Tuesday, April 29, 2008

The Horror Continues...

Hai...Today was damn event-less.Slept in CL class,SS class and a little in Chem class.POA most crazy le.Mr Chua ask me question while i was stoning so i gave him a 'sotong' look and a 'sotong' answer....But that was not enough.I had to "look into his eyes" and "look at his pen" and point out a damn obvious answer on the board.Obvious but yet i couldn't see.What does that make me?During Pure Lit class,we had an open-book test but it didn't really help anyway.I still gave very little evidence because i was rambling on and on about what i think about the character and half a period was already gone by the time i realised that,i just threw caution to the wind to ramble on and on and on..........Toot~ If i don't fail the test,i'll eat macaroni or something...(I absolutely HATE macaroni.I ABHOR it.I DETEST it.In fact,i would like to say F**K YOU to the guy who created macaroni.)Absolutely one of the carbs that i hate most. =X

I reached home considerably early today and i couldn't even play CS cuz my little bro deleted it. =.= Life is so unfair.My CS gone = No more spraying on dead bodies and blocking people. T.T And i was just beginning to be good at those things.(Hey,if you can't win the other team,sabo your own team.That's my motto.....JK)Eventually,i played online Scrabble(although i love Scrabble,playing it online out of desperation is just pathetic.)and i met this guy who was a sore loser and put me in his noplay list.Hey,it's not my fault his rating is higher than me and yet he lost.One word.NOO_.
Fill in the last letter at your own discretion. =)

No B-Ball tonight either cuz everyone seems to be having exams tomorrow. =( Exams suck.Little pieces of paper that decides your worth depending on how you fill in its blanks.Pui.Academics ain't the only way to success.Besides,who is there to define our notion of success?Society?NO!It is us who decide our own fate and our own notion of success,not society.If society's notion of success was not to become rich and famous,we wouldn't be facing those social problems that stem out of gambling addicts who,in a desperate struggle for success,take the wrong path,which is gambling.People wouldn't commit suicide whenever they lose their jobs or when they lose in the stock market.F.

I had my maths paper 2 only monday and i can safely assure you that i definitely screwed it up.Definitely,without a shadow of a doubt.I AM SCREWED FOR MATHS!!!I didn't even have enough time to finish my paper.I should just go jump into the river or something....(On second thought,i shouldn't cuz i know how to swim.)Maybe jump off a building?But then again,i'm seriously afraid of heights.There are times where you just don't feel like living any more because living is so difficult.Ironically,you find that dying is even harder because you can't even overcome your fears.LOLS.Life is so whimsical.

Okay,it's late so i gotta sleep now.Must remember bring my Social Studies notes to revise tomorrow or else i can go eat west north wind already...

"Trapped in life i am.Retreat or advance i am unable to."

Sunday, April 27, 2008

My Best Friend JY

Okay,i'm not really talking about my best friend.I'm just naming this entry after a Cash Equip in Maplestory because the friend whose birthday was on 28th April,which was yesterday,was called JY too.Lols.It's okay if you don't get this part.

Anyways,yesterday,my tuition was cancelled.Woots~ So i decided to slack at home before going out with JY.In fact,i got to know this guy through my little brother.o.O
So,me and my brother were training our Priest and DK account and my little bro killed himself 2 times on total.2 Times.Omg.And guess how he died?He went to parlour and he saw an Ah ma there and he still tried to teleport past her.Dumb move.The second time was when he fought Bain and forgot to heal himself.=.=

By the time we were done,i was already late.So,me and my brother rushed to Lot 1 to meet the rest of the group.JY was a little grumpy that we were late but who cares?We were there already so bite me.We decided to go to Escape Theme Park.Along the MRT ride,JY kept threatening to leave because we were late so at one station,guess what he did.He went out of one door and ran to another door and entered again.A little childish perhaps but i guess i'm saying this because i didn't think it was funny at all.The rest of the group seemed to disagree cuz they laughed like laughing hyenas...

