If your parents didn't raise you,would you be alive today to bitch about them?You don't like paying for your own laptop?Then don't buy it!Your parents don't owe you anything but you owe them big time.Instead of reciprocating their love for you,you slander them instead.Where's the justice in this world?

And you dare say you believe in Jesus?Even a person like me who doesn't believe in religion at least knows how to respect my parents because honestly,without your parents,would you even exist to seek the salvation that you hanker after so much?You love God more than your parents but mind you,your parents gave you life,not God.

Thank your lucky stars i'm not God cuz if i am,you'd be dead long before you were born.

That's all for today and i'm seriously pissed by these two people.

"When you point a finger at someone,four of them are pointing back at you."

Just a bad day...

2008-11-26T00:06:00.005+08:00

I was supposed to go bowling with 2 other friends today but at the last minute,one guy had no money and i didn't feel like bowling with just another person.In the end,I gave up the whole idea of bowling and went to train my Audition skills instead...I'm improving inch by inch =)

Later on in the evening,i went to play basketball with my brother and the same people who stood me up for bowling plus another guy.I played a 5 v 5 match and here's the joke.We were winning 3-1 and suddenly two of my teammates starting shouting at each other.Adam said something about Marcus's dribbling skills and then Marcus suddenly wanted to fight. =.= To make things worse,this guy called Jian You went to fan the flames by saying something like "Adam KP you,you no nid to KP him back la." For goodness sake, a simple comment like that could actually cause two best friends to come close to blows?It's absolutely ridiculous.Threatening a fight just cuz of a remark like that....and to think that they're 14.The other team just stood there watching a free show and did nothing else...One word:Immaturity.

Today was full of bad experiences.However,my cousin helped me with the coding stuff so now,I can relink people(Thanks Jasmine =D).

It's 12.20 now and my eyes are droopy but I don't wanna go to sleep.Once I sleep,a day officially passes and I don't want to see it happen.I guess I'll go for some Audition before I start my dreams tonight.That's all for today.Bye~

2008-11-25T04:33:00.002+08:00

Okay i'm finally back to blogging...If it wasn't for my cousin,i wouldn't have noticed that i'd neglected my blog for so long..

TOday,my brother and I met my cousin for a lunch buffet at Tiong Bahru Plaza.It costs $10.20++ per adult on weekdays and considering the variety of food they provide,it's actually quite worth it.

Supposed to go to my cousin's house to play basketball but didn't go in the end cuz my brother was tired. =.=

After bringing him home,i went out for pool with some friends and after playing for over 3 hours,it is safe to say that i still suck at it. =X
Gonna go for bowling tomorrow. =)

My chance 6 for Audition is slowly improving....I'm almost back to my standard in the past!(I hope...) o.O

Okay then,spent so much time doing up my blog and typing this that it's (OhMyGosh) 4.40am already!!! How the hell did i waste so much time??

Off to my dreamland now.I hope i can still manage to have dreams given my short sleeping hours...Bye for now~

2008-11-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

Here's a quiz.I did this cuz i was bored and my cousin asked me to do it. o.O

Q. What have you been doing recently?
A. Err...trying to get back my feel for Audition?(I still suck at it though...)

Q. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
A. Err yes when i'm watching a movie and at night (Who would call me at night??)

Q. What happened at 10am today?
A. I dunno cuz i was still asleep?

Q. When did you last cry?
A. Private stuff.

Q. Believe in fate/destiny?
A. I believe we can change it.

Q. What do you want in your life?
A. The 5 'C's and the love of my life.

Q. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
A. I don't make them complicated per se,but i do think very deeply about each relationship.

Q. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
A. No.

Q. What was the last movie you caught?
A. If it's on TV,it's Mission Impossible 3.If it's in theatres,i forgot. XD

Q. Does the person you like know you like him/her?
A. No.

Q. Do you speak other languages other than english?
A. A tiny bit of japanese,malay and some hokkien.(I know more than swear words,just for the record.)

Q. Favourite websites?
A. gendou.com for anime music and veoh.com for anime episodes.

Q. What are you doing tomorrow?
A. I'm gonna meet one of my cousins for a lunch buffet. =D

Q. What do you think you are like?
A. Stay away from me and i'll do the same.

Q. Who would you choose to die with?
A. The person i hate?

Q. Where have you been today?
A. Chinatown for breakfast/lunch.

Q. What games do you play often?
A. Audition.

Q. Who are you missing right now?
A. Err...Many people.

Q. Between friendship and love,which would you choose?
A. Love,hands down.(You can have many friends,but you can only have one lover.)

Q. What are you doing now?
A. Trying to perservere through this quiz cuz it has an awful lot of questions.

Q. Which primary school were you from?
A. Concord primary.

Q. Name three colours you like.
A. Black,White and Purple.

Q. What emotion do you like to show?
A. No preference.I show what i'm feeling.

Q. What is life to you?
A. A real suckfest.

Q. If there's something troubling you,what would you do?
A. I probably wouldn't face it and use music to escape. =)

Q. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
A. Jasmine and Crystal.

Q. Who do you admire most?
A. Terrorists for being able to have so much faith in their religion.

Q. Which month were you born in?
A. March.

Q. How are you feeling right now?
A. I feel like quitting this quiz. Jkjk..

Q. What is the time now?
A. 8.58pm.

Q. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is like?
A. She's a nice person and i don't think it.I KNOW it.

Q. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
A. I'll never dye my hair.

Q. Why are you doing this quiz?
A. Cuz my cousin asked me to.

Q. What do you do when you are moody?
A. Listen to music.

Q. At which state do you want to get married?
A. LOL that's if i even manage to get a girlfriend.

Q. Who is more important to you?
A. I hate this question.No comment.

Q. If today is the last day of your life.what would you do?
A. I'll go piss off everyone who cares about me so that they won't feel sad when i go.

Q. Who are the people you trust most?
A. I got cheated so many times that the word 'trust' doesn't even exist in my dictionary anymore.

Q. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
A. I want to believe in this but i can't cuz i've never actually seen it happen.

Q. If you had a dream come true,what would it be?
A. I wish i was a better person.

Q. What is your goal in life?
A. To not live with regrets.

Q. Do you believe in eternal love?
A. I DO.Just look at Bella and Edward. XD

Q. What feeling you love the most?
A. The feeling of being loved?LOL honestly i don't know.

Q. Do you really think it's global warming now?
A. Yes cuz no matter where i eat,i seem to get rotten fish,which tells us that the freakin freezers have broken down from the heat.(It's all bull.)

Q. What feeling you hate the most?
A. I hate getting cheated but i guess i'm already used to it..

Q. Do you like doing quizzes?
A. Why not?They're great blogging material when you've got nothing to blog about.

Q. Do you believe in God?
A. Definitely NO.

Q. Who cares for you the most?
A. I've yet to see this.

Q. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A. Relationships.

Q. What will you bring in a fight?
A. A pen.Cuz the pen is mightir than the sword. LOL i know it's lame.

Q. What have you regretted in your life?
A. Not making full use of my time.

Q. What will you do when nobody cares for you anymore.
A. I'd become hollow.

Q. What if your girlfriend two-times you?
A. I'd break up immediately.No questions asked.

Q. How are you feeling now?
A. Happy cuz i've come to the end of the quiz.

2008-09-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

Okay this will probably be the last time i'll be anywhere near the computer before my O levels so i guess this is my swan song if i screw up my O levels.

Things were okay recently...Picked up Yu-Gi-Oh at John's house.Rushing to download music like mad now cuz it'll be all i have until end of exams.

Having an exam is like going to jail
a lifelong sentence if you fail
But if you fail,please don't wail
cuz your tears will fill up many pails

=.= lame la i know but still,give me a little credit cuz i thought of this only while i was writing this post.

So,here's the end of my swan song.Bye(forever).

"Gone."

Caught Unawares...

2008-09-21T23:53:00.004+08:00

Got dragged to Malaysia over the weekend by my parents...Staying in my house there is abit like starring in Survivor.(The part about having no internet anyways.)Okay that was a lousy analogy but you get the idea(hopefully).

Damn i wanted to go to GCA on saturday but i just got dragged...It's like after my tuition ended at 2pm,my mother suddenly says "Get ready.We're going to Malaysia." =.= No prior notice at all.

If there's anything good about Malaysia,it's that stuff there is cheap but it ends there.(That's what i think anyways.)

Okay i've gotta go now.Got a long day ahead of me tomorrow.Gonna stay in school till 6 cuz of some EL full exam thingy...Damn.

I beat you You beat me
We fight over the cookie
With a great big snatch and a kick from me to you
Don't you wish that there was two

"Art in randomness."

Sick As a Sicko

2008-09-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

Got sick today si i didn't go to school...At least i didn't waste my time at home...Went to rush out my tuition homework in the afternoon.I also went to get a haircut after going to the doctor's.LOL it seems like such a weird combi...=.=

Tomorrow's like our last PE session. =( On the bright side,at least i'll get to play basketball with my classmates. =)

School's coming to an end soon and surprisingly,i'd have to say that i'm gonna miss it...

Okay gotta go now.It's so late already and i've gotta sleep now.Goodnites~

"Those who can,do.Those who can't,teach."

Action VS Procrastination

2008-09-14T11:46:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be in Malaysia now but i'm not.Thank goodness for that.I was gonna stay at my house in MY from yesterday till today but it was cancelled cuz the queue for cars started already atthe Coca-Cola factory.(If you go to MY by car,take note of where the Coke factory is and how far it is from the Tuas check point).

Went to a crappy dinner somewhere in Jurong and then went to IMM for grocery shopping.There,my father broke my toenail. =.= I was standing behind him and he suddenly took a step back...

I suppose it's my fault,though,for not cutting my last toenail.(I realised it only when i took a closer look at my feet.Nine out of ten of my toenails had been cut except for one. =.= Why the hell would i do that?I honestly don't know.)Now whenever i step into an air-con room,my toe freezes. o.O

Played Rock Band at friend's house before going to Zone X till 12.

Woke up this morning and started Wahjong. =)

That's all for today i guess...Bye~

"Short-lived magnificence is better than everlasting mundanity."

Tongue Tied

2008-09-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

Today,i had my Pure Lit Paper 2 and my POA paper 2.Both papers were okay but i kinda ran out of time for my Lit paper so i rushed through the last question...POA was okay...lol i don't even know what does that mean for a F9 grader like me...

Planned to go for bowling tomorrow but not enough people so it's like yi chang huan xi yi chang kong.I don't know how to describe it in english so here's the best i can do. >.<

No school tomorrow cuz i don't have any papers tomorrow.Dunno what i'm gonna do to spend the time...I'll either slack at home and do my tuition homework(and hopefully fit in a little bit revision somewhere somehow) or i'll go watch 4bia(highly unlikely though,cuz i wouldn't dare to watch a horror movie in a cinema). o.O

Went to the airport to fetch my father home today and i had Fish & Co. too!F & C ROCKS!

Downloading a song titled "Tongue Tied" by Faber Drive and i replayed it all night and all morning on the way to school.The song is so nice!!

Okay gotta go now.Gotta find some way to erase my Viwawa trophy of having 10 consecutive losses in Wahjonh(I still can't believe it...).Bye~

"You find a pot at the end of the rainbow but you realise it's empty."

