I went with Austen to Marina Bay to get clothes today. Actually,we wanted to go to Peninsula Plaza but it was raining so we couldn't cross the road. So,we went to Marina Bay instead via City Link. I got 2 shorts from John Little and 1 shorts and 1 shirt from a shop on the second floor. Haha i didn't expect to get anything in Marina Square but i ended up meeting my quota. So in the end,i didn't even need to go to Peninsula Plaza anymore. What a coincidence.

Austen said he wanted to have dinner at some japanese pasta place that he saw along City Link and i suggested that we eat at Orchard instead since there's a branch there too.

We went from City Hall to Orchard cuz we wanted to watch Coming Soon at Cathay Orchard. Even after walking very long,we couldn't find the place. Then,i realised that the Cineplex was at Somerset MRT. =.= So we walked all the way from Orchard to Somerset in order to reach Cathay. My feet were literally dying.

After getting the tickets,we went to eat at the japanese pasta restaurant. Of all the people i could meet,i met a classmate i had in primary school. She was a waitress there. At first i wasn't sure if it was her so i pretended to look at the menu while i was actually peeping over it to have a better look at her. Then,i saw that she was stealing glances at me too. The two-way glancing went on for quite awhile until she served our food.

She asked if i was from Concord Primary and if i was from class 6B. By that time,i knew i wasn't mistaken. For a moment,i couldn't believe that i actually met a primary school classmate after being out of touch with them for like four years. What's more surprising to me was that she actually remembered my name. And somehow,i remembered hers too. OUr conversation only consisted of a "hi". That was it.

After our meal,i asked her for the bill and when she brought it to my table,i knew she was like looking and smiling at me. Then i kept avoiding her gaze and kept my head down all the time. I felt like a loser to moment i stepped out of the restaurant. It's not like i have a crush on her or anything but it's like i was very shy in primary school and at the restaurant,my actions seemed to be telling her that i never grew up in these four years. I just didn't want her of all people to see that. At the very least,i should have asked her about school and how's she doing now. But all i said was hi.

Well,the fact that she's working at this time shows that she's most probably going to poly. And if she happens to come to the same poly as me,i would surely go talk to her again. But i wonder if i'd have the second chance. No use crying over spilt milk,i guess...

Quite a long post for today already so i guess i'll post about the movie tomorrow.Bye.

I went to some warehouse sale today with my family today. Of all the people i could meet,i met Li Wen there. What were the odds? Hahas... I met her when i was doing that door-2-door ice-cream salesperson stint also. Lol.

In the end,i didn't get anything for myself cuz all the shoes i had my eyes on were all out of stock for my sizes. Man,I really wanted a particular pair of shoes... And my parents had to go call it "obiang"... What can i say...?

After that,i went to Cathay Grand to get tickets for movies cuz my mother had four free passes. But then,everyone wanted to watch different movies. I got a ticket for Race To Witch Mountain.My mother got a ticket for Coming Soon while my father and bro got tickets for Dragonball. Wtf lor. Dragonball... It looks so lame from the trailer. Like a typical scam where people go watch it just cuz a famous star (in this case,Chow Yun Fatt) was appearing in it.

It was still early so we went to the IT fair at Suntec City. My brother and I really wanted to get Guitar Hero World Tour but it was out of stock. Shucks man... My parents ended up buying nothing too. What a wasted trip.

Reached the Grand Cathay just in time to get my popcorn and rush into the cinema.

In the end,the movie was okay. At the very least,it was better than Pink Panther 2 and the Wedding Game.. =.=

Went back at around 11+ back home and that's about it for my day. =)

Today,i went for the poly enrolment with a friend and caught a movie after that. We watched Push and the movie was okay but i didn't really like the abrupt ending.

Finished watching Suzuka today also and the ending was real disappointing.

I didn't like how the whole world revolved around the girl's indecisiveness and the inability to move on,yet all the time sending the wrong signals. Then suddenly,she just decides to accept the guy. There. End of story.

What the hell is up today with weird and crappy endings. Gotta sleep cuz it's already late. Bye.

"Maybe i'm just looking for a fairy-tale ending."

