Went bowling today.Score was 12x even though i got like 6 spares? I don't even know how i could've screwed up till my score became like this.Didn't go to LQ this time cuz i had a stomachache.Blame it all on having curry for breakfast and that 4-flavoured Big Gulp.Haha.

Went home damn early today.Rather wasted.Haven't played pool and met my cousins in a long time... I should do either one soon.

I realised enrolling to poly is anything but easy.So much troublesome stuff to do that it's killing me.

What a shitty friday.And it's Audi and Anime marathon over the weekend again.Swell.

"Grape doesn't taste like grapefruit at all."

Went out buying clothes and stuff today.Went to collect the improvement award cheque from school too.Mom gave me NETS so it was something new for me.

Time spent:12 hours (From time i left house till the time i reached home。）

-Something from JP
-Bought a tee from Crocs at Queensway for 26 bucks.
-Vans shoes from Stadium at Takashimaya for 99 bucks.

Which means i spent 4 hours on each item. =.=

I can safely say most of the time was spent on walking.I wanted to go to Paragon and i walked from Taka to one end of Orchard Road in the rain before realising Paragon was OPPOSITE taka. Omg?

Also,i spent alot of time taking the wrong mrt.I wanted to go from Redhill mrt to Somerset mrt but i took the mrt in the opposite direction instead.I realised my mistake only after travelling two extra stops. =.=

Not to mention wanting to go to Takashimaya but alighting at Somerset instead of Orchard mrt.I walked ALL THE WAY to Taka and i was like super pissed to find Orchard mrt along the way.It would seem that the entity of Orchard mrt never existed in my head until i walked past it today.

And i walked from Raffles mrt to City hall mrt just to find Peninsula plaza.By the time i reached,all the shops were closed. Fire trUCK.

To think i was actually proud of having a good sense of direction.Look how i fucked up today.

I'm pissed also cuz i didn't get the shorts and bermudas that were supposed to be at the top of my priority list.Instead,i got a tee which i already have alot of at home
and a pair of shoes i bought without giving much consideration.Today's trip was real wasted.

And i dont think i'm ready for Nets or a credit card because the temptation of instant money is more than i can handle.I tried damn hard to control my spending cuz i didn't want my parents to be disappointed with me but i dont think i'll ever go out with NETS again anytime soon...

Feet are achng now and i think i got a blister on my foot again.Gonna sleep now even though it's only a little past three.Ciao~

"Nothing tastes as sweet as what i can't have."

Supposed to go for bowling today but Zhen Yang said he would be late and could make it only at 2.30.I decided to cancel today's bowling session since i wasn't confident of getting 2 lanes at that time.A pity though.I heard Gibson was coming.I'd have liked to bowl against him.

Stayed at home rotting.Mother was in bad mood so i didn't even get to use the com.My father let me use the com at night and hence this post.Tomorrow i was planning to buy clothes but there's a cash flow problem.So i dont know if it'll work out or not...

Gonna msn now.Bye~

The chalet was a blast!Though i really spent a heck lot of money.$100+ in four days.What the hell...

1st Day.
Had 5 other people other than me at the chalet,namely Austen,Jonathan,John,Zhen Yang and Reuben.Both Reuben and Jonathan's birthday happened to fall in this week so the rest of us all chipped in for birthday presents.At the chalet,there were 2 beds and two mattresses so we really had to squeeze with each other when we slept.Zhen Yang,Austen and i stayed up the latest everyday to play Naruto xD

2nd Day.
We wanted to go to Escape and that was when we realised it does not open on weekdays so we went to Wild Wild Wet instead.I got sunburnt there. =( If only i bothered to put sunblock on my back,i wouldn't be feeling so horrible right now.Most of them went there to look at girls =.= The wave pool was the most fun to me xD Everything else was just so-so.We also played bowling at Orchid Bowl there.The lanes there are so much cooler than the lanes at Starbowl Bukit Batok that we usually go to.But then again,it's more expensive for them too(About 3+ i think).However,i've got the Nebo card so i pay $2.50 per game across all time belts.Had BBQ for dinner today.Though it wasn't filling,it was really fun.The food was great too.When the guys asked me about how the stingray tasted,i said "It's good,but it can be better." and they've been teasing me about it ever since. =.=

3rd day.
Jonathan left today cuz he had something on in the afternoon.Oh well...At least everyone had a little more bed space ^^ Did nothing much today.Mostly slacking and playing Bluff in the chalet.John and Reuben bought pellet guns and they shot at each other in the room.I was just watching and then suddenly Austen took a pellet and put it in my ear. =.= It got stuck inside and we had walk all the way to a clinic in White Sands to get it out.25 bucks just for a retarded prank and a stupid pellet.However,the guys were nice enough to split the cost with me so everyone chipped in 5 bucks...