At Escape,first thing we did was to go for the Haunted House.My friends said it wasn't scary at all but to me it was. o.O By the way,the scariest haunted mansion i've been to was at Dreamworld in Austrailia i think.So anyways,i kept running towards the exit and at the end,everyone kept laughing at me.Was my behaviour really funny to laugh at? o.O

Then,we took the pirate ship a couple of times and we went to The Inverter but it wasn't really as scary as it seemed.The most thrilling ride in Escape has to be the Pirate Ship.After that,we went for the Go Kart and had to wait damn long.When it was our turn,everyone was just happy that we didn't have to wait anymore.Now,here's the embarrassing part.The crewmember said to go three laps but i accidentally overshot my supposed number of laps and i realised it only at the part where we had to drive upwards.So,i just waited there like a fool while a crewmember slowly came and pushed my car away cuz i didn't know how to reverse.Extreme humiliation was what i felt when the other people were staring at me as though i was a blue watermelon.Sad case.sad case....However,the funny thing was that later,we all realised that we had only gone two laps instead of three.It turned out that the crewmember underchanged us,probably because there were alot of people waiting. o.O I just got humiliated for nothing because i should have gone that extra lap.I thought i had overshot my laps only because no one else was catching up to me.What the fish.

Before leaving we went for some Orange Julius and then we headed to Bugis Junction for dinner.While walking,i saw Paul Twohill and some of his friends walk pas me and there was some buzz about him....o.O We wanted Seoul Garden but it was full house so we had to wait half an hour.In the meantime,we went to the Virtualand at the basement and i changed for some coins to play Tekken 5.However,everyone was playing and there were no slots available.Even half an hour later,i had not played even one time but it was time to go for Seoul Garden.

Here's the dumb part.After Seoul Garden,i totally forgot about the tokens that i hadn't used and worst of all,i felt them in my pockets but i thought they were just ordinary coins and shoved them inside my wallet.Damn.What a stupid thing to do.Then,we all went back to Lot 1 for arcade.

I played Dance Dance Revolution 3rd Mix and some Tekken 5 before we left for bowling.By the time we left the arcade,it was already 12 but we decided to go anyway.However,a friend had to leave because his parents wanted him to go home.Bummer.So,there were four people left and we took a cab to CDANS Bukit Batok.I hate midnight charges.

As usual,i sucked at bowling and got the lowest score among everyone.Hey,i wasn't this bad in the past.I just lost my touch,that's all....Anyways,JY,the birthday boy had to rush home so again,we took a cab.By the time it all ended it was like 2.30am.Lols.Though it was exhausting,it was a fun day.Hahas.

Today,however,is going to be on a totally different note because i need to study my maths because i have my Maths Paper 2 on Monday.I'm just gonna get some breakfast/lunch (I woke up at 2 pm.) before i start studying.Time to mug my brains out!!!!!

"The truth is only what you believe it to be."

Friday, April 25, 2008

My Routine Life....

Today school went on as normal.Nothing special.By the way,i've finished reading "Off Centre" in class today.It's a really great story.I'm just glad i took Pure Lit.One of my favourite subjects in school.Or maybe my ONLY favourite subject in school. o.O We'll see how it goes...

When i went home,my friend came to my house and he gave me 10k a-cash,which sad to say,i wasted all of it on Gachapon and i got crappy stuff.Good thing i wasn't the one who paid for the A-cash.I tried 'Clocking' a couple of times both in my Dragon Knight and my Priest account but i failed each time.Sad.Then,i went to play online Scrabble.I owned some people.Some people owned me.By 7pm,i was sick of it so i went ate some dinner before going down for some B-Ball.

After B-Ball,i went home and my parents had bought some food for me.Baked rice.Mmm.....I was supposed to train my Dk with my partner but he quit halfway so i kena pang seh.Dots....In the end,i went to watch some anime before writing this entry.