Went to my cousin's 21st birthday on Sunday at the same chalet i went to for CNY. the whole event was fun. There was catering and a huge cake to top it off. Lots of his friends arrived too,be it from primary,secondary or poly. My cousin forgot to bring the bday present that i shared with her for him. Haha. Gave a belated bday present to another cousin.

Tried my hand at mahjong but i lost.. T_T Oh well.. I'll do better next time,i guess....

Funny how i always seem to report things one day late.Gotta go.Bye.

"There's someone in the eyes of the person i'm looking at,but it's not me."

Today,everything seemed to go all wrong.

First,i was supposed to meet Zhen Yang,John,Reuben and Austen at Lot 1 at 11am. I woke up at 11.15. -.- I was late for like 45 minutes in the end but austen buffered me cuz he arrived at 12.15. LOL.

The bowling session was shit. Didn't score above 100 in all three games. Gave up and wanted to go to Laser Quest only to find that it was booked till 4pm.

I ended up doing real badly for today's ice-cream sales. I went to 4 blocks today.
1st block-$10
2nd block-$15
3rd block-$18
4th block-$0

Total sales for the day was $58 bucks. Commission was $16. Split it half with Zhen Yang so i got 8 bucks for 4 hours of work. I actually ended up getting minimum wage. Fuck.

It started to pour like crazy when i went back. Heaven was mocking me. Okay that was a little over-dramatic. Haha.

By the way,i replaced the original poem on this blog with one i written on my own. I figured it was the only way to make my blog personal. xD

Gonna sleep soon cuz i'm really tired. Bye. =)

Today,I had little sleep.Slept at 5am and woke up at 9am.Met Zhen Yang
at JP for brunch at the $1.50 chicken rice stall.Quite worth it lor.
The serving isn't as small as the price makes you think.

After that,we went to the bank (Standard Chartered) to pay the fees for the 1st semester of poly.After that,I went for a haircut at a saloon called Snip Avenue.Quite cheap leh.$3.80 for a haircut but washing cut me
back by another 4 bucks but it was well worth it.
At the very least,it's better than going to the barber so yeah...

Went to the arcade at Gek Poh and tried Percussion Freaks but i sucked at it totally.It was freaking embarassing when other people were looking at me.

Went for basketball with Zhen Yang and John after that.
We couldn't play matches cuz there were only three people and
the sweltering weather made us leave soon after we arrived.

Then,we overheard John saying he and Reuben were going for a ice-cream salesman interview so Zhen Yang and I decided to try it out too.
Met Jun Jie,Kong Ting and Li Wen there too.
The four of us split up into two pairs.
Zhen Yang and i ended up following Li Wen and Kong Ting
to learn how to do the sales pitch.

The pay seems okay for the working hours so we all decided to try it out.
Anyway,the working dates aren't fixed or anything so it's
really for us to decide if we wanna work or not.

I'm feeling tired now.Too tired these days.And school hasn't even started.
I might actually die just one week into poly.Haha.Gonna go now bye~

"Just a look,and they shook."

It seemed like i was very tired from yesterday or something.I slept from 6pm last evening to 12pm this afternoon.18 freaking hours.WTF.

I've been watching Slam Dunk these days and it doesn't suck even though the animation's really old school.In fact,i'm addicted to it. xD

The anime made me really want to play basketball so i finally went to play basketball today.I didn't touch my basketball for close to 2 months already and i seriously suck.But imma play alot more often now thanks to Slam Dunk.

Imma go sleep now.Bye.

"Being thrown away like an empty can."

Went bowling today.Score was 12x even though i got like 6 spares? I don't even know how i could've screwed up till my score became like this.Didn't go to LQ this time cuz i had a stomachache.Blame it all on having curry for breakfast and that 4-flavoured Big Gulp.Haha.

Went home damn early today.Rather wasted.Haven't played pool and met my cousins in a long time... I should do either one soon.

I realised enrolling to poly is anything but easy.So much troublesome stuff to do that it's killing me.

What a shitty friday.And it's Audi and Anime marathon over the weekend again.Swell.

"Grape doesn't taste like grapefruit at all."