Final Day.
Got up at about 9+ and started to bathe and pack up.Had Grab and Go breakfast from Mac cuz i was really running out of money.Played Ps2 for awhile before leabing the chalet with the guys.When we just left DTE,i realised i left my wallet in the chalet and had to go back myself to get it. =.= Wasted alot of time cuz of it but i managed to get my wallet back in the end.

Overall,the chalet was fun.Everyone played Monopoly at night and i was usually hated by everyone cuz i just wouldn't sell my property to anyone. xD Also,i got to know Reuben a little more. =D

Today.
Attended a funeral first thing in the morning.My uncle of mine passed away from a sudden heart failure on Wednesday and i came back from the chalet just in time for the last day of the funeral.Even though the uncle and i were very distant,i still felt very sad when i heard my aunt crying when his body was being cremated.My dad said my uncle was forced by his son to become a christian.His son even told him to discard all his Buddhist paraphernalia.He said he would but he secretly kept them in his drawer.I think this shows he converted not because he had a change of faith but more for love for his son.My aunt converted too,afraid that her son would not talk to her again if she didn't.I know it's unfair to my cousin without hearing the whole story but i kinda hate him for making my uncle convert.If his aim was for his father to go to heaven after he died,i hope he's happy now.

Going to write another blog now.Bye.

Guess what people?I lied.I can't fix up my blog because of one simple and obvious reason.I DONT KNOW HOW TO.Okay.On to today.

I went bowling with the usual people.Austen had to keep distracting me.And worse of all,Zhen Yang had to join in. =.= i really wasted my money in the first game.But things got better later on.And everyone wanted to try curling except me.Though what they did wasn't really curling but more of a "helicopter" move.Haha john seemed to get it very soon though.

Played Laser Quest after bowling and it was a Free-For-All match this time.I got 4th T_T And Reuben got first again.Damn he's good.

I was really exhausted by the time i came home and i slept from 6 to 10.

Audi-ed to about 12 when the server DCed me for a good few hours.Well at least all my avatar is still there or i'd raise hell with Asiasoft.Gonna play again now.

Oh btw i'm going to a friend's chalet.Or rather a friend's friend's chalet.I dont really know him well but my friends are going so i thought i'd tag along.It'd be a good opportunity to get to know him better anyways. =D

Imma go now.Bye =D

Well,i didn't have a valentine on Valentine's Day.I played audi till about 6 and then went to SAFYC for dinner.Saw lots of couples dressed to the nines having a fancy western set meal.It was freaking ex lor.Like $40++ per person.I went to order the usual chinese dishes and man did we look out of place.Hahas...

Went for a movie (Pink Panther 2) and it sucked.Even the popcorn was more interesting than the movie itself.Or maybe i'm just a glutton. =X Anyways,i didn't really want to watch this particular movie.I wanted Valkyrie or Bride Wars but my friends insisted on PP2. =.= But more than anything,i just wanted to stay out until Vday was over.I dont know why.Lols.

Here's a poem.A Vday poem.Wriiten by yours truly.

First we were friends who would say hi and bye
But lately we've begun to ask how and why
As time went by,feelings grew on their own
I hope i'm not in this all alone

When i see you with other guys
Jealousy rages across the skies
Yet afraid to cross friendship's line
I dont say what's on my mind

In the end,time couldn't wait
You were taken because i was late
Hesitation held me back
And i couldn't take that vital step

Now when i see you,i put on a mask
Stifling the question i'm now ready to ask
I'll just be another guy on your buddy list
The potential lover that never came to exist

On to ranting again.

I don't really see the significance of Vday because if you have the love of your life who feels the same way about you,EVERYDAY is Valentine's Day and everyday that your hearts are connected together is a day worth celebrating.I think if you wanna ask a person out,you don't neccessarily have to wait till Vday to do it.But having said that,Vday also sorta provides a reason to ask someone out?I dont know how to put it in words but if you think about stuff as much as i do,you'll probably understand what the hell am i trying to say.

Well...That's all for today.Bye =)

P.S. : I know my blog's in a mess.I'll tidy things up tomorrow.

Hmm... Another boring day in my holiday.

Audi-ed the whole day and wanted to play bball at night.I saw my bro going down with the basketball.I left like half an hour later and i didnt see him there.. I found out from his friend that he went to Yew Tee to play. (Wtf?)

So i stood at the basketball court like a fool while some of the bored players actually noticed me and saw me standing on the slope like a retardo. Ended up going to pool with a friend to about 12+ lor...Came home and had my dinner after washing up.. Audi-ed and anime-ed till now lo...

Seriously i feel like winding up my blog.. Even if by some miracle,the readers(if any) dont get bored of it,i'm starting to get bored of what i post.But then again,i post about my life so i guess my life's boring. =D

Here i am being the good old pessissmist (I dunno how to spell and i dont care).



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On to some ranting again.

Friends come.