Sianz.Yet another day wasted.Gone.Irrecoverable.Never coming back.I wanna do something different.Routines are the nemesis of adaptability.I'm doing the same things everyday over and over again until i forget how to do anything else.Just like how you keep feeding stray monkeys and one day,you leave them alone and they no longer know how to find food by themselves.Haizzz....Depression is overcoming my soul and spirit.The Great Depression.Anyways,i gotta go now because i still haven't done my maths tuition homework and it's already lie 12.15am now?Lols.Gotta finish it so that i can sleep soon.After my tuition,i gotta go out with a friend cuz it's his birthday.Happy birthday to my friend!Clap Clap~

Nontheless,here's the video i promised.Even though it takes a heck of a time to upload it,it's fine with me since i'm doing my homework by the computer.Okay then,enjoy this short video.By the way,i seriously recommend going to Han Long's blog cuz there's an EXTREMELY funny video there.Gotta watch it.(Not for the mentally immature.)


"Everyone is given the same amount of time but unlike others,I can't spend it the way i want to."

Damn.You know what?I give up uploading the video.I waited so damn long and in the end it can't be played.Now,i'm just going to leave that void there in memory of the video i wanted to post. =.=

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Sianzation.....

Today i'm feeling alot more cheerful.I guess i've already put yesterday's unhappiness behind me.Maybe i am a pushover or maybe i'm too forgiving(which people occasionally do tell me) but what's done is done.I can't change it and it will never change so might as well forgive and move on.Besides,with exams closing in,i guess i don't really have any more time to indulge in my stormy emotions...

Today,lessons went on fine.During E Geog lessons,the class watched this nature documentary and there was this really cute polar bear sliding off the mountain ^^ (It didn't die or anything F.Y.I. just so that you know i'm not a sadist.)One bad thing that happened today.My EL Teacher,Ms Nithiya,told the class that the boys will be tested by Ms Tay for EL Oral.Imagine the horror.You've never known true horror till you know what Ms Tay's like.Everyone can just get ready some tissue paper and cry while they flunk their orals.

After maths remedial,i rushed to the library for my POA remedial but since the library was closed,i guess it aleady ended....o.O Something funny that happened today.Me and Edwin was walking up the stairs to the staff room one last attempt to look for the POA group but to no avail.But guess who was waiting at the top of the "mountain"?Ms Tay.X_X She was taking a tube of toothpaste and a toothbursh and pointed it at Edwin and asked "What do you think of Lee?"Edwin fumbled and mumbled something like "She's heavily influenced by Western cultures."Then,she said "Wow!Good Answer!" and walked to the toilet...The whole scene was just so funny.Lols!Somehow,I ended up playing chapteh with Qing Ba and some 4H students.Quite a fun activity.

Now i feel so sian.Another day just went by with nothing nice happening.If existing meant trying to make one's life meaningful,i would be failing that criteria.Gotta go now.Gotta play BB with my Maple partners.

"I am rooted to my rootless identity."

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Exam Day...(F__K-ed Up Version)

Today marked the starting of the exam period.Today,i had my EL paper 1 and my CL paper 1 & 2...This morning,my principal had specially gathered only the Sec 4 students to the hall and began to tell us how we should be early for our exams because if there was a change of venue or should any unforseen circumstances occur,we would still make it on time and then she pointed to some latecomers.If you ask me,she was just trying to be 'guai lan'.If you don't understand,then don't try to. ^^

The CL papers were not that difficult...Surprisingly,i found the EL paper to be more difficult.I wanted to write an argumentative essay on 'Power' but i couldn't start and i had no ideas.So,i wrote about an achievement i had that went unnoticed by others....Crappy work.Sure-fail is how i'll describe it.

After school,my classmate,Austen,reminded me that i had POA remedial after my papers.I like totally forgot about it?I was like (o.O) and then i asked someone else and i got the same answer.There WAS POA remedial today.And i thought i could go home early...