Went out buying clothes and stuff today.Went to collect the improvement award cheque from school too.Mom gave me NETS so it was something new for me.

Time spent:12 hours (From time i left house till the time i reached home。）

-Something from JP
-Bought a tee from Crocs at Queensway for 26 bucks.
-Vans shoes from Stadium at Takashimaya for 99 bucks.

Which means i spent 4 hours on each item. =.=

I can safely say most of the time was spent on walking.I wanted to go to Paragon and i walked from Taka to one end of Orchard Road in the rain before realising Paragon was OPPOSITE taka. Omg?

Also,i spent alot of time taking the wrong mrt.I wanted to go from Redhill mrt to Somerset mrt but i took the mrt in the opposite direction instead.I realised my mistake only after travelling two extra stops. =.=

Not to mention wanting to go to Takashimaya but alighting at Somerset instead of Orchard mrt.I walked ALL THE WAY to Taka and i was like super pissed to find Orchard mrt along the way.It would seem that the entity of Orchard mrt never existed in my head until i walked past it today.

And i walked from Raffles mrt to City hall mrt just to find Peninsula plaza.By the time i reached,all the shops were closed. Fire trUCK.

To think i was actually proud of having a good sense of direction.Look how i fucked up today.

I'm pissed also cuz i didn't get the shorts and bermudas that were supposed to be at the top of my priority list.Instead,i got a tee which i already have alot of at home
and a pair of shoes i bought without giving much consideration.Today's trip was real wasted.

And i dont think i'm ready for Nets or a credit card because the temptation of instant money is more than i can handle.I tried damn hard to control my spending cuz i didn't want my parents to be disappointed with me but i dont think i'll ever go out with NETS again anytime soon...

Feet are achng now and i think i got a blister on my foot again.Gonna sleep now even though it's only a little past three.Ciao~

"Nothing tastes as sweet as what i can't have."

Supposed to go for bowling today but Zhen Yang said he would be late and could make it only at 2.30.I decided to cancel today's bowling session since i wasn't confident of getting 2 lanes at that time.A pity though.I heard Gibson was coming.I'd have liked to bowl against him.

Stayed at home rotting.Mother was in bad mood so i didn't even get to use the com.My father let me use the com at night and hence this post.Tomorrow i was planning to buy clothes but there's a cash flow problem.So i dont know if it'll work out or not...

Gonna msn now.Bye~

The chalet was a blast!Though i really spent a heck lot of money.$100+ in four days.What the hell...

1st Day.
Had 5 other people other than me at the chalet,namely Austen,Jonathan,John,Zhen Yang and Reuben.Both Reuben and Jonathan's birthday happened to fall in this week so the rest of us all chipped in for birthday presents.At the chalet,there were 2 beds and two mattresses so we really had to squeeze with each other when we slept.Zhen Yang,Austen and i stayed up the latest everyday to play Naruto xD

2nd Day.
We wanted to go to Escape and that was when we realised it does not open on weekdays so we went to Wild Wild Wet instead.I got sunburnt there. =( If only i bothered to put sunblock on my back,i wouldn't be feeling so horrible right now.Most of them went there to look at girls =.= The wave pool was the most fun to me xD Everything else was just so-so.We also played bowling at Orchid Bowl there.The lanes there are so much cooler than the lanes at Starbowl Bukit Batok that we usually go to.But then again,it's more expensive for them too(About 3+ i think).However,i've got the Nebo card so i pay $2.50 per game across all time belts.Had BBQ for dinner today.Though it wasn't filling,it was really fun.The food was great too.When the guys asked me about how the stingray tasted,i said "It's good,but it can be better." and they've been teasing me about it ever since. =.=

3rd day.
Jonathan left today cuz he had something on in the afternoon.Oh well...At least everyone had a little more bed space ^^ Did nothing much today.Mostly slacking and playing Bluff in the chalet.John and Reuben bought pellet guns and they shot at each other in the room.I was just watching and then suddenly Austen took a pellet and put it in my ear. =.= It got stuck inside and we had walk all the way to a clinic in White Sands to get it out.25 bucks just for a retarded prank and a stupid pellet.However,the guys were nice enough to split the cost with me so everyone chipped in 5 bucks...