Elaborate Mistake

2008-09-08T17:56:00.003+08:00

Today i had my Pure Lit Paper 1.And.I.Screwed.It.Up.

Supposed to do one question from Section A and one question from Section B.Instead,i did one extra question by doing both questions in Section A. =.= Even better,i managed to finish all three questions.WhAt.tHe.fUUcK?

I probably wrote too little for both questions in Section A.I'm a goner.

Came home and Wahjong-ed for the whole afternoon.Tomorrow's Pure Lit Paper 2 and POA Paper 2.My POA sucks like hell.I hope i'll be able to get through it tomorrow...Also,my dad's coming back from his trip to China so i'll be going to the airport to fetch him home(and at eat Fish & Co. too.Hopefully. XD). I love Fish & Co. =D

No books to read = nothing to do at night.

I still can't gear myself into exam mode.And i'm probably too late for it anyways.Some of my classmates are already preparing themselves very well for the O Levels and most of them have already deleted their blogs/stopped going out etc.But not me. o.O

Saw some funny stuff yesterday.I was reading by the koi pond at IMM and from afar,i saw two kids in swimming suits running straight in my direction and i swear i thought they were gonna jump into the koi pond?I still can't believe it.They didn't do it in the end.It's just that i saw them running...so my thoughts went wild? o.O

Okay,i gotta go now.Dunno what i wanna do.Running out of nice music already.So feel free to give suggesttions.Bye Bye~

"A box traps...and protects.A field frees...and exposes."

Creeping Time...

2008-09-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

Did nothing much today.Wahjong and music in the early afternoon.Went to IMM in the late afternoon and read a book(Quantum Prophecy) till my mother was done with grocery-shopping before going to Ichiban for dinner.

Lately,there has been many re-runs of Dreamgirls and i'm just totally hooked onto that movie.The songs are great and so is the plot. =)

Been doing nothing much these days except reading.Recently bought four books from Popular.
-Quantum Prophecy
-Train Man
-The Shack
-The Poison Apples

I just realised three out of four of the books has titles that start with the letter 'T'. o.O
Already finished The Poison Apples and Quantum Prophecy.The former book is about friendship and the latter book is about adventure.I stopped reading Train Man cuz before i could finish it,the movie version of it happened to be on TV so i watched the movie instead of reading the book. =)Very romantic story about how a nerdy guy manages to persue his love.Which leaves The Shack which i've given up after reading the first chapter cuz honestly,the book's a little deep for me and i don't think i'll absorb the book well if i force myself to read it at this point.

Okay enough with books.Tomorrow's my Pure Lit exam and i've done nothing for it.Also,i don't know what to do for it...Okay,gotta go for some Viwawa now.And to Crystal,good luck for tomorrow(if you read this anyways). =]

Bye bye~

"No rain,no rainbow."

Wet Day

2008-09-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today,i woke up early together with my family to send my father to the airport.He's going to China for a week cuz his friend struck lottery and then invited him along.

After taking him there,my brother and i left for Ochard Road to meet my cousin for a steamboat buffet at Coca.The price was quite cheap.($15++ for a student)...In the end,we had quite a bit of leftovers but i still ordered dessert. =.= We were the second table to be occupied for the day and i'm proud to say that we beat 5 other tables.(They came later than us but left earlier than us.Hahas...

After lunch,we went to The Cathay to look at a pair of sports shoes that my cousin was interested in.After that,we wanted to catch a movie but most movies at cathay were NC16 but my brother is only 14...My cousin said he could smuggle my brother in but i didn't want to take the chance so the movies was called off.I went to play at Zone X for awhile at the Dhoby Ghaut MRT station before deciding to go my cousin's house at Seng Kang for basketball.I just wanted to spend for time with him cuz we haven't met for like so long already...

At the his house,we invited 2 more of cousins who happened to stay at the opposite block of the former cousin.I would do and give anything to have my cousins live that close to me.Anything,you name it.

Anyway,before everyone could get ready,it started raining like hell and i kept thinking "I came here just in time to see it rain." =.= In the end,not wanting to call off the basketball match,i suggested having a "rain battle" and they all said okay so we went along.I got drenched like crazy but i didn't give a heck.Getting drenched is just a small price to pay to spend just a little time with my cousins. =)

Anyways,towards nightfall,i started acting abit strange and suddenly just wanted to keep to myself...I've already mentioned this before.Something's wrong with me.Really.

Had to leave my cousins eventually,sadly.I don't want to say anymore.Bye~

"Re-opening the healing wound...."

Wasted...

2008-09-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

Today was wasted,just like any other non-school day.Spent time on Wahjong,StepMania and went to a friend's house for Rock Band.

I made 2 people angry today and i'm sorry.Thanks to that someone who helped me download songs in the wee hours of the night.

Well,tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day and i'm gonna meet with my cousin for lunch!How cool is that?Very. =)

Okay then,gotta go cuz today was THAT boring.Bye~

"Life is so difficult that sometimes,you have to lose yourself to gain something else."

Mundane...

2008-08-30T01:16:00.002+08:00

Today was Teacher's Day.Once again,the school showed its worst planning(yet again,i might add) by having us do Rev-Up in the morning and then suffocating in our own sweat later on when we had to go to the hall for the celebrations....

All in all,the celebrations had nothing especially worth noticing except maybe the fact that having one of the students coming up to sing a song that he dedicated to a teacher and then failing to reach the high pitches actually killed one of my mosty favourite songs of all time.He sang 'Because You Live' by jesse McCartney and then when it came to the part in the chorus

"...because you make me believe in myself WHEN NOBODY ELSE CAN HELP"

The capitalised letters represent the part where he suddenly fell silent and let the song play in the background. =.= Something funny did happen though.He got sorta-chased off the stage halfway into the song...LOL(for what it's worth.)

Played basketball with the usual gang but this time it was raining and to make it worse,i wore -hole-y shoes and the rainwater just kept seeping into my shoes...Wow.I walked home with cold feet.Literally.

Went to KFC for lunch before going and spending the rest of the day on Wahjong(again),
Long-awaited Mahjong session did not come to pass today.Sian.

I just realised something.There's a 1-week break next week and i have absolutely nothing to do.Nothing at all.O Levels are coming so i can't go and stay at my cousin's house and neither can he come to my house.Swell.Fish exams for all eternity.

Gotta go now cuz i have nothing more to say.Bye~

"What do you do when you have nothing to do?You do nothing."

I Just Might Be Crazy...

2008-08-28T21:56:00.003+08:00

Came back home early today cuz i only had one paper today.Physics.

I didn't know anything next to NOTHING about the paper.When i looked at all the questions,it all just looked so...unfamiliar to me.And then,things got even better when i suddenly remembered a very touching scene from an episode of Zero no Tsukaima,an anime that i watched recently(It was TOTALLY RANDOM) and i just stoned,and stoned,and stoned,and stoned..........

Honestly,i completed the paper only in the last 15 minutes and they were all wild guesses. =.=

Is there any exam that i won't fail?None.

Came home today and played Wahjong practically the whole day.It's a pathetic imitation of Mahjong but it's the best i can get since i can't really play in real life.You make the best out of what you have.

Basketball session was cancelled today due to some reasons.However,at least i finally got to talk to my cousins. =D

Zzz...I'm getting chased away by my mother cuz she wants to use the com...Heck.
Gotta go now.Watching Zero no Tsukaima again tonight on Arts Central even though i already watched it yesterday.It's just so addictive to watch.I'm just a sucker for romance stories...

Okay gotta go now.My Mother Dearest is standing guard beside me now.Bye~

"Calling out so loud even though you know no one's there."

2008-08-27T16:04:00.003+08:00

Prelim's started this week...Already did EL paper 1 & 2,Maths Paper 1 & 2,Social Studies,E Geog and Chemistry...

I didn't have enough time for SS and E Geog. so in the end,i missed out questions...=.=

As for Chem,i never thought that there would be a time where i would be more afraid of Chem than of Maths...I think i'll totally flunk my Chem.Speaking of Maths,maybe with abit of luck,i'll pass both papers!And today's E Geog was also quite okay despite me doing absolutely NOTHING related to the lesson during E Geog lessons.I rewrote songs,rushed out Pure Lit homework and did homework for other lessons during E Geog lessons.LOL.I didn't even bring home my textbook to study yesterday.(I kinda forgot about it until i was preparing to go to the library to revise.)And today,i couldn't even find my E Geog notebook at all.(Not that i had what you'd call notes inside anyways.)Okay,i think i can officially be called a slacker...Not that i'm proud of it or anything but i think this is the 'me' of this moment.

Tomorrow's physics and even though i suck at it,i just won't study.I know it.I'll promise myself to study but in the end,i just won't. =.=

By the way,i got a shock when i saw Miss K back in school a few days ago.I sincerely hope that she's already forgotten all about the 1000-words of pain. XD Anyways,she gave the Lit students some kind of notes today but it's actually just a compilation of notes from other teachers.(Talk about slacking...)

Gotta go now and waste my life away...Bye~ =.=

"What's wrong with me,you say?Everything."

2008-08-21T17:04:00.003+08:00

Today was officially the last lesson for term 3 and prelims are starting tomorrow....My English Paper 1.I'm very worried about it cuz i don't really know the difference between the formats for formal/informal letters,proposals,news report and another text type that i forgot about.Worse of all,i don't have any notes on those formats so i guess i even IF i wanted to memorise the formats,I CAN'T!!! >.<

In addition,my Maths Paper 2 falls on Monday and my Maths Paper 1 falls on Tuesday(or is it the opposite?).I don't have much time to improve my maths to the point where i can actually PASS the exam...Trying to squeeze as many tuition sessions as i can for this week.Had one on this Tuesday,gonna have one today and another one on Saturday.Damn.If i can just pass my Maths for my prelims,i might even dance to the National Anthem. o.O

Didn't sleep during SS at all today(Miraculously,i might add) but i did get scolded for looking down.What the fish.I was just looking at the question on the worksheet but Mrs Baljit thought i was sleeping(or was going to,probably)....Anyways,i guess i can't really blame her for that can i?

There's this song writing competition or rather,a song re-writing competition.Idealistically,every class has to submit one entry and we are supposed to change the lyrics of a song to express our gratitude for our teachers.This,of course,is held in conjunction with Teachers' Day.LOL.When Qing Ba and I first heard this,we couldn't help but laugh.(You'd know why if you notice what we always do during E Geog lessons.)

Tried to rewrite "The Reason" today but i couldn't come up with anything except for the first four lines...=.= Gonna try on "Thunder" tonight if i don't get bushed from my maths tuition.

I just realised this.I am a guy who can't sit down and study.All i can give for exams are what i can remember from class.If i missed something and tried to memorise it from notes,nothing would come out of it.Happened for my PSLE so i don't think i can expect anything different this time.But since this is O Levels we're talking about,i guess i'd really have to drill all the info into my head....Dunno if i can do it but all i can do is try.

Okay then,i've gotta go do my maths tuition homework now.I planned to do it during CL lesson but i spent the lesson coming up with just 4 lines for "The Reason". =.=
Gotta do as much as i can from now till 7.Bye~

"If you aren't certain of victory,then trying's all you can really do."