In the library was the F__K-ed up part.I just wanted to home early so i ignored everyone even when they disturbed me.There was this toot guy who thought he was very funny.Even though i lent him my correction fluid and calculator,he was still...._|_ When i asked for my calculator back,he passed me my Chinese electronic dictionary instead and thought it was very amusing.Apparently everyone else in the group thought so too.In addition,they kept giving me the wrong answers when i asked them how to do the questions....Toot people.

As a result,when the teacher was explaining something to me,i couldn't get any of it inside my head at all.Simply because,i was like so fed up inside.Suey to meet these kind of people.And i thought they were my friends.How wrong i was.But i don't hate them.I only hate my judgement.Dunno if i can still maintain my friendship with those people.I hope they'll change and maybe so will my judgement.

Today,another F__K-ed Up event happened in the canteen.Edwin was eating his food when this idiot just came by and knocked him while he was eating.On purpose.What a jerk.At first,i didn't notice.Then,i saw Edwin holding his spoon in an extremely awkward position and then he started scolding vulgar language under his breath.Luckily,someone calmed him down before he started going after that person's blood.Not a pretty sight to see.Worse of all.a dollar fifty gone.Wasted.

Though i said i would poat the video i wanted to show on this entry,i decided against it because it's already like seven and i gotta rush through my Chem homework before 8 so that i can go for my basketball.Perhaps tomorrow or never.... =(

Feeling really pissed at everything right now.If i see those people tomorrow,i don't know what i'd do.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Some Random Stuff That You'd Not Want To Read....(Trust Me)

Finally i'm back...I've not been posting for about a week cuz i was rather tired from school and handling MS stuff.Nothing much happened for these few days...except for the Sports Meet last friday.(Oh how innovative?Changing Sports Day to Sports Meet.Clap Clap for the PE Department.Yay =.=)How would i describe it?CMI.It's a phrase i've been using alot recently...o.O Dunno why. There were no single events.Only class events.10 X 200m =.= Coupled with a FOS(Full-Of-Shit) musical chair event that was like so freaking childish and lame.CMI again.We didn't even need to learn any cheers this year.Zero Sports Day atmosphere.100% Dung.How did i feel after the Sports Meet?I felt this. _|_

Over the weekend,things got really bad.My friend and I tried to Zak but we couldn't survive during all 5 tries.Just imagine all the time and mesos we wasted.Pui.Even better still,my friend spammed the Shift Key for mana pots just when the Zakum was at b3 20% and guess what?The screen went blank and later we went to the desktop.Here's what we saw:"You have pressed the Shift key 5 times which enabled Sticky Keys".CMI player on a CMI com.Great.

Today,school went on as usual.During SS lesson,the old teacher(old as in previous,but not that the teacher is not old o.O What am i even saying?) was back to teach us.So guess what?I slept again.Surprisingly,i was not roused even one time from my peaceful slumber under the cool air-conditioning.I think the teacher gave up waking me...Once again,i would like to say that i couldn't help it.I did try to stay awake for as long as i could,but i couldn't. =.=

During English remedial,there was oral practice and the teacher used the same old notes from the last time i came.This is because previously,only some students turned up and i happened to turn up so i had done it already.But then,being faced with the same notes again was not what i had expected.And my EL teacher just said today that for compositions,we should do something we are familiar with. o.O Talk about doing something familiar...Lols.So,since i was already there,i just decided to stay on and examine other students...

