Hmm...Lots of (bad)stuff happened today.Dont wanna talk about it.
Woke up at 2+ and had dinner at 5+.Fetched bro home cuz he had unfinished homework.Then,my parents and i went from choa chu kang all the way to SAFYC changi just to watch the sunset.And when i reached the club,i went straight for the arcade instead. =.= Wasted.I wanted to go there cuz it's rather ulu there so i can play DDR without worrying about people laughing at me.I suck at it though.Went home at 10+.
Something nice did happen today though.Crystal's playing back audi! XD
Hmm...Poly's starting in a couple of months.And i really need new clothes and shoes.And maybe a new bag too.But no money how to buy leh....Sian.
Oh yeah,i got into the creative writing course.I'm taking a real risk here since it's a new course.I hope my judgement doesn't fail me.
Gotta go now.Bye.
"Soul-less society"
Monday, February 2, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Today,i went bowling again with john,austen,zhen yang and jermyn. Tried real hard to bring qing ba along but failed with different agendas being the main problem.
Sucked at bowling today.Everyone came to my house to hang out till about the evening.PLayed mahjong with everyone except austen who wanted to play naruto.Managed to win a few dollars. ^^
Went for pool at night with another friend.
We were talking and i was asking him what was the difference between stead and gf and he told me this. Stead = Play and throw away. GF = Love and care for her.
When i heard this,i couldn't stand it.Why do people get into relationships just for the sake of it?Since when were friends not enough?So many young people these days are getting into BGR only to break sooner or later.What's pissing me off is that they actually know they're going to break sooner or later but they still get into a relationship.What's the point?Even if you feel lonely,having a stead would only be like cancer medication.The main problem isn't solved.I don't know if i'm just plain old conservative or has society opened up too much to the point that it's too much for me to handle.All i know is,I'm nowhere close to seeing eye to eye with people of the younger generation.
In LAN,there was this guy who was talking loudly.Upon listening harder,i realised he was saying something about grandfather's cock.How vulgar,not to mention lame is that?Beside him was a girl about his age and she was just staring down into her phone.She's probably his "stead" and i believe her looking down just shows that she's disgusted with him too?But then there's a question.Why doesn't she just walk away?Why stick with a uncouth hooligan?It's just so wrong.
Kids these days are just so outrageous....My brother had better not become like the guy i saw in the LAN or i'd personally **** him up.
I really didn't want to see what i saw at the lan.Somehow,it's been affecting me till now.
Oh well...My eyes have reached their limit and will close in
5....
4....
3....
2....
1....
0.
Goodnight people.
Sucked at bowling today.Everyone came to my house to hang out till about the evening.PLayed mahjong with everyone except austen who wanted to play naruto.Managed to win a few dollars. ^^
Went for pool at night with another friend.
We were talking and i was asking him what was the difference between stead and gf and he told me this. Stead = Play and throw away. GF = Love and care for her.
When i heard this,i couldn't stand it.Why do people get into relationships just for the sake of it?Since when were friends not enough?So many young people these days are getting into BGR only to break sooner or later.What's pissing me off is that they actually know they're going to break sooner or later but they still get into a relationship.What's the point?Even if you feel lonely,having a stead would only be like cancer medication.The main problem isn't solved.I don't know if i'm just plain old conservative or has society opened up too much to the point that it's too much for me to handle.All i know is,I'm nowhere close to seeing eye to eye with people of the younger generation.
In LAN,there was this guy who was talking loudly.Upon listening harder,i realised he was saying something about grandfather's cock.How vulgar,not to mention lame is that?Beside him was a girl about his age and she was just staring down into her phone.She's probably his "stead" and i believe her looking down just shows that she's disgusted with him too?But then there's a question.Why doesn't she just walk away?Why stick with a uncouth hooligan?It's just so wrong.
Kids these days are just so outrageous....My brother had better not become like the guy i saw in the LAN or i'd personally **** him up.
I really didn't want to see what i saw at the lan.Somehow,it's been affecting me till now.
Oh well...My eyes have reached their limit and will close in
5....
4....
3....
2....
1....
0.
Goodnight people.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
CNY was held at a chalet booked by an uncle.My family and i stayed in it for the first night.A cousin stayed over too.Woke up at 7 for a walk by the beach.I went real far and came back with a blister on each foot.It totally ruined my day.No swimming and i couldn't even take 3 steps without wincing in pain,not to mention making me look like a hip hop star while walking.