2008-08-20T17:25:00.005+08:00

These days i've been playing Command & Conquer 3:Kane's Wrath.Quite fun game but my com's too laggy for it though...Wanted to go to a friend's house to play Rock Band on PS3 but can't due to a reason i don't want to divulge.

Today,lessons were okay but we got railed at by Ms Ng during Chem.Scolded the whole 4G/4H Combined Chem class,basically.We got scolded for alot of stuff but to me,most of it was unrelated to me.

-4G and 4H girls being "b**chy" (I don't even know if it's true or not...)
-4H vs 4F Pushball for girls(Something about 4H girls who won 4F girls and then they did a class cheer.And then she said something about 4H girls being arrogant.WHERE IS THE LINK?)
-4G bringing durians into the classroom and eating them there.(4G was at fault for this one.)
BUT she linked it to how Jonathan is CMI cuz being ex-president of the student council,he allowed that to happen.(Even if he objected,how do YOU think the class would treat him if he ratted out on the class?)I'd bet she wouldn't rat out on her class if her classmates did something wrong.

Alot of other stuff but i'm lazy to mention all of them.All in all,i feel that Ms Ng over-reacted ALOT.Porbably cuz her class lost?(It's only an assumption.)But IF it were true,wouldn't she be a sore loser?And during her "lecture",she asked if we were retards and said she's not accusing us of being retards but she's just asking.For goodness sake,is there a difference in the insinuation and accusatiom that we are retards?Imagine how would you feel if someone just walked up to you and asked if you were a moron.Sure,you could just say "no" but how would you feel inside?
At the end of her "lecture",she said if there's anything we don't agree with then we should say it out there and then and not bear grudges.FYI do you think that there was anyone who agreed with all that you said?But could we protest?No,not with our Chemistry results on the line.

With the issue of 4H girls Vs 4F girls,there were like only a few 4H students in the class and yet she still ranted at ALL of us for it.She said "I'm not saying anyone of the girls here are the culprit but in general,4H girls are arrogant(or b**chy,whichever it was...)."OMG.If you have a problem with 4H girls,then like you said in class,go thrash things out with THEM,and not the Combined Chem class.You said Jonathan was a CMI president,so go talk to HIM,not US.Wasting,i repeat,WASTING lesson time to gripe about stuff that's not related to the combined class AT ALL.You said if there's any disagreement or unhappiness,we should thrash things out immediately and not grouch behind each other's backs but then again,aren't YOU doing the same thing?

Sure,you're a great chem teacher and your effort for the class is there for all to see.But perhaps you should vent your frustration and anger at the right people and at the right time?
That's it for this entry.Sorry that it's full of whining but this really ruined my day,okay?

"Don't blame the wolf when you got bitten by a coyote."

2008-08-14T21:35:00.004+08:00

Today,i was damn sleepy in class.Mr Chng had to wake me up a total of 5 times during Physics today.LOL.Dunno what's wrong with me but i just feel sleepy regardless if it's day or night.Ms Karasi has been absent for 3 days in a row and i still haven't done my thousand words of pain yet but i'm planning to do it over the weekend.(And i mean it this time!)

I had my EL oral today and i think i did quite badly.I didn't elaborate as much i wanted to,mainly because i was very nervous but fish it.It's over and i've got no choice but to put it behind me anyways.I'm feeling super bored these days.Life is mundane and there's just nothing to spice things up...And i've not met my cousins in such a long time already.Life sucks right now.

For my O Level Chinese,i got a B3.I think I did pretty okay since the paper was rather easy.I'd been hoping for an A2 anyways but i guess a B3 is enough...

Okay,i've got nothing more to say.The weekend's gonna suck even more cuz my mother wouldn't let me play Mahjong(and i'm not even betting money!).Mahjong's fun even without betting money(unless your little brother tries to be an asshole and makes a false win.He gets away with it cuz since there are no bets,there's no penalty for him anyways. =.=)

Gotta go do nothing now.Bye.

"The further you are away from me,the more you appear in my mind."

2008-08-13T17:40:00.003+08:00

Seems like a long time since i've blogged...Well,that's because i was busy downloading songs onto my com so blogging sorta skipped my mind altogether.Also,it's been almost 2 weeks and i still haven't finished reading Breaking Dawn.Not that i couldn't finish reading it but it's more like i don't want to. =.= I guess i just don't want the romance to end....

Anyways,i watched Mummy 3 and i can tell you this.It's not worth the money.Seriously.Nothing really exciting in the movie.Had my brother not already watched Journey To The Centre Of The Earth,i definitely would have chosen to watch that over Mummy 3.Also,i've tried to learn to play mahjong over the weekend and it's actually very fun!It's very addictive though.....LOLS.

Today,there was nothing much that happened.Except sleeping during SS lesson again.Of course.Why would it NOT happen?I've decided to even stop trying to stay awake during SS simply because it's literally impossible.I got woken up alot during SS today and even when i wasn't sleeping.I was simply hanging my head down cuz i was tired and then Baljit had to come along and tell me to wake up.Gajan was even better.I was sitting still when he suddenly kicked my chair from behind and said "Don't sleep!" =.= For goodness' sake,my eyes were still open!Damn.I've totally given up on SS.Period.

Also,i got scolded by Ms Ng today for something i didn't do.During the Chem test today,Zhao Jie suddenly leaned over even though our tables were apart and he asked me how to spell the word "Bacteria".I was actually speechless for a moment.Then,i said "B-A-C-" and then Ms Ng said "Hey Yuan Zhi!Stop asking Zhao Jie for answers.(Something along that line anyways)".Zhao Jie is one of the better students in Chemistry for my class so actually,i can't really blame Ms Ng for thinking that way but still,i feel damn pissed for getting scolded over someone who can't even spell the word bacteria.

I wanted to play basketball today but there were too few people so i went home instead...Boring day.

Okay then,i've gotta go now.I have to rush out my 1000 words by tonight so that i can hand my already past-due assignment.Ms Karasi was already absent from school for the past few days so i guess i got really lucky but i don't wanna take any chances for tomorrow.Cheers to a late night ahead of me.Bye~

"Feeble smiles are all we can afford."

2008-08-06T19:09:00.005+08:00

Today was damn funny.Ms Nithiya asked the class to come up with national icons and then think of how to put them into the school into a fun way.My group didn't have any ideas so i blabbered out a couple of them.

-Put a miniature Merlion at our school pond as a fountain
-Make a miniature Singapore Flyer that can take everyone up from the 1st to the 4th floor and everyone would go into the classroom from the window.
(In other words,acting as a lift) =.=

Then Ms Nithiya asked my group to give an opinion then everyone pointed me out.Zzz.Nothing to say liao.I couldn't possibly have said "Put a merlion at the pond.",right?In the end,i just said "Paint the classroom with national icons".LOL.It was seriously a close one right there....

One more thing.During SS lesson,Mrs Baljit caught me playing with the square thingy (I dunno what to call it.You have to move the squares in the frame one by one until a complete picture is formed.)She caught me a total of 3 times.LOL.The second time she caught me,she came over and said "If you play with that again,i'll confiscate it."The third time i was caught,it really wasn't my fault.It was already 2 o'clock and lessons were supposed to have ended but she dragged on the lesson. =.= It was funny though,cuz i was playing with the thingy in the open all the while and i didn't even bother hiding it under my table to play with.

Today i've started reading Breaking Dawn.Let me tell you something about this book.

I.T. R.O.C.K.S.

It's about vampire romance and it's just so addictive!

My cousin has already read like half of it and i ain't gonna lose to her.Looks like i'm not gonna have any sleep tonight...

That's all for today.Bye Bye~~~~

"I'm running but staying at the same spot."

2008-08-05T22:45:00.006+08:00

=.= i finally managed to get back to the com....I was banned from it cuz i went to watch a movie at sunday.(Hint:The movie started at 9.30pm and ended at 11.30pm.)

Things got even worse today.I let my brother use my handphone for awhile and in the end,he fried my SIM card cuz he didn't know my password.Bl00dy H3ll.Now i'll have to go all the way to West Mall tomorrow to geta new SIM card. =.=

Nothing much to say today.Had a rehearsal for Cultural Expressions.Sec fours sat at the gallery hearing all the scolding for the lower secondary. =.= If it has nothing to do with us,why not let us go?Fished up school.Sat all the way till 4.30 doing nothing except dancing in the cramped little space where we were sitting when the mass dances come on.Imagine taking two steps forward and you'll fall down the steps already.How the F___ do they expect us to dance?!Two letters.One meaning.DS.

Well,the day wasn't so bad.I finally got Breaking Dawn today!!!!OMG~~~~~~~~~

I am so gonna chiong this book until i finish it.Even during lessons.By the way,i finished reading The Host today too.Man,the book was so long.But nice to read all the same.I actually took one whole week to finish the book.Probably cuz whenever i see how thick the book is,it just puts me off.But the book wasn't disappointing so i guess i could live with it....

Okay then,i've gotta go now.Play some CS before i sleep.And get some ideas for my 1000-word Pure Lit essay. =.=

Pearlie-chan,if you're reading this,i WILL finish reading Breaking Dawn before you!!!

"We'll fly across the starry skies."

2008-08-01T21:15:00.007+08:00

Nothing significant during lessons today...Played basketball after school with the usual gang of friends.

o.o tomorrow's my Maths mock exam.Abit worried.I just hope i can pass....

By the way,Breaking Dawn's coming out tomorrow!!!WOOT~~~~~

Here's something i did with Qing Ba to pass E Geog.

When You Look Me In The Eyes. (School version)

If you are always sleeping
Then when can you go back home?
The exam's already started
And one hour's almost gone
Your maths paper looks like it's brand new
There's got to be a million reasons why it's true

When you sleep through your exam
You will get a F-9
You thought that it was fun
But now look what you've done
When you sleep through your exam
You won't get a retest
Teachers won't give a damm
when you sleep through your exam

How long will you be waiting
outside of the staffroom
Asking for another retest
But they'll chase you with a broom
Parents' meeting is already near
You'll walk to the classroom with increasing fear

When you sleep through your exam
You will get a F-9
You thought that it was fun
But now look what you've done
When you sleep through your exam
You won't get a retest
Teachers won't give a damm
when you sleep through your exam

More and more,you start to realise
You can't reach your tomorrow
You can't hold your head up high
And you just feel like you wanna cry

When you sleep through your exam
You will get a F-9
You thought that it was fun
But now look what you've done

Holding the cert in your hands
You know that it's forever
In the future you will know
That there is no where you can go

Cause' when you sleep through your exam
You will get a F-9
You thought that it was fun
But now look what you've done
When you sleep through your exam
You will score a zero
Oh,teachers won't give a damm
when you sleep through your exam

Lol.I was VERY BORED during E geog so i went and came up with some crap like this.Actually we only did the 1st stanza and the chorus but i went home and finished the rest. O.o Maybe i really do have a problem?Who would go home and continue with this?Me,i guess...

Okay then,that's enough for today....Bye~~

"Walking to face my fate with my destiny by my side."