Funniest thing that happened to me today:While i was taking the lift up to my house,some guy who had entered the lift as well suddenly just turned to me and said:"Hey!You know,maybe you should go do some running,you know?Being healthy is important." I was like (o.O) and then not wanting to be rude,i had to reply,so i said:"I do play basketball" and then he began telling me about how i should exercise more like maybe thrice a week instead of once a week.If by some idiotic coincidence that middle-aged guy comes to my blog,here's a news flash for you:I exercise EVERYDAY of the week,mind you and i go for at least an hour everytime so what more do you want from me,huh??!! o.O The experience is kind of funny cuz normally if a stranger were to talk to you in the lift,you'd probably think immediately that he's trying to mug you or something....Lols.I guess in the end,he was just being concerned.But here's something.Losing weight needs TIME.Quite a kind person but he's living in the wrong country.Singapore has no place for such caring and concerned people.Perhaps the UK might be better for him.Singaporeans like me can't handle kindness from strangers.Period.

Okay.It's 11.17pm and i gotta sleep soon cuz i still have school tomorrow.In fact,i started writing this entry only when my mother fell asleep.Hee hee ^^Okay then i gotta go now...I'll probably do another entry only by the end of this week because my exams start this Wednesday.Time flies when you don't keep it properly.Now,here's a funny video to lighten up our hopelessly dampened sad souls....Enjoy it while you can....


P.S. : I didn't load the video in the end because it was simply taking too long...I guess i'll just have to leave it for my next entry ^^ Btw i don't know what PS stands for.If anyone knows,pls tell me in my Cbox.Thanks alot. =)

Saturday, April 12, 2008

The Day That Never Arrived...

Today,school ended even earlier than expected because of the rain ^^ I reached home at about 11am.Played awhile before leaving with my friends for Suntec City.Now comes the embarrassing part.I kept telling them i knew how to go to Suntec City but in the end,i took the North-South Line to Somerset and guess what?I'm at the other end of Ochard Road.Omg.There was nothing i could say.There was nothing my friends could say either.So,i called my mom for directions.Suntec City was located at City Hall.(Something in me breaks.)I could have reached City Hall in like half an hour instead of the 45 minutes that i took to reach Somerset from the other side of the North-South Line.Damn.But then again,who can i blame but MYSELF?

At Suntec City,we spent a hell lot of time finding the new Asiasoft Customer Centre but we managed to find it in the end.$164.Gone in a flash.My account was finally unbanned.Strangely,i didn't feel as happy as i thought i would be.I just felt...nothing. O.o On the third floor of Suntec Tower 3,there's this arcade and to my surprise,there's Tekken 6 and Dance Maniax j-Paradise there!!! Omg.Suntec is now officially one of my favourite spots in town.After that,my friends and I had a crappy lunch at Pizza Hut.Now,i would liek to say something about fastfood.IT SUCKS!I can't understand why people like fast food!It's unhealthy and expensive.It's like you're paying to get yourself killed.Does it even make sense?!By the way,I didn't wanna go into Pizza Hut.My friends wanted to.Just wanted to make it clear.

After lunch/dinner (You could call it my dinner cuz i didn't eat anything after that.),we went back to Lot 1 where one of my friends went seperate ways cuz he had to go to school for an event.Me and my other friend just whiled our time at the arcade before going home.End of my day.

Today didn't seem as exciting as I imagined.Sometimes when you fantasize about something,you think so much about it that you subconciously create a seemingly different version of the same thing,which was what happened to me.I think in the end,all i wanted was something out of routine to happen.That is all. =_=

Today didn't suck,but it didn't rock as well.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Screwed up... (X_X)

Today,school went on as usual with the lessons and hangman games except during SS lesson...it was so boring and dry even though it was a different teacher teaching...Maybe it's due to another reason that i can't concentrate? o.O And to make things worse,i like totally blurred out when i had to present a SS project that my group came up with.I practically didn't do anything so i was rather unfamiliar with the work and i simply read off the whole script instead of condensing it.Big mistake.I couls see everyone bored.The students were bored.The teacher didn't seem to pay attention to what i was saying.My group members were irritated.I just wanted it all to end...