Final Day.
Got up at about 9+ and started to bathe and pack up.Had Grab and Go breakfast from Mac cuz i was really running out of money.Played Ps2 for awhile before leabing the chalet with the guys.When we just left DTE,i realised i left my wallet in the chalet and had to go back myself to get it. =.= Wasted alot of time cuz of it but i managed to get my wallet back in the end.

Overall,the chalet was fun.Everyone played Monopoly at night and i was usually hated by everyone cuz i just wouldn't sell my property to anyone. xD Also,i got to know Reuben a little more. =D

Today.
Attended a funeral first thing in the morning.My uncle of mine passed away from a sudden heart failure on Wednesday and i came back from the chalet just in time for the last day of the funeral.Even though the uncle and i were very distant,i still felt very sad when i heard my aunt crying when his body was being cremated.My dad said my uncle was forced by his son to become a christian.His son even told him to discard all his Buddhist paraphernalia.He said he would but he secretly kept them in his drawer.I think this shows he converted not because he had a change of faith but more for love for his son.My aunt converted too,afraid that her son would not talk to her again if she didn't.I know it's unfair to my cousin without hearing the whole story but i kinda hate him for making my uncle convert.If his aim was for his father to go to heaven after he died,i hope he's happy now.

Going to write another blog now.Bye.

Guess what people?I lied.I can't fix up my blog because of one simple and obvious reason.I DONT KNOW HOW TO.Okay.On to today.

I went bowling with the usual people.Austen had to keep distracting me.And worse of all,Zhen Yang had to join in. =.= i really wasted my money in the first game.But things got better later on.And everyone wanted to try curling except me.Though what they did wasn't really curling but more of a "helicopter" move.Haha john seemed to get it very soon though.

Played Laser Quest after bowling and it was a Free-For-All match this time.I got 4th T_T And Reuben got first again.Damn he's good.

I was really exhausted by the time i came home and i slept from 6 to 10.

Audi-ed to about 12 when the server DCed me for a good few hours.Well at least all my avatar is still there or i'd raise hell with Asiasoft.Gonna play again now.

Oh btw i'm going to a friend's chalet.Or rather a friend's friend's chalet.I dont really know him well but my friends are going so i thought i'd tag along.It'd be a good opportunity to get to know him better anyways. =D

Imma go now.Bye =D

Well,i didn't have a valentine on Valentine's Day.I played audi till about 6 and then went to SAFYC for dinner.Saw lots of couples dressed to the nines having a fancy western set meal.It was freaking ex lor.Like $40++ per person.I went to order the usual chinese dishes and man did we look out of place.Hahas...

Went for a movie (Pink Panther 2) and it sucked.Even the popcorn was more interesting than the movie itself.Or maybe i'm just a glutton. =X Anyways,i didn't really want to watch this particular movie.I wanted Valkyrie or Bride Wars but my friends insisted on PP2. =.= But more than anything,i just wanted to stay out until Vday was over.I dont know why.Lols.

Here's a poem.A Vday poem.Wriiten by yours truly.

First we were friends who would say hi and bye
But lately we've begun to ask how and why
As time went by,feelings grew on their own
I hope i'm not in this all alone

When i see you with other guys
Jealousy rages across the skies
Yet afraid to cross friendship's line
I dont say what's on my mind

In the end,time couldn't wait
You were taken because i was late
Hesitation held me back
And i couldn't take that vital step

Now when i see you,i put on a mask
Stifling the question i'm now ready to ask
I'll just be another guy on your buddy list
The potential lover that never came to exist

On to ranting again.

I don't really see the significance of Vday because if you have the love of your life who feels the same way about you,EVERYDAY is Valentine's Day and everyday that your hearts are connected together is a day worth celebrating.I think if you wanna ask a person out,you don't neccessarily have to wait till Vday to do it.But having said that,Vday also sorta provides a reason to ask someone out?I dont know how to put it in words but if you think about stuff as much as i do,you'll probably understand what the hell am i trying to say.