This year's CNY sucked.Some cousins weren't here.Awkward silence around distant relatives.Two blisters.And the worst of all,NO STEAMBOAT.CNY without steamboat is like a song without lyrics.It's incomplete.
Bowling tomorrow but i doubt i could even go over 80 with the condition my legs are in.Can't cancel at the last minute since it wouldn't be nice...
Bored these days.I'm done with maple private servers.Audition seems empty without friends.Hope poly life would be more interesting than this knee-deep-in-shit situation i'm in now.I'm as free as a bird now but i can't go out everyday cuz i'm broke.So i guess i'm dead either way.Swell.
"There are times when we feel like we understand each other beyond our imaginations.The opposite happens quite often too."
This year's CNY sucked.Some cousins weren't here.Awkward silence around distant relatives.Two blisters.And the worst of all,NO STEAMBOAT.CNY without steamboat is like a song without lyrics.It's incomplete.
Bowling tomorrow but i doubt i could even go over 80 with the condition my legs are in.Can't cancel at the last minute since it wouldn't be nice...
Bored these days.I'm done with maple private servers.Audition seems empty without friends.Hope poly life would be more interesting than this knee-deep-in-shit situation i'm in now.I'm as free as a bird now but i can't go out everyday cuz i'm broke.So i guess i'm dead either way.Swell.
"There are times when we feel like we understand each other beyond our imaginations.The opposite happens quite often too."
Friday, January 16, 2009
Today,i finally did the JAE application.I put Creative Writing For TV and New Media as my first choice.I hope i wont live to regret this decision.
Still got 150 bucks from some improvement award that i gotta collect from school.Hmm...bored these days.But lazy to work......=.=
Total couch poato these days.Even audi is starting to bore me.And one friend already quit.I hope a chain reaction doesn't occur but seriously,audi seems kinda meaningless now.
Probably gonna rot at home everyday till poly starts.Bye.
"Fate via Sms" - Austen
Still got 150 bucks from some improvement award that i gotta collect from school.Hmm...bored these days.But lazy to work......=.=
Total couch poato these days.Even audi is starting to bore me.And one friend already quit.I hope a chain reaction doesn't occur but seriously,audi seems kinda meaningless now.
Probably gonna rot at home everyday till poly starts.Bye.
"Fate via Sms" - Austen
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Did nothing much today.Considering whether to opt for Mass Comm or the Creative Writing course as my first choice.My friend's aiming for the Creative Writing course and i wanna join him. =X Honestly i dont know.And i don't wanna care.But i have to since the deadline for submission is this friday.
Finished watching Gurren Lagann today.Pretty sad and crappy ending.Sad cuz after the prontagonist went against all odds to get back his love,she had to disappear into thin air.The very deed of getting her back caused it.It's like no matter what you do,you get sadness.The crappy part was that the anime wasn't tied up very well.The main character just went away after his love disappeared.Very very slip-shod ending.But on overall,i don't regret watching it since it HAS taught me something.Faith is powerful,be it your own or someone else's.Or something like that la.Oh btw,the main character is called Simon too. XD
Tried writing a substantial blog today but i failed.Terribly,i might add.I wanna play audi but there's just no one to play with.And i'm getting sick of having to delete people from my buddy list.I seem to know everyone and yet there's 50 slots.But i dont know 50 people!!!!So where are the extras coming from?I don't know and i don't care.I think i've gotta start rejecting BL requests starting now.
Gotta go now cuz i feel like shit.Bye.
"I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand."
Finished watching Gurren Lagann today.Pretty sad and crappy ending.Sad cuz after the prontagonist went against all odds to get back his love,she had to disappear into thin air.The very deed of getting her back caused it.It's like no matter what you do,you get sadness.The crappy part was that the anime wasn't tied up very well.The main character just went away after his love disappeared.Very very slip-shod ending.But on overall,i don't regret watching it since it HAS taught me something.Faith is powerful,be it your own or someone else's.Or something like that la.Oh btw,the main character is called Simon too. XD
Tried writing a substantial blog today but i failed.Terribly,i might add.I wanna play audi but there's just no one to play with.And i'm getting sick of having to delete people from my buddy list.I seem to know everyone and yet there's 50 slots.But i dont know 50 people!!!!So where are the extras coming from?I don't know and i don't care.I think i've gotta start rejecting BL requests starting now.
Gotta go now cuz i feel like shit.Bye.
"I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand."
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Well...guess what?I'm still alive.
I was damn nervous last night.Tried to sleep at 11.30 but i still couldn't sleep even at 4.Going back to school was fun.Seeing all my friends again felt so nice and it was like there was no holday in between at all.Everyone talked and laughed together...