I went to Yuan Sheng's house with Qing Ba to hangout and play Naruto since both my Maths and Physics supplementary lessons were cancelled(Woots!) ^^ My maths teacher,Ms Lau,made a deal with us.If we wanted to skip the supplementary,we had to do extra homework.Everyone agreed immediately.O.o Personally i don't know if it's worth it...Lols.

When i was on my way back,i slept in the bus until the stop before my house when i just suddenly woke up. o.O I never realised i was so tired before...

At home.I went to download the new patch for Maple and started playing.I went to try this Herb Town PQ and it sucked.Other than EXP being so friggin' low,the monsters simply looked so ridiculous that i had no mood to fight them. =.=

Night.Wanted to play basketball but realised that i had lost my basketball a few days ago.My friends were a little pissed off that i told them only at the last minute but what the heck.The day's been bad enough already and i couldn't care less!

All i can hope for is that my account can be unbanned smoothly tomorrow.And only today,i discovered that the Asiasoft Centre had shifted to Suntec City.W-T-F to Asiasoft.Being stationed so far away in PcBunk was bad enough already but they had to go even further to Suntec City.Now,that's what i'd call "Going The Distance"...Pui.

Okay then that's all for today ler.For now,i'll just cross my fingers and pray to no god that tomorrow will be better. O_O

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Idling...

These days,life has been pretty routine...Nothing special going on.This friday,however,is my school's Awards Day so i'll get to leave to school earlier and to top it off,there will be no lessons ^^ I'm planning to go to PC Bunk on friday to unban my Hermit account.Finally,after saving up for so many days,my partners and i have saved almost enough money to unban my Hermit account!

In school,some classes are fun and some are boring...So,during the boring classes,my classmates and i decided to play a variation of Hangman to pass the time...Lols.We'll all come up with as difficult words as possible so that we can't guess each other's words.

I'm feeling very irritated these days.It keeps raining in the afternoon so when i wanna go play basketball at night,the floor isn't dry yet so i can't play with my friends.Previously,i've tried playing on the wet floor and believe me when i say that during the game,there's surely someone who will slip and fall...Damn.If only it would rain in the morning then at least the floor would be dry or mostly dry by nighttime...

My focus of the week would be on friday where i'll finally go unban my Maple account...After all,friday has always been MY day. ^^

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Wonderful Days...

Finally i'm back after so long...Had a lot of stuff to do and hence could not update my blog...

These days i've been watching alot of D.Grayman.It's a very nice anime but i always seem to catch on to animes very slowly so i started watching only a while ago...

Yesterday,something wonderful happened.I got back my maths test and guess what?I passed!Yes,i had actually passed!!!Okay i know it may seem trivial to most people but for a person like me who's been failing maths all his life,it's absolutely AMAZING!!!It's as though in the pouring rain,an umbrella suddenly appeared.

And speaking of this,it really happened to me today.I was walking to the bus-stop from school even while it was pouring and i was soaked!Then,someone(she looked a maid) suddenly ran up to me and sheltered me with an umbrella all the way to the bus-stop!Then,at the bus-stop,i met Sherwin.And coincidentally,that maid turned out to be his maid!It's so coincidental that i still can't believe it...The world does have it's bright side after all.You hust have to look close enough,just like how you need to look closely to differentiate the good apples from the rotten ones.

School these days ain't such a pain in the ass anymore.It's become rather fun.Especially Pure Lit class.I just love Pure Lit class!!!It's fun and interesting.School has become very enjoyable lately.I don't find myself wishing that i was at home when i'm in school anymore.Lols.Well,most classes are enjoyable with the exception of a few.Especially Chem.Somehow,me and Chem just don't click.I can't see why.The teacher is very nice too.Miss Ng.She really cares for the class and her effort is there for everyone to see.But despite this,I don't know why i just can't score in Chem.Bummer.

As an ending note,I'd like to say that i'm considering whether to make a new blog cuz the background bores the crap out of me and secondly,the address of my blog sounds strange.Lols.Well,that's all folks!
Bai Bai~~~!!!!