2008-07-31T18:08:00.002+08:00

Today was a little sad...Cuz today was our dear Ms Lau's last day in Westwood.She has taught me for 4 years,which means practically from Sec 1-4 and she's leaving for ACSI...I wish her all the best! =D

For today,i was kinda sleepy throughout the whole day,thanks to the SS trainee teacher,Ms Ruhaida(i hope i spelled it correctly but just in case i didn't,i'm fine with it as well.) who seems to make me sleep all the time.One person can really make all the difference,you know...

During EL lesson,i found out that Ms Nithiya was taking over Ms Lau as our form teacher.Well,i was surprised at first but then again,i guess there's no one better for the job.During the lesson,she told us to get some paper and write our expectations of her and then Zhen Yang started writing alot of stupid stuff.LOL.

Here's some examples.

-Don't tell me to cut my hair when my hair is long.
-Buy a McSpicy for me everyday.
-Pay for a taxi from my house to school everyday.
-Don't ask me to join the latecomers' row when i'm late.

LOL.His paper was full of those crappy stuff. =.=

After school,we had a surprise farewell party for Ms Lau.yan Jun had to pretend to faint and then we had to call Ms Lau from the staffroom to go to the canteen and take a look at him.Then,we would all shout SURPRISE!!!!But guess what?Mr Goh,our bloody OM,had to spoil the fun.He came to the scene first and blabbered in his nonsensical english before Ms Lau came.In the end,we had to give away the surprise....MR Goh,if by any chance you're reading this,i'd like to say this to you.

F.U.C.K.Y.O.U.

After the party,i wanted to play basketball with my usual gang of friends but somehow it was cancelled. =.= Wasted.

Okay then,i gotta go now.It's 6.45 and i still haven't done my tuition homework.The tuition starts at 7.30.Time to get moving.Bye~

Here's the poem i wrote on my farewell card to Ms Lau.

Caring for us like we're little seeds
Watching over us for fear that we'll bleed
Always worrying for us every then and now
Our kind and caring Dear Ms Lau

(Sounds a little cheesy,i know but it's really how i feel...)

2008-07-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

Decided to go for Road Run today despite having sore feet from daily basketball sessions and a 2.4km run on monday.After it was all done,all i got was sore-er feet.

Lessons were alright.Lessons were all very funny today cuz Zhen Yang recently switched places with Kong Ting to sit beside Gajan.Lol.And having John beside them just makes it funnier.I swear i spent more time laughing than solving questions during maths lesson today.

During Pure Geog,Clement carried a joke too far with Jia Jing when he took his A Maths 10-year series and hid it.It ended with Mr Clark intervening but honestly,he couldn't help much cuz both of them were arguing in chinese and Mr Clark couldn't understand one word of it.LOLS.By the way,what was JJ doing with his A Maths 10-year series when it was E Geog lesson? O.o

Got played out today cuz someone decided not to play basketball at the last moment so we were short of players.What's worse was that i actually waited in the library till 3 for those Pure Physics students...=.= Wasted my time.Someone is going to get killed tomorrow.Me,John and Zhen Yang ended up having KFC for lunch before going home....Well,at least i didn't waste my time in the library.I read qutie a bit of "The Host" today.No matter what,i have to finish the book by this saturday.Otherwise,i can't start on Breaking Dawn.Time's running out...

Okay then,that's all for today.I've gotta play some basketball tomorrow,either by hook or by crook.Too used to playing basketball already...lols.Farewell.

"The sun shall bow down to the stars that when together,illuminate the sky more beautifully."

2008-07-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Okay,my weekend was quite okay.For my POA mock exam,i actually arrived ONE HOUR LATE.OMG.Paper 1 and 2 wasn't easy.I hope i'll pass.

In the afternoon,i went to a chalet for my nephew's birthday.(Did i use the right term?It's my cousin's daughter. o.O) By the way,she just turned one on saturday so HAPPY BIRHTDAY!!!Though you can't read this yet,at least it's the thought that counts. ^^

Saw some of my cousins there.Jeremy had to leave SO SOON after i arrived cuz he had to go to church.=.= Okay i'm not gonna voice my religious views here.Not tonight anyways...But it's been bothering me that everytime there's a family reunion on saturday,he always has to leave early because of church.Well,at least i had Pearlie-chan and Jasmine-Kun to accompany me...There was nothing to do in the chalet except eat but even i got tired of that after awhile...So here's what i did there.

-Tried drinking beer(I'll never ever drink beer again.)
-Tried to learn mahjong - Kinda fun.
-Wanted to go to DTE but didn't in the end cuz i heard
that the place was still under renovation....
-Went to Changi T3 and then SAF Yacht Club with my cuzzies~ XD

Quite sad to leave them as always but all i can do is to look forward to the next time we meet...

Now,let's go to today.I failed my 2.4km re-run.I didn't even try.My first timing was 18-odd minutes.To pass i had to complete 2.4km in 14 minutes.How the heck could i have ran four minutes faster???If i failed by only a minute,then at least trying harder would be worth the effort but 4 minutes?Don't even think about it.

Kept sleeping during Physics today.Relief teacher happened to be Mr Ramesh and everytime he saw me sleeping,he would shake me like crazy.LOL.Unorthodox but effective all the same.

Played basketball after school today and went to KFC with Zhao Jie and Gajan.VVM roX.

Played BBall again at night but didn't play for long cuz my friend was very XL today and he pissed everyone off. =.=

Okay then i've gotta go.Looking forward to this saturday.

BREAKING DAWN IS GONNA BE RELEASED THIS SATURDAY!!!! WOOOOOT~~~~~~~~~~

"When you close a door,another opens up."

2008-07-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Fish.I only found out today that i'm gonna meet my cousins this saturday.Probably anyways.Cuz they may not be going and if they don't go,you won't see me there either...

Anyways,let's move on to today..Something funny happened during physics lesson.Somehow the lesson on power and work done digressed into how man was created.Mr Chng said there were 2 theories.Firstly,God created Man.Secondly,Charles Darwin's theory of Evolution,that man evolved from monkeys.And then when Denise heard this,guess what she said?She said "Then why Wen Hong haven't change???" LOL.It was SO funny....Cuz Wen Hong got shot and he couldn't say a thing in reply! Hahas.

I'm proud to say that i haven't been sleeping in class these days.I think it's cuz i've been sleeping much earlier these days.Basketball sessions really tire me out so by the time i reach home,i'm already bushed.On Tuesday,i slept at 8 and yesterday,i slept at 7.Lols.I couldn't sleep early today though,cuz i had maths tuition at 7 and also,i HAVE TO stay up for SHAKUGAN NO SHANA!!!Absolutely no way in hell would i miss this show.NEVER.

Okay,plans for tomorrow.
-See Mr Chua earlier for extra lessons cuz there's a POA mock exam on Saturday...
-Train back my Audition skills

Have you heard the new Audition songs?The new 136 bpm song is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!Also,i'm going back to Audition only because of that song....So,yeah i guess you could call me off centre...

Okay then,i'm gonna watch Shakugan No Shana now.Bye bye.

"Neither heaven nor hell could ever stray my gaze from you."

2008-07-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

I was damn tired today...Don't know why i was just so sleepy...

In the morning,Rev-Up was cancelled and instead,Mrs Chow,our principal "dearest",sat everyone down for a good 45 minutes to talk to us about Integrity(What you do when no one's watching).She said there was a complaint letter from a member of the public,saying that while she was eating at Long John's Silver at jurong Point,3 girls from WWSS called her a "si indu ren" just because she was indian and hence,they thought that she wouldn't be able to understand what they were saying.But it turned out that not only does she understand chinese,but she speaks fluent chinese as well...LOL.The school got drowned in the "ever-enchanting" melodies of Mrs Chow for the mistakes of 5 girls....Swell.Well,at least it cut away Rev-up! =D

I had a health check-up today.It was damn fun.It cut into our recess so some of the boys and i decided to have recess until 11.15...Skipeed almost half of Pure Lit lessons...And Ms Karasi,being her absent-minded self,cut 10 minutes into POA lesson.LOL.It just never ends...I found out today that i had failed my POA test...it was disappointing actuslly,considering that i thought i knew how to do the questions.Whatever the case,i'm gonna straighten my resolve to do well so from next POA lesson onwards,i've decided that i will sit in the front row.(Kinda reminds you of Coach Carter,doesn't it? O.o) Again,it's okay if you don't get it.

After school,i played basketball with some boys from my class.Very tired after that and went home.Thank goodness that E Geog remedial was cancelled today. =D

Okay then,i shall now go back to the game of senseless killing aka CS.Farewell~

"When you've gotten the chance to walk on a rainbow,suddenly the pot of gold at the end no longer captivates you anymore."

2008-07-19T01:49:00.000+08:00

Today was very bad for me....I was sick and i still had to go to school.i was like so tired throughout the whole day.I actually slept again during POA.Fortunately,Mr Chau didn't scold me...probably cuz he could see that i was sick too...During P Lit,it was actually very fun.Everyone presented their Lit projects.Some people did acrostic poems and some did comic strips.Aisyah's group did a skit and i must say it was really well done.VERY funny and yet meaningful at the same time....My group did acrostic poems and Ms Karasi was seriously hyper over our poems...

During E Geog,Mr Clark didn't come and we had a relief teacher.HOORAY!!!Qing Ba,Clement and I played stupid games on paper and tried to rewrite the song "Empty" but it was left unfinished,as always...English sucked too.I kept falling asleep and i think Ms Nithiya was seriously getting fed up with me....LOL.Whenever i arose from my slumber,Edwin would tell me that Ms Nithiya was staring at me. o.O Not to be disrespectful but why in the hell is she staring at me?I am asleep,meaning that my eyes are CLOSED.Staring at me won't make me notice you,ma'am.

Fed up these days...I was sick since last Sunday.I had to come on Monday cuz Ms Nithiya told me that i had to present my speech on marriage to the class.Zzz.After presenting,i got chosen to be one of the four people from the class to present a speech to the school. =.= I couldn't skip school on tuesday cuz i had O Level Orals.Couldn't skip on Wednesday cuz that was my "speech day".Couldn't skip on thursday as well cuz there were many lessons on that day.....and lastly,i couldn't skip on friday cuz it seemed like a very short day.The focus was "12.30".Wrong.Only when i was in school did i realise that i actually forgot to put POA remedial into consideration,so school was supposed to end at 4.30 actually because i don't have Pure Chem remedial at 2.30.Zzz.I skipped POA anyways because by 12,i was feeling really uncomfortable.So there.

Things became worse when my brother brought his friends into the house and a sorta friend of mine forced his way to my house even though i told him that all the coms were being used but he was like damn stubborn so in the end,he came into my house WITHOUT getting the chance to use the com. =D

Okay then,i;ve got tons more to say but i'm going to go now cuz it's such a long entry.Tata~~

Try to do some homework
In ink
It's just too difficult
I think
I've got a physics worksheet
But it's empty

2008-07-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

Zzzz....Another quiz requested once again by ShinjuHime~

Name 20 people you can thnk of right now.
Don't read the questions until you've named all the people.

01.Qing Ba
02.Zhen Yang
03.Pearlie
04.Jasmine
05.Jeremy
06.Han Long
07.John Lee
08.Johnathan
09.Edwin
10.Yuan Sheng
11.Yan Jun
12.Austen
13.Hady
14.Suzume
15.Jane
16.Crystal
17.Clement Koh
18.Jia Jing
19.Chee Seng
20.Jermyn

What would you do if you didn't meet 1?
I'd get another best friend? o.O

Would 7 and 17 date?
most probably not...BUT i'd love to see what happens if it does! XD

Describe 3.
o.O Good taste in music,bad taste in blogskins,reads same books as me...