It's always nice to have a friend to cheer you up and comfort you and to advice you when you're lost.Someone whom you can talk to without having to sugarcoat your words before saying it to them.Someone whom you know will always be there for you.Someone whom you know in the bottom of your heart is worth giving your all for.Someone who truly fits the notion of a "friend".

Friends go.

It sucks when someone you think you can really connect with suddenly...disconnects.Although it's not like they owe you anything and it's not like they're doing it on purpose(hopefully) but still it sucks.Bit by bit,you talk each other less and less until you become "hi and bye" friends.It's actually scary when you remember how you thought you shared a bond with that person who is now a stranger to you.Well,who am you to expect anything from them anyway?

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I think i've figured out a nice name for my ranting sessions.I'll call it RR.Random Rantings. LOL that was lame.LOL it's Valentine's Day tomorrow,or today rather,considering that it's almost 6.30am and i'm still not asleep.I might just come up with a love poem since i've done it the previous two years for lit.Maybe i'm just bored. xD

In fact,i'm so bored that i was considering to create a blog about my dreams.I can tell what the dreams of other people mean but i can't do the same for my own.So i was thinking maybe i might understand if i grow up a little more and hence i should record it down.LOL boredom to the highest degree i guess...

"If you're salt,i'd be pepper just so that i can be together with you on the table."

As requested by sotong,i shall keep my blog alive. xD Haha no la...These days dunno why i'm so lazy to post.But here i am now. ^^

Went to my cousins' house on sunday ^^ Had steamboat (FINALLY!!) and gambled a little... I lost money(of course) and i realised i REALLY REALLY HATE BLACKJACK.Such a tardo game that is based on nothing but luck.Games like mahjong and poker require strategy and thinking but blackjack is like buying instant noodles.You know it's gonna taste like that and you know every single packet of the same flavour WILL taste like that.(What a sucky analogy...) but my point is,you can't do ANYTHING should you get cards that will ensure your loss. Eg. 1st card-Jack 2nd card-2 3rd card-Queen. WHAT THE F___?

So yeah blackjack sucks bigtime.smalltime and ALL THE TIME. =D

I got to play a few games of mahjong with my uncles.It was really stressful since the bets were high and even though my mother promised to cover my losses,i didn't want to appear like a noob in front of everyone.Thankfully,i won 2 out of the three games i played so i didn't look that bad... But i guess i've got a long way to go before i'm ready to bet my own money against them.

Also,my cousin bought lots of candy back from china! She even gave some to me!(How sweet is that?) XD

Leaving's always the hardest part though.No matter how many times i meet them,i always feet like i havent spent enough time with them at the end of the day... But i guess that's what's keeps me looking forward to meeting them again. ^^

Funny how i'm blogging about something that happened four days ago.Talking about being slow....

Okay imma go off now...Gotta sleep early cuz there's bowling with the same people tomorrow,or later,rather...Goodnight =D

Today was typical.PLaying all day long.

Misunderstandings.What are they?I don't know.What i do know is,missunderstandings cause you to miss something,which is perhaps why there is a "mis" in front.

A minute error.Causing a misunderstanding that ended up straining a relationship to a point of no return.Like how your overcooked omellette can't be turned back to how it was before for you to have a second chance at it.Life is simply unfair and despite knowing it deep within myself,i can't help but be surprised everytime i get reminded.

Okay moving.The bottomline is,i had to go get involved with someone's problem that didn't even concern me in the least.But then again,emphatising is something i do alot.You could call it self-satisfaction.And basically it ruined my whole night.Like really.Funny how i always seem to concern myself with other people's business. K P O i guess. Maybe i'm just being a singaporean. =)

So yeah.Call it having no fate or whatever lor.And btw,no one reading this will understand what the fuck i'm trying to say.It's meant to be this way.It's my own blog so just let me have a place to rant please.Talk about venting my frustrations.On dead pixels to boot.Swell.

Going to my cousin's house tomorrow.Or later,rather.Well,at least there's something to look forward to from all the shit i got today.Thanks for reading till this point.Bye.

Hmm...Lots of (bad)stuff happened today.Dont wanna talk about it.

Woke up at 2+ and had dinner at 5+.Fetched bro home cuz he had unfinished homework.Then,my parents and i went from choa chu kang all the way to SAFYC changi just to watch the sunset.And when i reached the club,i went straight for the arcade instead. =.= Wasted.I wanted to go there cuz it's rather ulu there so i can play DDR without worrying about people laughing at me.I suck at it though.Went home at 10+.

Something nice did happen today though.Crystal's playing back audi! XD

Hmm...Poly's starting in a couple of months.And i really need new clothes and shoes.And maybe a new bag too.But no money how to buy leh....Sian.

Oh yeah,i got into the creative writing course.I'm taking a real risk here since it's a new course.I hope my judgement doesn't fail me.

Gotta go now.Bye.

"Soul-less society"