Today,i went bowling again with john,austen,zhen yang and jermyn. Tried real hard to bring qing ba along but failed with different agendas being the main problem.

Sucked at bowling today.Everyone came to my house to hang out till about the evening.PLayed mahjong with everyone except austen who wanted to play naruto.Managed to win a few dollars. ^^

Went for pool at night with another friend.

We were talking and i was asking him what was the difference between stead and gf and he told me this. Stead = Play and throw away. GF = Love and care for her.

When i heard this,i couldn't stand it.Why do people get into relationships just for the sake of it?Since when were friends not enough?So many young people these days are getting into BGR only to break sooner or later.What's pissing me off is that they actually know they're going to break sooner or later but they still get into a relationship.What's the point?Even if you feel lonely,having a stead would only be like cancer medication.The main problem isn't solved.I don't know if i'm just plain old conservative or has society opened up too much to the point that it's too much for me to handle.All i know is,I'm nowhere close to seeing eye to eye with people of the younger generation.

In LAN,there was this guy who was talking loudly.Upon listening harder,i realised he was saying something about grandfather's cock.How vulgar,not to mention lame is that?Beside him was a girl about his age and she was just staring down into her phone.She's probably his "stead" and i believe her looking down just shows that she's disgusted with him too?But then there's a question.Why doesn't she just walk away?Why stick with a uncouth hooligan?It's just so wrong.

Kids these days are just so outrageous....My brother had better not become like the guy i saw in the LAN or i'd personally **** him up.

I really didn't want to see what i saw at the lan.Somehow,it's been affecting me till now.

Oh well...My eyes have reached their limit and will close in
5....
4....
3....
2....
1....
0.

Goodnight people.

CNY was held at a chalet booked by an uncle.My family and i stayed in it for the first night.A cousin stayed over too.Woke up at 7 for a walk by the beach.I went real far and came back with a blister on each foot.It totally ruined my day.No swimming and i couldn't even take 3 steps without wincing in pain,not to mention making me look like a hip hop star while walking.

This year's CNY sucked.Some cousins weren't here.Awkward silence around distant relatives.Two blisters.And the worst of all,NO STEAMBOAT.CNY without steamboat is like a song without lyrics.It's incomplete.

Bowling tomorrow but i doubt i could even go over 80 with the condition my legs are in.Can't cancel at the last minute since it wouldn't be nice...

Bored these days.I'm done with maple private servers.Audition seems empty without friends.Hope poly life would be more interesting than this knee-deep-in-shit situation i'm in now.I'm as free as a bird now but i can't go out everyday cuz i'm broke.So i guess i'm dead either way.Swell.

"There are times when we feel like we understand each other beyond our imaginations.The opposite happens quite often too."

Today,i finally did the JAE application.I put Creative Writing For TV and New Media as my first choice.I hope i wont live to regret this decision.

Still got 150 bucks from some improvement award that i gotta collect from school.Hmm...bored these days.But lazy to work......=.=

Total couch poato these days.Even audi is starting to bore me.And one friend already quit.I hope a chain reaction doesn't occur but seriously,audi seems kinda meaningless now.

Probably gonna rot at home everyday till poly starts.Bye.

"Fate via Sms" - Austen

Did nothing much today.Considering whether to opt for Mass Comm or the Creative Writing course as my first choice.My friend's aiming for the Creative Writing course and i wanna join him. =X Honestly i dont know.And i don't wanna care.But i have to since the deadline for submission is this friday.

Finished watching Gurren Lagann today.Pretty sad and crappy ending.Sad cuz after the prontagonist went against all odds to get back his love,she had to disappear into thin air.The very deed of getting her back caused it.It's like no matter what you do,you get sadness.The crappy part was that the anime wasn't tied up very well.The main character just went away after his love disappeared.Very very slip-shod ending.But on overall,i don't regret watching it since it HAS taught me something.Faith is powerful,be it your own or someone else's.Or something like that la.Oh btw,the main character is called Simon too. XD

Tried writing a substantial blog today but i failed.Terribly,i might add.I wanna play audi but there's just no one to play with.And i'm getting sick of having to delete people from my buddy list.I seem to know everyone and yet there's 50 slots.But i dont know 50 people!!!!So where are the extras coming from?I don't know and i don't care.I think i've gotta start rejecting BL requests starting now.

Gotta go now cuz i feel like shit.Bye.

"I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand."

Well...guess what?I'm still alive.

I was damn nervous last night.Tried to sleep at 11.30 but i still couldn't sleep even at 4.Going back to school was fun.Seeing all my friends again felt so nice and it was like there was no holday in between at all.Everyone talked and laughed together...

As for my results,it was kinda shocking.I got 15 for L1R5 and 11 for L1R4.It was almost dream-like.Here's the grades for the individual subjects.

English - A1
Literature - A1
Combined Humans - B3
E Maths - B4
Combined Science - C5
POA - B3
Chinese - B3

Lots of stuff to say.Both A1s were surprising cuz i only dared to hope for a B3 for both and nothing higher.Combined humanities.Well,sleeping in class does work,Mrs Baljit. =) @#$! Science was lucky cuz my chem paper was really screwed up.I had a panic attack during the last 5 minuts of the paper cuz there were just so many questions that i didn't know the answer to and just tikam-ed all the way though.Maths B4.Biggest shocker.I thought i'd fail for sure since my Paper 2 was worth 50 marks at most since so many questions were undone.As for POA,there's nothing to say except that the credit all goes to Mr Chua.Really.From a F9 to a B3.He sure is a miracle worker.Even though you'll probably never see this,THANK YOU.

Well there i go.I'm not dead and i'm seriously lucky compared to some classmates who did superb in prelims but underperformed at the final moment.