Well...That's all for today.Bye =)

P.S. : I know my blog's in a mess.I'll tidy things up tomorrow.

Hmm... Another boring day in my holiday.

Audi-ed the whole day and wanted to play bball at night.I saw my bro going down with the basketball.I left like half an hour later and i didnt see him there.. I found out from his friend that he went to Yew Tee to play. (Wtf?)

So i stood at the basketball court like a fool while some of the bored players actually noticed me and saw me standing on the slope like a retardo. Ended up going to pool with a friend to about 12+ lor...Came home and had my dinner after washing up.. Audi-ed and anime-ed till now lo...

Seriously i feel like winding up my blog.. Even if by some miracle,the readers(if any) dont get bored of it,i'm starting to get bored of what i post.But then again,i post about my life so i guess my life's boring. =D

Here i am being the good old pessissmist (I dunno how to spell and i dont care).



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On to some ranting again.

Friends come.

It's always nice to have a friend to cheer you up and comfort you and to advice you when you're lost.Someone whom you can talk to without having to sugarcoat your words before saying it to them.Someone whom you know will always be there for you.Someone whom you know in the bottom of your heart is worth giving your all for.Someone who truly fits the notion of a "friend".

Friends go.

It sucks when someone you think you can really connect with suddenly...disconnects.Although it's not like they owe you anything and it's not like they're doing it on purpose(hopefully) but still it sucks.Bit by bit,you talk each other less and less until you become "hi and bye" friends.It's actually scary when you remember how you thought you shared a bond with that person who is now a stranger to you.Well,who am you to expect anything from them anyway?

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I think i've figured out a nice name for my ranting sessions.I'll call it RR.Random Rantings. LOL that was lame.LOL it's Valentine's Day tomorrow,or today rather,considering that it's almost 6.30am and i'm still not asleep.I might just come up with a love poem since i've done it the previous two years for lit.Maybe i'm just bored. xD

In fact,i'm so bored that i was considering to create a blog about my dreams.I can tell what the dreams of other people mean but i can't do the same for my own.So i was thinking maybe i might understand if i grow up a little more and hence i should record it down.LOL boredom to the highest degree i guess...

"If you're salt,i'd be pepper just so that i can be together with you on the table."

As requested by sotong,i shall keep my blog alive. xD Haha no la...These days dunno why i'm so lazy to post.But here i am now. ^^

Went to my cousins' house on sunday ^^ Had steamboat (FINALLY!!) and gambled a little... I lost money(of course) and i realised i REALLY REALLY HATE BLACKJACK.Such a tardo game that is based on nothing but luck.Games like mahjong and poker require strategy and thinking but blackjack is like buying instant noodles.You know it's gonna taste like that and you know every single packet of the same flavour WILL taste like that.(What a sucky analogy...) but my point is,you can't do ANYTHING should you get cards that will ensure your loss. Eg. 1st card-Jack 2nd card-2 3rd card-Queen. WHAT THE F___?

So yeah blackjack sucks bigtime.smalltime and ALL THE TIME. =D

I got to play a few games of mahjong with my uncles.It was really stressful since the bets were high and even though my mother promised to cover my losses,i didn't want to appear like a noob in front of everyone.Thankfully,i won 2 out of the three games i played so i didn't look that bad... But i guess i've got a long way to go before i'm ready to bet my own money against them.

Also,my cousin bought lots of candy back from china! She even gave some to me!(How sweet is that?) XD

Leaving's always the hardest part though.No matter how many times i meet them,i always feet like i havent spent enough time with them at the end of the day... But i guess that's what's keeps me looking forward to meeting them again. ^^

Funny how i'm blogging about something that happened four days ago.Talking about being slow....

Okay imma go off now...Gotta sleep early cuz there's bowling with the same people tomorrow,or later,rather...Goodnight =D

Today was typical.PLaying all day long.

Misunderstandings.What are they?I don't know.What i do know is,missunderstandings cause you to miss something,which is perhaps why there is a "mis" in front.

A minute error.Causing a misunderstanding that ended up straining a relationship to a point of no return.Like how your overcooked omellette can't be turned back to how it was before for you to have a second chance at it.Life is simply unfair and despite knowing it deep within myself,i can't help but be surprised everytime i get reminded.