Is 8 attractive?
Of course!But not to me......

Describe 7.
Horny,owns a "forest",perv and in love with a teacher.

Know any of 12's family members?
No.

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
I'd force bleach down his throat?

What language does 15 speak?
English and Chinese...

Who is 10 going out with?
Lol i dont know and i want to keep it that way....

How old is 16?
She's 13.

When is the last time you spoke to 13?
Today. o.O (He's my classmate....DUH!!!)

Who is 2's fabourite band/singer?
Jay Chou? Maybe....

Would you ever date 4?
Dunno~ O.o

Would you ever date 1?
FUCK NO!

What does 9 like?
Stoning.

Is 19 single?
Yes.Or at least it seems to be that way... O.O

What's 3's last name?
Ng.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
As friends.....

School of 20?
Westwood Secondary School.(Same as me.)

Where does 6 live?
I'm gonna be stupid and say Singapore....

What's your favourite thing about 5?
He knows me well. ^^

Have you seen 8 naked?
Half-naked when we're changing from PE to school uniform???

Who do you like most from 1 to 20?
Jia Jing T.T

Zzzz....Not everything's true in here. =D

Okay i've gotta go cuz i'm actually writing this in school.So,ciao~

"Calling out so loud to no one."

2008-07-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

I had my O Level CL Listening Compre today....Not very difficult,but certainly not simple as well...In class,i dont know what the heck was i doing.Floating through all the lessons until the afternoon where the CL LC took place.I even slept outright during POA lesson.LOL Mr Chua wasn't angry about it,or so it seemed...Chee Seng was sleeping beside me also.LOL.I heard someone shouting the word "honeymoon" when Mr Chua came to wake us both. =.= Honeymoon?It makes no sense at all.

Okay since i've got nothing more to talk about,and being the naggy blogger that i am,here's something funny that happened over the weekend.

I bought some a triple-scoop ice-cream cup(Melon,Fruits of the Forest and Banana Nut Crunch) from Anderson's at Jurong Point.As i was eating,i said "I think I like Fruits of the Forest the most because it has real-".I was gonna say "-real fruits in it" but guess what my mother said when she cut me off?She said "They've got real forest in there,ah?" LOL.I dunno if you find this funny anot but i find it extremely hilarious.Hahs~

Well than,i'm done for this entry.And i've got to give a speech on Marriage tomorrow.I'll never be able to raise my head in school again.Farewell.

"There are many things that money can't buy but then again,there are many things that you can't buy without money." -Adapted and translated from a Chinese saying.

2008-07-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Okay since i've got nothing to write today,i shall do a quiz.(Requested of me by ShinjuHime)
1. The person who tagged you is?
Pearlie

2. What is your relationship with him/her?
Cousins

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Outgoing,Sporty,Good taste in books and music,Bad taste in blogskins,abit of a lamer...o.O

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Dunno~

5. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Get my passport.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, what does he/she needs to improve on?
Dunno~

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
We won't. ^^ But IF she does,it's shotgun time. =D

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?
Reading Breaking Dawn before me.

9. What is the thing that you want to do the most for him/her now?
Kidnap her until 3rd of August.

10. Your overall impression of him/her?
Fun to be with.

11. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Dunno.

12. The character you love of yourself?
Funny.(At least i try to be...)

13. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself?
Being afraid to talk to people.

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Someone who's not afraid to voice his opinions.

15. For the people who cares & likes you, say something about them.
You got the wrong person here!

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1)Jasmine
2)Suzume
3)Jane
4)Denise
5)Han Long
6)Xiao Min
7)Adzreen
8)Yan Jun
9)Crystal
10)Claudia

17. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
Not anyone that i know of...

18. Is number 9 a female or male?
Female

19. If number 7 & 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
This question makes no sense to me.

20. How about number 5 & 8?
My enemy and my lover?You'd probably see my corpse on the front page of Straits Times tomorrow.

21. What's number 2 studying about?
I dunno.Is she even studying? XD

22. When was the last time you chatted with number 3?
14 July,2008

23. Is number 4 single?
Dunno.

24. Say something casual about number 1.
I'll read Breaking Dawn before you!!!!

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1) What do you think an ideal best friend would be?
Someone who understands me.

2) If you can have 3 dreams, what would they be?
To be with my LOVER,to be with my cousins,to stay dreaming without waking up...

3) Do you believe in God?
NO.

4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
I'd turn it into a trillion. XD

5) Do you like this quiz?
No comment.

6) Which is more blessed? Being loved or loving someone?
Loving someone.

7) Can you whistle?
Nope,but i try to,once in a blue moon.

8) Is there anything that made you extremely happy?
JACPY and 2E4 makes me happy (:

9) Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes.

10) If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
You'll see me on The Bachelor.

11) How do you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Dead or with my love.

12) Who are currently the most important people to you?
My crush,Cousins,family,friends and my O Level markers.

13) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Cool.

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.Money is nothing without love,don't you think so?

15) What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Breathe.

16) How does your favourite shampoo smell like?
Grapefruit.

17) How would you rate the perfection of your life right now?
0.

18) What do you want to do right now?
Feel like i'm actually living for a purpose..

19) 10 people you wanna tag:
Lazy to tag.

Okay that's about it.Thanks to people who continued reading until this point.Bye.

"You keep looking but you can't see anything."

2008-07-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

As always,my time spent with cousins always ends in sadness.And today,it was even more so cuz one of my cousins didn;t even turn up at the condo. T.T He had remedials lasting into the afternoon and followed by church after that.Okay for the remedial part,i can understand but church?I don't believe in religion so therefore i think going to church or any other religious monument is a total waste of time but since it's his choice,i'll respect it.After all,what are cousins for?

So,at the condo,i finished reading my current book,Generation Dead.Storyline was quite nice but the ending was damn tragic.Got me all depressed...Now,all i can do is to wait for the final book in the twilight series,Breaking Dawn.2nd of August will be one of the rare days that you might actually see me running off to the bookstore right after school. =D My other cousins arrived quite late(i reached at 1 and they reached at 3.30).We went swimming at the pool in the condo and although the pool was nice,the condo was seriously lacking in facilities.All it had was a pool and a gym(and the treadmills weren't even working and the aircon in the gym was spoilt too). =(

After swimming,we had to leave the condo cuz my uncle had an appointment so i went with my cousins to have our dinner before going to their house.After staying for awhile,i had to leave already.Really "she bu de".... >.<

By the way,i lent Generation Dead and Eclipse to my cousin today.Never expected that one of my cousins would be a fan of the Twilight series too. ^^ Great minds think alike. =D

All i can say for today is that i wish that i could have spent more time with my cousins.Okay than,i've gotta go now.Bye~

"Happy to see them;sad to leave them."

2008-07-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

Today was fun(ny).I had a POA test right at the beginning of the day and my gut feeling that it doesn't bode well.Not at all.During Pure Lit,our VP,Mr Ang,came into our class to sit through the lesson and Wen Hong,who's like always sleeping and not paying attention during class,was actually participating(alot) today!It was hard to believe at first but then again,who'd dare to play the fool in front of the VP?Only the mentally retarded would take up this challenge,i'm sure. o.O

After lessons were over,i played basketball while waiting till 3.30 for POA to start.At first,we were only playing in half of the court but later,some people from 4E or 4F(I dunno the class.Which class is Jeremy and Nan Sheng in? o.o) joined in(sorta by force) so we had to play full court.So,if you were there,you'd probably see me running after the ball like a dog cuz there were so many other people playing there and the last thing i'd want to do is to look like a burden so there i was,running harder than i was for my 2.4km test.We still lost though.What more can i say except that my basketball sucks?Not as much as another teammate of mine though,that's for sure.He got most of the shots in my team but guess how many did he score?The number starts with a N.

The answer:None.
Oh,i'm sorry.Were you expecting a nine?Unfortunately,i'd love that myself but reality breaks our hearts yet again. =(

I was sweating like crazy after the game and i went back to class smelling like the rotten eggs that your great-grand father accidentally left on the table when he was 20 years old.Everyone saw me and they were like "Why is your hair so spiky?" and "Wah Yuan Zhi.Nice hairstyle eh?".I didn't believe them until i felt the top of my head and realised that my hair standing on its ends.Zzz.Does basketball make a person's hair spiky?I never knew that. o.O

POA went by fast enough and i was on my way home.JokerMS lowered its EXP,Meso and Drop Rates.The server is seriously screwed up now and there's a bug in almost every map.The mob doesn't respawn after getting killed and after 5 minutes at the map.i realise that the whole map is actually...empty?WTF?!?!?!Furthermore,cash clothes are no longer sold for 5 mil each but instead,we have to buy NX Cash at 350mil for 10k Cash.What an exorbitant price!!Damn.After playing for half an hour,the mobs didn't even drop mesos and items anymore!!OMG.F JokerMS.If the GMs don't bring the server back to the way it was,i'm gonna boycott this private server.Period.

On a happier note,i'm gonna see my cousins again tomorrow!!!!We're going to my uncle's new condo.But screw him.What matters most is my cousins!!! =D

Okay,i'm getting a little high over here so i'm gonna end your suffering now.Bye~

"No light is bright enough to chase away the darkness in my heart.Except for one."

2008-07-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

Ah.I'm back to my haven,heaven,whatever.I haven't been writing for so long cuz i was kinda busy these days.With what,you might ask.Well,i've been busy with Maple Private Server,of course~!What else could keep me from blogging?Seriously not many things.

(Caution:If you're an ignoramus about maple,skip this paragraph please.I don't want anyone to read it and then say "maple is lame" or whatever...It's your fault you don't understand why i'm addicted.Fresh Orange.)
I have a level 188 NL and a level 85 Hermit at the moment.The difference is that the level 85 hermit is a low dex one and the 188 NL is more of a bank account. =D

For today,it was sort of like a halfday for me.I had lessons only until reccess time.Then,the class was seperated into boys and girls for had two talks,one on polytechnic options and another on "How to charm people." o.O The latter was kinda useless.I don't even see the need to split students by their genders.In fact,the school should have just put the classes in the hall for a mass lecture. =X

After the talks,there was supposed to be POA lessons but it was cancelled!!Hurry for Mr Chua!!!The poor A Math students,however,weren't that well-off.They still had A Math lessons. =(

So,i was free by 1pm.I went with Edwin and Alex to Kenny's Cafe while waiting for my basketball friends.Sadly,i didn't have anything to eat cuz i was broke. T.T Too bad since i ordered KFC delivery yesterday.Three people were sharing the meal but somehow i ended up paying for the lion's share of the meal.Oh well,i guess that's what elders are supposed to do anyway....

Basketball was okay.Not as fun as it ought to be for me.I don't wanna say why.
I went home and of course,my com had a new password but guess what?I used the laptop to play.My mother didn't change the laptop's password probably cuz she thinks the laptop doesn't have JokerMs.Ha Ha.Look who's laughing now!ME.