Thanks to all my friends who were there for me,both rl and audi.And thanks to Val for letting me know this.It made me feel alot better last night. =)

Okay enough with the babbling.Imma sleep now.Bye.

Woke up at about 2pm today.Played real late till bout 4am since my whole family were in malaysia. =)

Spent most of the day watching Gurren Lagann and Audi-ing.

Somehow i got lucky...Did something real bad yesterday to a friend but she's still nice to me today.Either she didn't catch the meaning of what i said yesterday or she's an angel.Should be the latter but i can't be sure...And i ain't stupid to go clarify that with her.But,things are complicated...

Results coming tomorrow.Should have done more today since it'll probably be the last day of my life.Worried but the results should be predictable.Hard to go below 16...That's if i even make it below 20.And i'm talking about L1R4 to boot. =.=

Feeling a little awkward about seeing classmates again tomorrow.It's been so long since we've met.Hmm....gonna be speechless seeing them.

Gonna go now.I've tried to post as much as i can since this will be my swan song(or post,rather).Bye.

"Sudden silence."

Cousin came over to my house to stay last night so that we could go to SP and NP's Open House together.Cleared both polys faster than expected and we both went home early.

I'm interested in:
1.Creative Writing for Tv and New Media(New course in SP)
2.MassComm (Highly-esteemed course with super-low cut-point of 10 in NP)
3.Psychology and Applied Drama (Seems interesting enough.Cut-off point was 9,i think.In Sp.)
4.Most business courses.

Fingers got kinda weird after i came back and i looked like a retard despite my level in audi.Managed to defeat my cousin though. =D Well,she hasn't played in a long time and she deproved like WOW.I owe her an ice-cream and she owes me a Mercedes Guardian.Quite a fair deal,huh. =D

Got bored of having no one to play with so i slept from about 6pm-11pm.Fingers got better but then i had no one to play with by 12.30. =.= Going nuts trying to find something to do now.

I'm super worried about my O level results.Gonna be released on monday,or at least that's what i heard.I am so going to die.My secondary school years have been spent in vain.Sorry to WWSS.You can exclude me from your alumni.|

I miss smsing my cousin(another one). =( She's one hell of a figure in school.Sec 1 only and she actually requested for a Girls' Bball CCA in her school.Wish i could be as outgoing a her.Hope the school grants her request. *keeps fingers crossed*

Going for Gurren Lagann now.Bye =D

Audi marathon from 12pm to 11.30pm.A friend's going for choir auditions tomorrow and it somehow got me excited too.

Nothing else to say today.Bye.

Finally finished reading the leaked manuscript of Midnight Sun on the internet after spending last night and this afternoon.It was interesting to know how Edward thought of Bella when they first met as well as Edward's opinions on certain events that happened in school...

Trying out a new anime called Gurren Lagann.Dunno if it's nice anot but it's been interestnig so far.These days are boring....i could practically give up audi now.

Suddenly,i'm into piano ballads and thus explains the piece on my blog.Nothing more to say already so goodbye.

"A vampire angel."

Well...i played audi from 12 to 5.30 today and binged on homemade laksa too.Then i went swimming at CDANS Sembawang.Surprisingly,i did about 100 laps.(Yes,three digits.)I didn't swim like vigorously all the way though....i swam non-stop from 6 to 8.15 and now my hair feels super dry.My arms are aching but i dont regret it one bit. =)

I used to love swimming and now i guess i'm back to being addicted to it.The water beneath the surface is calm and still and i can think about stuff without people disturbing me.

To think i used to get out of the pool having done less than 20 laps....LOL.

Went to SAFYC Sembawang for dinner before going home...

Hmm....gonna be bored these days.All of my audi friends are having school.I'm gonna be rotting at home till at night.I'll probably gorge myself with anime in the day.I might go and watch Twilight tomorrow though.Although i promised myself to watch it the first day it opens in theatres,i broke the promise.Well,better late than never. =)

I'm gonna stay awake until my friend goes offline in msn.Bye~

Well...youngsters these days are frightening.I'll say no more.

Finished watching Myself;Yourself yesterday.It's a very touching anime.

At first it seems like everyone's enjoying their high school life but actually everyone has their own inner demons and troubles.Made me wanna cry so many times.Especially in the last two episodes,i really couldn't take it and had to leave the computer/my room and go to the balcony cuz my family was inside as well...

I strongly recommend this anime.The opening and ending songs are very nice too.

Typical otaku day for me.Bye.

"Love to hate.Hate to love."

See what staying at home for so long has done to me?

I pissed off a good friend of mine today in audi.Now that i look back on it,everything i said was so retarded. =.=

Something inside me went loose,i think.Said alot of dumb stuff that i usually wont.

Oh well,what's done is done.

Gonna look for something to do.Worse case scenario:Sleep.And oh by the way,it's 3.40am now.

"Some people don't deserve second chances.Like me."

New Years Eve

How did i spend it?I woke up at about 11-something.Logged into msn and played audi till about 6 with my friends until they had to go for a dinner.Chionged 2 animes,Kannagi and Myself ; Yourself till about 1-something before they returned.

In between,i didn't even watch the countdown on tv nor did i do a "10,9,8..." countdown beforethe strike of twelve.Nothing of that sort at all.

Played audi with them till 3 before i got forced by my mother to sleep.

How did i spend my New Year's Eve?Like any other day.

Had an afterthought though.Those people who had to work during the celebration like waiters and peroformers and such,i actually feel sad for them.I'm sure the arrival oh the new year would be a special moment for many of those working and surely they'd want to spend that special moment with someone special?but instead they had to work.Hmm.....well,welcome to reality.