Okay moving.The bottomline is,i had to go get involved with someone's problem that didn't even concern me in the least.But then again,emphatising is something i do alot.You could call it self-satisfaction.And basically it ruined my whole night.Like really.Funny how i always seem to concern myself with other people's business. K P O i guess. Maybe i'm just being a singaporean. =)

So yeah.Call it having no fate or whatever lor.And btw,no one reading this will understand what the fuck i'm trying to say.It's meant to be this way.It's my own blog so just let me have a place to rant please.Talk about venting my frustrations.On dead pixels to boot.Swell.

Going to my cousin's house tomorrow.Or later,rather.Well,at least there's something to look forward to from all the shit i got today.Thanks for reading till this point.Bye.

Hmm...Lots of (bad)stuff happened today.Dont wanna talk about it.

Woke up at 2+ and had dinner at 5+.Fetched bro home cuz he had unfinished homework.Then,my parents and i went from choa chu kang all the way to SAFYC changi just to watch the sunset.And when i reached the club,i went straight for the arcade instead. =.= Wasted.I wanted to go there cuz it's rather ulu there so i can play DDR without worrying about people laughing at me.I suck at it though.Went home at 10+.

Something nice did happen today though.Crystal's playing back audi! XD

Hmm...Poly's starting in a couple of months.And i really need new clothes and shoes.And maybe a new bag too.But no money how to buy leh....Sian.

Oh yeah,i got into the creative writing course.I'm taking a real risk here since it's a new course.I hope my judgement doesn't fail me.

Gotta go now.Bye.

"Soul-less society"

Today,i went bowling again with john,austen,zhen yang and jermyn. Tried real hard to bring qing ba along but failed with different agendas being the main problem.

Sucked at bowling today.Everyone came to my house to hang out till about the evening.PLayed mahjong with everyone except austen who wanted to play naruto.Managed to win a few dollars. ^^

Went for pool at night with another friend.

We were talking and i was asking him what was the difference between stead and gf and he told me this. Stead = Play and throw away. GF = Love and care for her.

When i heard this,i couldn't stand it.Why do people get into relationships just for the sake of it?Since when were friends not enough?So many young people these days are getting into BGR only to break sooner or later.What's pissing me off is that they actually know they're going to break sooner or later but they still get into a relationship.What's the point?Even if you feel lonely,having a stead would only be like cancer medication.The main problem isn't solved.I don't know if i'm just plain old conservative or has society opened up too much to the point that it's too much for me to handle.All i know is,I'm nowhere close to seeing eye to eye with people of the younger generation.

In LAN,there was this guy who was talking loudly.Upon listening harder,i realised he was saying something about grandfather's cock.How vulgar,not to mention lame is that?Beside him was a girl about his age and she was just staring down into her phone.She's probably his "stead" and i believe her looking down just shows that she's disgusted with him too?But then there's a question.Why doesn't she just walk away?Why stick with a uncouth hooligan?It's just so wrong.

Kids these days are just so outrageous....My brother had better not become like the guy i saw in the LAN or i'd personally **** him up.

I really didn't want to see what i saw at the lan.Somehow,it's been affecting me till now.

Oh well...My eyes have reached their limit and will close in
5....
4....
3....
2....
1....
0.

Goodnight people.

CNY was held at a chalet booked by an uncle.My family and i stayed in it for the first night.A cousin stayed over too.Woke up at 7 for a walk by the beach.I went real far and came back with a blister on each foot.It totally ruined my day.No swimming and i couldn't even take 3 steps without wincing in pain,not to mention making me look like a hip hop star while walking.

This year's CNY sucked.Some cousins weren't here.Awkward silence around distant relatives.Two blisters.And the worst of all,NO STEAMBOAT.CNY without steamboat is like a song without lyrics.It's incomplete.

Bowling tomorrow but i doubt i could even go over 80 with the condition my legs are in.Can't cancel at the last minute since it wouldn't be nice...