Okay then i gotta go and kill my ah ma(Maplestory jargon) le.Bye bye.And one last thing.Sorry to my cousins whom i haven't been keeping in touch with recently.Sumimasen~!!!

"Darkness only makes the light seem even brighter."

2008-07-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today was very bad(for me at least).Screwed up one question in my SS test.

Qn:State two areas/aspects that countries compete for.

Correct answer(based on asking around):
Investments from MNCs and tourism.

My answer:
The two loosely defined borders between China and India.

The key word i was looking at was TWO. Zzz.

I slept alot in class today.Especially in chem.It's not that the teacher is boring.It's just that my brain seems to filter out anything related to chemistry...

Played basketball with Jonathan,John,Qing Ba,Zhen Yang and Zhao Jie till 4 before going home.Played audition and slacked throughout the day.

I made someone angry again.To top it off,it was the same person.Just so you know,i didn't mean it!I finally got to chat with one of my cousins today!!!LOL.Somehow,my cousins are more than just cousins to me...They're like soul mates.Not the lover kind of soul mate but it's just that they're among the few people that know me very well.

Okay i gotta go now.Veoh sucks big-time.Bye~

"Opportunities are like bubbles.You have to catch them before they burst and disappear."

2008-07-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Ah.Sneaked to the com again. =D

Today i did something dumb.During my Chem test today,it was supposed to last 25 minutes and i was actually doing a piece of chem homework instead of the test.After wasting 15 minutes,Ms Ng saw me doing what was supposed to be homework and she was pretty shocked.LOL.She said something like "Everyone,the piece of worksheet i gave you just now was for homework.Please check that you're doing the correct paper leh!" and then everyone just burst into laughter even though it was in the middle of a test.Embarrassing but funny though.I just hope it won't happen in my O Levels. =(

I had my O Level CL Oral today too and boy was it hard!There were so many characters in the passage that i didn't know how to read and bluffing through it just made me seem even more like a fool. =.= And it wasn't any easier for the conversation section.Something about rising costs and i couldn't really relate it to any larger societal issues.Definitely not an A grade for me.Now,i'll just pray that my CL Papers 1 and 2 aren't done too badly....

I also bought two books on impulse today.I went to Popular at IMM today cuz i went there to do shopping with my parents and to have dinner.At this rate,i think i'm gonna cross my budget soon.Books ain't cheap,you know...

Here's a song i heard on someone's blog.I was addicted to it the first time i heard it.So here's the song.

Mistake Number 2 (Remix) - ATC

Okay then,gotta go now.Time for my peaceful slumber.Bye~

"Every step she walks further from me,my heart sinks lower and lower."

2008-07-01T19:01:00.000+08:00

Woot!Finally got to use the com in what seemed like a hundred years!!! =D
ZZz...the stupid password ban on the com is still on-going....Wadeva.Last night i got really pissed at my parents.I slept in the afternoon cuz i was tired from my 2.4km run and they had to keep scolding me.Zzz.I got scolded for sleeping because i was tired?WHAT THE HELL MAN!!!I got seriously fed up and i simply skipped dinner with my family.Call it immature or childish or whatever.I'd rather eat out alone than with them.My brother,on the other hand,always comes home late but never gets scolded.He gets praised simply because he doesn't ask my parents for com...WHAT THE HELL again.It's so obvious they're practising favouritsm!!!!Zzzz.Some family.Whatever.I don't wanna talk aout it anymore.
Boo parents~

Today.I never fell asleep in any lessons.Something to celebrate for a person who sleeps in class almost every lesson after recess.=) LOL.I missed playing Audition so much!!!But i sucked today....Zzz.Audition is about practice.A few days without Audition will make you into a noob.I guarantee that.

I got a hand-written "secret manual" from Chee Seng.It's for solving my Rubik's Cube but sadly,i couldn't understand a single bit of it...I wanted him to explain his instructions to me after school but my cube sorta got used by alot of the 4H students instead.Everyone took it and played with it while i watched helplessly in silence. o.O <--- Descriptive writing. =D

Okay whatever.I don't really have anything to aay but i don't wanna let go of my com.T.T But still,all good things must come to an end.I'm a little bored now.VeohTV sucks alot and i can't watch the latest anime on it.Zzz.I think i'll go write a poem...Bye~

"In the picture of four,there's a family of three."

2008-06-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

Lessons today were full of "Zzz" again.I found out that i had lost my EL assessment book in school.What the hell.Why do my stuff keep getting lost?In sec 1,i lost my dictionary and then i saw a dictionary with no name in the class cupboard so thinking that i had forgotten to write my name on my dictionary,i assumed it was mine and went to write my name on it.Later that day,it turned out that the dictionary belonged to someone else.It was just that her name was written somewhere inside the book.How was i to know?So anyways,here's the lesson.If you lose something,don't take other people's stuff.I guess i sorta knew how that person felt to have found that someone had taken away her stuff but luckily for her,she found the "culprit" whereas i didn't. =.=

Came home and played audition for awhile but stopped playing after my friend stopped.Tried fixing the music on my blog but guess what?IT JUST WON'T FREAKING WORK!!!Zzz.Hopeless case.If i can't fix up my music by this weekend,i think i'll seriously consider ending this blog.(Good news for those people who don't like my blog.But then again,who asked you to come? o.O)

Okay i gotta go now.Mother's starting her admonitions again.Parents.UGH!Bye~

"When the frog was in the well,he did not know anything but at least he was safe.When the frog got out of the well,he saw the world and got run over by a truck."

2008-06-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

School was as usual.Nothing much happened.I didn't sleep alot in class today though.Chem remedial was cancelled but i still had to go for Pure Lit remedial.Damn.It went by soon enough.Then when i was going home,things got really F**Ked up.As Bus 172 was approaching,Edwin and Qing Ba pulled me back until the bus left.Literally pulled me back.With my bag.It's all Edwin's idea but i don't know why Qing Ba chose to go along with him.Zzz.Both of them were real POS-es today.(Feel free to tell me what you think POS is.)

Went home and chionged my El homework.Completed all except the research portfolio thingy.My mother wouldn't let me use the com until i had finished doing all my other homework.Apparently she was afraid that i would play.But i didn't.I spent the whole evening doing the papers and the whole night helping other people with their homework.(2 classmates and 1 audi friend.)And along the way,i really pissed off another friend who was waiting for me to talk to her for a long time.(If you're reading this,I'm REALLY SORRY!!!!)

Zzz...today is like homework night or what.Suddenly everyone is chionging their homework.I was like talking to 5 people all at one time and while i started having dinner at 9,i finished eating at 10.15. =.=

Oh yeah i changed the song on my blog.One of my fave songs."The Way" by Clay Aiken.But the song comes in bits and pieces on my com....Zzz i guess i'll have to make do with it for now.

Okay then i have nothing more to say.Gotta go do my research now cuz no one will/can help.Bye~

"True friends are friends who will dive into the water to save you when you're drowning instead of just throwing you a float."

2008-06-24T18:53:00.000+08:00

Spectacular morning.The guy whose car i took to school went off without me.And i knew cuz i saw his car driving past our meeting place.So,me and 2 of that guy's friends had no ride to school and we had to take a cab.We boarded a cab at 7.10am and reached the school before 7.15am.LOL.The cab driver was like so funny.He asked me what time we had to be in school and i replied "7.20am." and then he was like "What the hell?Going to late already leh!U think taxi like aeroplane can fly ar?Aiyo,now must make my taxi become Ferrari Turbo already lah!" and i swear he was driving almost as fast as my father does.We got to school in 3 minutes only,as compared to my friend's car which needed like 10 minutes? o.O I guess it's not about the car of the driver;it's the driver of the car.

Okay then.On to Rev-Up.Since i was overweight,i could skip Vertical Run and go for some "lighter activities"(quoted from Mr. Chow).Though i didn't want Vertical Run because running up and down every staircase in the school isn't my kind of exercise.The "lighter exercises",call it TAF club if you want to,were just pathetic.In 40 minutes,20 minutes were spent on warming up(WTF?!),followed by less than 10 minutes of light jogging around the basketball court and finally cooling down for the remainder.IT IS SO PATHETIC!!!!We were supposed to run around the school but alot of people didn't wanna go.When Mr Chua asked who wasn't feeling well,half of the whole group raised their hands and went to sit at a corner.They're already overweight and they're actually not doing anything about it!( know i am overweight too and i know it's an understatement but still,i do try to exercise,believe it or not.But those people are like so close to getting to the acceptable weight range and yet they don't wanna make a final dash!Zzz.Talk about being blind...Enough of this.I swear i'll do the Vertical Run next time and over my dead body will i ever go for that crappy exercise thingy ever again.Period.

By the way,i heard many people in VR actually slacked throughout the whole run and on my way back to class,i saw like over a 100 students running around the quadrangle as punishment.LOL.Poor Qing Ba even twisted his neck.Hope he gets better soon.

Lessons were boring and somehow,i was damn sleepy for the whole day.And to make things worse for me,Ms Karasi is taking the Pure Lit class!!!!OMFG.Why O why does it have to be her?I'd seriously prefer Ms Lee or someone else.ANYONE ELSE!!!!Zzz.And i was so sleepy today that i actually slept during P Lit class even though i was sitting at the front row.LOL.Who gives a sheet anyways?Not me.

Maybe it's because my body hasn't adjusting from the holiday-mode to school-mode.But seriously i was just very tired today.In fact,i even skipped E Geog remedial today.Not that i wanted to but i figured that even if i went,i would have dozed off anyways...=(

Okay then,i gotta shut down the com already cuz my parents are coming back already.I'm using the com secretly. >.- Well,i guess i'll go watch some TV now.Bye~

"If you want your friends to stand beside you in times of trouble,make sure you do the same as well."

2008-06-22T22:48:00.001+08:00

Sunday was wasted.All i did was a buffet lunch in which i seriously over-ate,even by my standards,watching a silly movie at home and Audition from 8 to 10.30pm.Homework left mostly undone.Swell.

Since this entry's so short,here's something funny that i saw.At Mac yesterday,two of my friends,Friend A and Friend B bought coke.Friend B's coke had no ice in it.When he said that his coke didn't have ice,Friend A didn't believe it and opened the lid of his coke.When he saw no ice on the surface,he said:
"Let me stir the bottom."LOL.If you don't get this,you're probably a retard(just like my friend).

Okay then,I'll go pack my bag for tomorrow's impending disaster in class.Bye~

"Break the gauge."

2008-06-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was i did alot of things.Firstly,i got up early in the morning at about 6.40 to bathe and get ready to go bowling.I was supposed to meet my friends at 7 but my brother took so damn long to get his butt of the bed.Zzz.In the end,we were late and my friend wasn't happy about it.We decided to have breakfast at the club and we took a cab there since we were late.

At the club,we found out that the bowling centre opens at 10 on weekends.It means that we went too freaking early and there was going to be a bowling event all the way from 10 to 12.30 to boot.Swell.So,everyone decided to go for LAN and pool so we went to IRC at Bukit Timah.I sucked at pool,of course.And i wasn't any better at DOTA.Slow response during CS too so i guess i practically wasted my money on LAN and pool.