As for my results,it was kinda shocking.I got 15 for L1R5 and 11 for L1R4.It was almost dream-like.Here's the grades for the individual subjects.
English - A1
Literature - A1
Combined Humans - B3
E Maths - B4
Combined Science - C5
POA - B3
Chinese - B3
Lots of stuff to say.Both A1s were surprising cuz i only dared to hope for a B3 for both and nothing higher.Combined humanities.Well,sleeping in class does work,Mrs Baljit. =) @#$! Science was lucky cuz my chem paper was really screwed up.I had a panic attack during the last 5 minuts of the paper cuz there were just so many questions that i didn't know the answer to and just tikam-ed all the way though.Maths B4.Biggest shocker.I thought i'd fail for sure since my Paper 2 was worth 50 marks at most since so many questions were undone.As for POA,there's nothing to say except that the credit all goes to Mr Chua.Really.From a F9 to a B3.He sure is a miracle worker.Even though you'll probably never see this,THANK YOU.
Well there i go.I'm not dead and i'm seriously lucky compared to some classmates who did superb in prelims but underperformed at the final moment.
Thanks to all my friends who were there for me,both rl and audi.And thanks to Val for letting me know this.It made me feel alot better last night. =)
Okay enough with the babbling.Imma sleep now.Bye.
I was damn nervous last night.Tried to sleep at 11.30 but i still couldn't sleep even at 4.Going back to school was fun.Seeing all my friends again felt so nice and it was like there was no holday in between at all.Everyone talked and laughed together...
As for my results,it was kinda shocking.I got 15 for L1R5 and 11 for L1R4.It was almost dream-like.Here's the grades for the individual subjects.
English - A1
Literature - A1
Combined Humans - B3
E Maths - B4
Combined Science - C5
POA - B3
Chinese - B3
Lots of stuff to say.Both A1s were surprising cuz i only dared to hope for a B3 for both and nothing higher.Combined humanities.Well,sleeping in class does work,Mrs Baljit. =) @#$! Science was lucky cuz my chem paper was really screwed up.I had a panic attack during the last 5 minuts of the paper cuz there were just so many questions that i didn't know the answer to and just tikam-ed all the way though.Maths B4.Biggest shocker.I thought i'd fail for sure since my Paper 2 was worth 50 marks at most since so many questions were undone.As for POA,there's nothing to say except that the credit all goes to Mr Chua.Really.From a F9 to a B3.He sure is a miracle worker.Even though you'll probably never see this,THANK YOU.
Well there i go.I'm not dead and i'm seriously lucky compared to some classmates who did superb in prelims but underperformed at the final moment.
Thanks to all my friends who were there for me,both rl and audi.And thanks to Val for letting me know this.It made me feel alot better last night. =)
Okay enough with the babbling.Imma sleep now.Bye.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Woke up at about 2pm today.Played real late till bout 4am since my whole family were in malaysia. =)
Spent most of the day watching Gurren Lagann and Audi-ing.
Somehow i got lucky...Did something real bad yesterday to a friend but she's still nice to me today.Either she didn't catch the meaning of what i said yesterday or she's an angel.Should be the latter but i can't be sure...And i ain't stupid to go clarify that with her.But,things are complicated...
Results coming tomorrow.Should have done more today since it'll probably be the last day of my life.Worried but the results should be predictable.Hard to go below 16...That's if i even make it below 20.And i'm talking about L1R4 to boot. =.=
Feeling a little awkward about seeing classmates again tomorrow.It's been so long since we've met.Hmm....gonna be speechless seeing them.
Gonna go now.I've tried to post as much as i can since this will be my swan song(or post,rather).Bye.
"Sudden silence."
Spent most of the day watching Gurren Lagann and Audi-ing.
Somehow i got lucky...Did something real bad yesterday to a friend but she's still nice to me today.Either she didn't catch the meaning of what i said yesterday or she's an angel.Should be the latter but i can't be sure...And i ain't stupid to go clarify that with her.But,things are complicated...
Results coming tomorrow.Should have done more today since it'll probably be the last day of my life.Worried but the results should be predictable.Hard to go below 16...That's if i even make it below 20.And i'm talking about L1R4 to boot. =.=
Feeling a little awkward about seeing classmates again tomorrow.It's been so long since we've met.Hmm....gonna be speechless seeing them.
Gonna go now.I've tried to post as much as i can since this will be my swan song(or post,rather).Bye.
"Sudden silence."
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