Went back to the bowling centre at 12.30 and finally started bowling.I won 2 out of games.My brother won the other 2. o.O My highscore was 152.Highest amongst my friends. ^^ After bowling we went for Laser Quest and something really funny happened there.The guy at the counter said he would offer us a discount if we could help him solve a maths question.It was simple though,but my friend from SJI somehow couldn't solve it.LOL.So,i solved the question and i got extra minutes for Laser Quest for explaining to the guy how to get the answer.LOLS it was extremely worth it.For Laser Quest,i got a score of 650 and came in 2nd amongst everyone.It was a 20 minute game and i don't know why everyone kept wanting to chase me.Well,at least i didn't have to run and look for them....=.=

After LQ,I found out that my watch was missing and i went back to the bowling centre to look for it.Then,my friends started to ask the bowlers there if they had seen my watch and then the guy in charge of the bowling centre came and gave us a scolding,my brother especially.He called him a gangster.WTF.My brother wanted to argue with him but i told him to leave.He was indignant and wanted to to scold that bowling guy but i had a better idea.Sometimes a dog's bark is worse than his bite.I whispered my father's handphone number to him and my brother left with me immediately.You can guess what happens next if you know what kind of person my father is like.(Hint:Complaint King)

After we left,we went home for awhile and met up later again at night for a movie at Lot 1.We watched Get Smart.Rather funny movie but it's not a movie i'd pay to see again.I wanted to play DDR at the arcade but it was occupied before and after the movie.I had no chance to play at all. T.T

Before everyone went home,we went to Mac to eat.Everyone except me.=) Mac's food sucks and i'd rather starve than eat Mac.Period.

Okay then,gotta go now.It's almost 3 and i still haven't eaten anything yet.Gotta get some food.Bye~

How i'd describe the day:
Fun-filled,but not fufiling.

2008-06-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up at about 10.30am.I was supposed to meet Chee Seng for POA at 12pm.So,i quickly went to bathe and all that.For my breakfast,my father bought for me pork chop wanton noodles and wanton soup.It was very satisfying. ^^

I left the house late cuz i was planning to go out with a "friend" after POA.I kept smsing him cuz i was worried about bringing casual clothes to school and stuff.In the end,Chee Seng arrived like 15 minutes earlier and i arrived 6 minutes late. >.<

Just when i met him,Chee Seng got a SMS from Mr Chua saying that there was no POA today.In the end,me and him went to hang out at Lot 1.Later on,my "friend" joined us and we went to my house for some Naruto.Surprisingly,i got owned quite a few times but it's because i was playing Accel 2.It sucks.I'd rather play Accel 1 or Narutimate Hero 3.Zzz....=.=

My "friend" and I left at about 4.30.Chee Seng went home on his own while me and my "friend" took a cab to Queenstown MRT cuz he had to do something there.Then,we decided to watch a movie at Tiong Bahru GV but the time slots were unsuitable for us.We had to go for a SG Arts Fest performance at 8 and by the time he was done at Queenstown,it was already 5.20pm.So,we went to Buangkok instead cuz he had something to do there as well....

After that,it was like 6.30pm already.We went to Bugis to get the Arts Fest performance tickets from my mother before having dinner at Pasta Mania.Though it was expensive,somehow it managed to make me full.I ordered the Cabonara.But maybe it was because i ate some takoyaki before the pasta...I don't know.

So,we went to the performance sfter dinner.It was at the National Library(Beside Bugis Junction)and the first thing we noticed was that we were under-dressed.Our clothes were very casual compared to other people who were watching the same performance.

Now,on to the performance.2 words.It sucked.It made no sense to me at all and i'm telling you that it's not abstract.Seriously,watching this performance wasted 1 hour and 20 minutes of my life.I could have done a million better things instead of watching this shitty performance.After the performance was over,i seriously felt that i'd rather pay $19 to watch Kungfu Panda again.(I watched it last week.)It was so random and FOC.It kept having things like "Let me in!" which was repeated throughout the show.And the plot was very unrealistic.If i had to comment on it,i'd say that it was senseless to say the least and mediocre at best.The audience were asked to fill in a feedback form but i didn't take one.On second thought,i should have taken one and written in bold letters:"My mother didn't give birth to me just so that i could watch your crappy performance!"I was seriously disappointed.I had been anticipating so much more.The actors were good though,just that they were acting in the wrong show.Damn the director.I'd love to take his script and shove it up his @$$.Even if the tickets were free,i'd rather not go if i knew it would be such a waste of my time.At the end of the show,no one got the meaning of the show.The more discreet people just walked out of the theatre silently.The more open people said things like "That was very 'chim' leh."In conclusion,i'd like to say it was a FOC show.(Free of charge,but full of crap.)

My "friend" also didn't get the meaning of the show and it just felt terrible after watching that show.We actually wanted to watch a movie even though it was already 10 plus just so that we could do our eyes some justice.In the end,we didn't however,cuz we went to Jurong Point but the shows there were all midnight shows and we didn't have anything to do till midnight so my friend decided to go home instead.I hung out at the arcade for awhile but i was bored of it after awhile and i too went home soon enough.

Tomorrow,i'm going bowling early in the morning cuz from 9am to 12pm the bowling alley near my house is having a promotion at a dollar per game.Very cheap.So i'm going with my brother and a couple of friends.After watching the show,i hope i don't get nightmares tonight and this performance made me give up on Singapore's art's scene.Gotta puke now.Bye.

"You've seen nothing yet."

2008-06-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

So,today i finally got to use the com.So...firstly let's talk about yesterday.I had POA remedial in the morning and since there were only 4 people(Me,Chee Seng,Alex and Denise),Mr Chua decided to drive us to KFC at Jurong Point for our POA remedial.Then,before that,he still bought us drinks at Kenny's Cafe and then again at KFC.Lols.I hope his pocket isn't burnt yet.

After POA,i went with Chee Seng to Kuan Liang's house.Just did some slacking around.We played com and PSP.Now,i'm seriously considering buying a PSP.It has games and it plays music too.However,i'm not planning to get one anytime soon cuz the games suck.Naruto and Dynasty Warriors pale in comparision to the PS2's counterpart.Maybe when the games get better will i seriously consider getting one for myself. =)

Today was swell.POA remedial was in the library and i kinda got lost halfway into the remedial.I couldn't do any of the questions and kept thinking of stupid things while eating mint chocs. XD

After POA,Me,Chee Seng and Alex had to stay back to clean up the Commerce room.(Why us?!)After cleaning up,Mr Chua drove us to Jurong Point.Me and Chee Seng had KFC while Alex went home to change first.At KFC,we ran into Bo Qiang,Keng Siang,Cheah Hee and Zi Xing.Later on,we all went to the library and i even smuggled in a Coffee Bean Belgian Chocolate Ice Blended. ^^ But it was useless.We weren't sitting in a secluded spot and i was damn sure that i'd be dead the second i took out my drink so in the end,i still had to finish it outside. =(

At the library,i finally finished reading Eclipse.Sian.Now i'll have nothing to read until 2nd August when Breaking Dawn is finally released....=.= Anyways,after finishing Eclipse,i played with someone's PSP(I dunno who.) and then i played LF2 on Bo Qiang's laptop.LOL.I'll admit it was immature and childish though,playing LF2 at the age of 16 but still,i can't deny it was fun. =) We also ran into some friends at the library.I think i saw Nazrul,Aisyah,Hady and Yan Jun.I think i saw Denise somewhere also.I never knew the library was such an appealing place to hang out...o.O

Tomorrow,POA remedial will be in the afternoon tomorrow and i still have a SG Arts Festival performance to watch.And i'll be meeting Chee Seng before POA for lunch too. o.O Okay then,i've spoken enough for today.By the way,i've learnt that blogs are supposed to be about societal issues...So i'm currently considering to make another blog about societal stuff.Not that i'd have much to write about anyways but i guess it would be fun. ^^ Okay then,gotta go le.Bye~

"If time was a man running a race,i'd go and trip him."

2008-06-17T18:00:00.000+08:00

Zzz...I'm not supposed to use the com since last night cuz my mother said so.But what the heck.I'm using it in front of her anyways.

Yesterday,on the 16th of June,was a time where i seriously considered moving out of the house or maybe running away for a week or two.I got scolded by my mother for something that wasn't my fault and she blew it out of proportion.Supposedly,all i did wrong was forgot to turn off the lights in the dining room and kitchen for about 2 hours while i went out for dinner and basketball.When i came home,she scolded me like i ran someone over and stopped at the side to take his wallet before speeding off.She kept scolding me regarding things that were not in my control and she went on to my grades,my weight etc etc.(Talk about mind-mapping.)She even went as far as to place a password on my computer.Well,fine.Have it her way.Two can play the same game.You'll just probably see me going home less often.With my 'O' Levels coming anyways,i happen to have the perfect excuse of studying in school.(Which i probably will anyways cuz i don't really have anything else to do.)

She spoke about me as though i was less than human.Sure,my grades suck.Sure,i'm overweight but i'm dealing with it.I went for a health checkup today and guess what?The doctor said i had lost 3 kilos.I kid you not.But do i tell her this?Never,because she'll just blow it off with another trivial "un-godly" aspect of me.
Quote line from 'Leave Out All The Rest' by Linkin Park:
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

Whatever.I can't stand it anymore and god damn it,i'll leave my dearest cousins if i have to.

Okay then,my anger has been vented.But if i don't change my mind about this within seven days,you'll know i meant what i said today.

"Try me."

2008-06-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am today.Spruced myself up and went to Suntec with my family.Had shark meat lor mee for breakfast at a market in Tanjong Pagar first.At Suntec,everyone split up.My dad went for the IT show and my mother went to church. =_= As for me and my bro,we went to the arcade and played a few games before deciding to watch some people splurge on the candy machine game trying to win the grand prize.(It's just a stupid plushie....)

After getting sick of that,we wandered around Suntec City before finally deciding to settle down at Starbucks to read our books.Biography of Sweeny Todd for my bro and Eclipse for me. ^_^

After my father and mother were done,we went to SAF Clubhouse @ Changi.Me and my bro played DDR while my parents played a little jacpot. $_$ After that,we went for dinner somewhere near Katong Mall.The food sucked. =(

Okay then,gotta go now.I think i'm finally getting better at writing short entries. =) Maybe it's because i don't have any afterthoughts about the whole trip though...We'll wait and see.Bye~

"Why do people look everywhere except infront of them for their lost coin?"

2008-06-15T02:03:00.000+08:00

For me,the 14th of June shall be officially declared Sleeping Day.I've never slept so much in my entire life.Here's how it went.I slept at 4am cuz i was Audition-ing till very late,and then i woke up at 2pm for my brunch.After using the com for awhile,i turned it off and went back to sleep cuz no friends/cousins were online and i couldn't play Audition since my brother was playing it on his com.The music would clash.(Try playing audition in PC Bunk and you'll see what i mean.) =)

So,i slept till about 7.30 and woke up again.This time,it was for dinner.I went to a hawker centre somewhere at Jurong East and then went to IMM to do grocery shopping with my family.There,i randomly walked to Popular and i found Eclipse there!!!I's so lucky!And when i arrived at the front door,there was this salesgirl who asked me if what i had to buy was urgent because the store was closing already so i said yes and i went in to look.Finding the book there was a fluke.Maybe i shouldn't have lied cuz after i paid for my book,i heard the salesgirl being scolded by her manager for letting a customer in after closing time. o.o x3 the salesgirl and x/3 the manager. =)

Tomorrow,i'm going to some IT show at Suntec City and i have to leave damn early.Actually,everyone will split up.It's like a free-and-easy trip for the family.My father will go to the IT show,my mother will go to church(WHY?!) and i'll probably go to the arcade or maybe look at clothes etc etc...I don't know about my brother though.I dont think Suntec has anything for him.In fact,i dont know where the heck does he hang out.All he does is playing basketball and Audition....Speechless.

Okay then,it's 2.15am and i'm still going for more Audition.I envy my cousins though.They're going to Wild Wild Wet tomorrow and although i don't really like that place,i'd rather go there than to Suntec City.Bah and goodnites~

"Open your heart to see what your eyes couldn't see."

2008-06-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

Today,i woke up damn early(8.30am) to zak with my cousin.My cousin promised me a morning call but his call arrived just after i woke up.LOL.Zakking was a failure since the batch was CMI.I quit early in order not to burn my pots. =)

After having breakfast with my father,i went bowling with my brother.When i arrvied there were a hell lot of people at the bowling centre.Maybe it was because of the promotion they were having.($1 per game from 9am to 12pm.)Bowling was fun and i got owned.My brother's highscore was 176.Fugly crap!I lost only because i had this injured thumb. =)

Before going home,i went to buy some @Cash cuz i think my Audition character is more than ready for a makeover.Haix...After playing so online games,Audition is still the best! ^^ (Followed closely by Maple,of course!)

Okay then,i'll be going now to credit the @cash into my account.By the way,i got 2 free tickets to watch a performance called Temple.It's part of the Singapore Arts Festival.Damn excited now.Lols.Bye.

"All i can do is to sit far away,hoping one day she'll look my way."

2008-06-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today was the last day of my cousin's stay....

Today,after breakfast with my dad,my cousins and I played basketball with my brother and his friend's team...I'm gonna say it straight.We lost. =(

In the afternoon,we were supposed to go bowling.Just before we left,something happened that left me extremely pissed off and i wanted to call off the bowling trip.My cousins and my brother kept pleading with me but i still said no.Then,my brother gave up and decided to go to his friend's house to do project work.My cousins eventually gave up after trying for more than an hour.All the while,i was cooped up in my room feeling moody and all that...Only after one of my cousins talked some sense into me did i decide to go bowling again...

On second thought,i think i shouldn't have acted that way.I thought i promised myself that my cousins would never have to ask twice about anything from me and yet I was such a jerk today.So much for my own principles...

Bowling was fun.I think i finally got the "feeling" of bowling again after so long.In these few months,i've tried bowling but i got damn lousy scores and kept going into the gutter.But today,with my cousins,i was MOTIVATED!!!!!

However,good times never last.Had to say goodbye to them at the end of the day.Sometimes i think it's better not to form bonds with people so that when they're not with you,the heartache won't come. o.O Miss them alot but all i can do is to look forward to the next time we meet...

Here's something funny that my MSN friend told me.

I hate you.
You hate me.
We're unhappy family
With a great big punch and a kick from me to you
Won't you say you hate me too.

LOLS.I couldn't stop laughing when i first saw this.

Okay then,gotta go now.Ciao~

"Stubbornness prolongs problems."

Tired...

2008-06-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

Haix....last night i "act smart'.Dun wan sleep until morning.Then,at 6.00am went down to play basketball and watch the sunrise.Only me and my brother.No cousins.Just me and my brother."Someone" needed her beauty sleep and that "someone"'s sister wanted to "pei" her so both didn't go....

In the end,i was early for my sunrise.In fact,the sunrise started at 8am....I stayed up all night for nothing....Slept from 10am till 3pm.I feel like a vampire. =.=

At five,i took a cab with my cousins to Causeway Point to watch Kungfu Panda.Very funny and the animation was very well done.The seats sucked however,and we all had to crane our necks up in order to see the screen...But no choice.There were no other seats since we bought the tickets late. o.O

Went to Popular to look for "Eclipse" by Stephenie Meyer.Both branches in Causeway Point and Lot 1 didn't have the books.The NLB had them,however,but they were all on loan...Seriously,i'd do almost anything to have that book now.

Went home and wanted to watch Step Up 2 but i lost the DVD....Cousins and brother all wanted to use the computer so instead of joining the fight,i went to watch midnight crap TV programmes.Then,i tried to sleep but i was stil very restless...

Somehow,i managed to get a com only at 2am...and have been using it until now...
Plans for tomorrow would be bowling in the afternoon followed by a tearful goodbye with my cousins and then my BL___DY maths tuition at night.Swell.

Something appalling that happened to me today was that at the void deck of my house,someone actually came up to me and offered me a cigarette!What the hell.That guy looked no older than me....and he was smoking...Why do teenagers like to smoke so much???OMG.My father smokes and he says he does it because sometimes he's stressed but sometimes i feel stressed.Does it empower me to smoke?I don't think so...

Okay then,gotta go now.Basketball first thing in the morning...o.O

"My words are my weapons."

Extremely Ecstatic XD

2008-06-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

Lols....i finally got a blogskin and it's the one that i've always wanted(since a few months ago...=.=)Today,i anyhow pasted it somewhere and presto,it worked!!!LOL.However,the media player seems to be screwed up!!!Damn.

Today,my cousins came over to stay!!! Wee~~~~~~
Very happy~~~~~

Okay...I've gotten a hold over myself.
Anyways,the whole day was spent on doing our blogs.Basketball after dinner and then blogging/audi-ing at night...Got owned again today....

I'm a shadow of my former self in terms of Audition and no matter how i train,i just can't seem to train myself back....Maybe i should give up on Audition too.

Currently,i've given up on 3 things:
1)Maplestory-Gave up on it when my Dk bombed its helm...
2)Arcade-Gave up on it when i lost my Initial D card at AMK Hub Zone X.
3)Bowling(I still love it though,but i suck at it...)

LOLS.I guess it's a good thing since my 'O' Levels are simply too close for comfort...

Okay then,gotta go now...Going for Kung Fu Panda tomorrow and maybe Seoul Gardem too. ^^

"If this was a dream,i'd never want to wake up...but I have to."

Exhasuted....

2008-06-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

I finally found the energy to do this entry.I was just so tired from all the EL and literature seminars that i had to sit through....

Monday
In the morning,i had a seminar on Island Voices By Robert Yeo.It was like FOC.Seriously.(I'm not gonna write what's FOC here to avoid defamation cases.However,feel free to tell me what you think FOC is in my Cbox.)

The second seminar was on Off Centre.This time around,it was more like a question and answer session and Haresh Sharma came down personally to talk about his book.(Unlike someone who didn't write any of the stories in Island Voices and yet still gave a talk on the book. =.=)Unlike the first talk where both Pure Lit and E. Lit students had to attend,this talk was for Pure Lit students only.However,most Pure Lit students didn't even wanna come.I can't blame them.I did consider skipping the second seminar after what i saw in the first one but i went anyways.In the end,only the first half of the Off Centre seminar was good cuz after awhile,everyone began to ask stupid and ridiculous questions.Here's an example:

"How does the controversy contribute to the irony of the story?"

I swear no one understood the question and even the speaker was stunned for awhile.Does that person even know what she was asking?I think not.

To top it off,those who asked stupid questions were the ones who could speak English really well.Looks like empty vessels make the most sound...

During the two and a half hour break,i went to Zone X at AMK Hub and guess what?I lost my Initial D card there.OMFG.Later that day,i went to the newly renovated Zone X at Lot 1 and it sucked.Many games were taken away and the whole place was just a shadow of what it used to be.....From that moment on,my arcade days were officially over...

Tuesday
It suddenly started raining like F**K when i reached the bus stop outside school but guess what?The back gate was locked.So,i had to walk all the way around the school to enter from the main gate.Though i was sheltered from the rain alot cuz i walked below the HDB blocks,the short distance where i would have absolutely no cover from the rain caused me to be totally drenched....As i walked to my class,i swear everyone who saw me was giggling.There was no part of me that wasn't drenched.F-ing weather....

In the afternoon,there were 2 El seminars.The 1st one was all crap and so was the second one.To make it worse,Yuan Sheng and Zhen Yang who were sitting just beside me were playing with someone's PSP and they were making a hell of a ruckus.At some point during the talk,a student from another school who was sitting in front of us had to tell them to lower their volume.Zzz...Westwood's name just dropped off a cliff.They did tone down but only for awhile before starting all that noise again and then the speaker noticed them and had to tell them to pay attention.OMG.All eyes in my direction again.....

At night,i had dinner at the newly-opened New York New York at Lot 1 and i'm glad to say that their food's actually not bad.It sort of carries a Cafe Cartel style of food but their menu isn't as large as CC's.

Wednesday(Today)
There was a Lit seminar on Unseen Prose but i was sick of all that BS that they were feeding us at the seminars so i decided to skip it altogether. =) Instead,i came home and finished up reading "New Moon".Very nice book.If you like fantasy/romance novels,you should definitely read the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer.

That's all for today(for all three days,rather) and i've gotta go cuz this blog entry is getting rediculously long already....Okay then,Cya~

"If your kiss is poison,i choose to die."

Shortchanged...

2008-06-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

Today was a day that i had been anticipating alot since last week.
Today was another day i would get to meet my beloved cousins....

Supposedly,everyone had to meet and my uncle's condo at 12 but everyone was late(including me) and we all arrived at 1 instead.I was told beforehand that Pizza Hut was gonna be ordered so i took my breakfast before going there but instead,it turned out that KFC was ordered,much to my surprise cuz i actually thought of ordering KFC if Pizza hut was really ordered but it looks like i didn't have to anymore....

With all the aunties and uncles engrossed in their mahjong and card games,THE cousins went down to swim at the pool.We had sort of a swimming relay and everyone was surprised that i could swim fairly well.I guess everyone thought that i couldn't swim cuz of my size.Well,i proved them wrong. ^^

After swimming,i did some reading at the poolside while waiting for my cousins to finish bathing.It turns out,my cousin has already finished the book that i'm reading currently.The book i'm reading now is titled "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer.According to my cousin,it has 4 books in its series,namely "Twilight","New Moon","Eclipse" and "Dawn".For now,i only posess the first two books but i believe i'll most definitely get the last two books because seriously,the storyline is nice.It's a romance story about a girl and a vampire.Very nice,indeed.

By the time we finished swimming,it was almost six and we went up to the house for some gambling ourselves. ^^ We played only Blackjack and betted only small amounts,except for my brother who in one particular round,bet 10 bucks in a bid to win back all the money he lost to me.(I only won four dollars to him.)In the end,he got blackjack and won 20 bucks.Lucky bugger...

Before i knew it,time was up for everyone.It was nearly nine and everyone had to go already.The time spent with my cousins were so shortlived to me.I wish somehow,i could meet my cousins everyday.But then,that is impossible for me....

I'm meeting them next saturday but only for a short while cuz we are going to pay our respects to my grandfather....I was supposed to feel happy today but why do i feel shortchanged instead? o.O

No wonder old people keep saying life is short.I didn't use to understand that but now,i do.

"Once you let go of something,there's no guarantee you'll get to grasp it again."