Bored these days.I'm done with maple private servers.Audition seems empty without friends.Hope poly life would be more interesting than this knee-deep-in-shit situation i'm in now.I'm as free as a bird now but i can't go out everyday cuz i'm broke.So i guess i'm dead either way.Swell.

"There are times when we feel like we understand each other beyond our imaginations.The opposite happens quite often too."

Today,i finally did the JAE application.I put Creative Writing For TV and New Media as my first choice.I hope i wont live to regret this decision.

Still got 150 bucks from some improvement award that i gotta collect from school.Hmm...bored these days.But lazy to work......=.=

Total couch poato these days.Even audi is starting to bore me.And one friend already quit.I hope a chain reaction doesn't occur but seriously,audi seems kinda meaningless now.

Probably gonna rot at home everyday till poly starts.Bye.

"Fate via Sms" - Austen

Did nothing much today.Considering whether to opt for Mass Comm or the Creative Writing course as my first choice.My friend's aiming for the Creative Writing course and i wanna join him. =X Honestly i dont know.And i don't wanna care.But i have to since the deadline for submission is this friday.

Finished watching Gurren Lagann today.Pretty sad and crappy ending.Sad cuz after the prontagonist went against all odds to get back his love,she had to disappear into thin air.The very deed of getting her back caused it.It's like no matter what you do,you get sadness.The crappy part was that the anime wasn't tied up very well.The main character just went away after his love disappeared.Very very slip-shod ending.But on overall,i don't regret watching it since it HAS taught me something.Faith is powerful,be it your own or someone else's.Or something like that la.Oh btw,the main character is called Simon too. XD

Tried writing a substantial blog today but i failed.Terribly,i might add.I wanna play audi but there's just no one to play with.And i'm getting sick of having to delete people from my buddy list.I seem to know everyone and yet there's 50 slots.But i dont know 50 people!!!!So where are the extras coming from?I don't know and i don't care.I think i've gotta start rejecting BL requests starting now.

Gotta go now cuz i feel like shit.Bye.

"I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand."

Well...guess what?I'm still alive.

I was damn nervous last night.Tried to sleep at 11.30 but i still couldn't sleep even at 4.Going back to school was fun.Seeing all my friends again felt so nice and it was like there was no holday in between at all.Everyone talked and laughed together...

As for my results,it was kinda shocking.I got 15 for L1R5 and 11 for L1R4.It was almost dream-like.Here's the grades for the individual subjects.

English - A1
Literature - A1
Combined Humans - B3
E Maths - B4
Combined Science - C5
POA - B3
Chinese - B3

Lots of stuff to say.Both A1s were surprising cuz i only dared to hope for a B3 for both and nothing higher.Combined humanities.Well,sleeping in class does work,Mrs Baljit. =) @#$! Science was lucky cuz my chem paper was really screwed up.I had a panic attack during the last 5 minuts of the paper cuz there were just so many questions that i didn't know the answer to and just tikam-ed all the way though.Maths B4.Biggest shocker.I thought i'd fail for sure since my Paper 2 was worth 50 marks at most since so many questions were undone.As for POA,there's nothing to say except that the credit all goes to Mr Chua.Really.From a F9 to a B3.He sure is a miracle worker.Even though you'll probably never see this,THANK YOU.

Well there i go.I'm not dead and i'm seriously lucky compared to some classmates who did superb in prelims but underperformed at the final moment.

Thanks to all my friends who were there for me,both rl and audi.And thanks to Val for letting me know this.It made me feel alot better last night. =)

Okay enough with the babbling.Imma sleep now.Bye.

Woke up at about 2pm today.Played real late till bout 4am since my whole family were in malaysia. =)

Spent most of the day watching Gurren Lagann and Audi-ing.

Somehow i got lucky...Did something real bad yesterday to a friend but she's still nice to me today.Either she didn't catch the meaning of what i said yesterday or she's an angel.Should be the latter but i can't be sure...And i ain't stupid to go clarify that with her.But,things are complicated...

Results coming tomorrow.Should have done more today since it'll probably be the last day of my life.Worried but the results should be predictable.Hard to go below 16...That's if i even make it below 20.And i'm talking about L1R4 to boot. =.=

Feeling a little awkward about seeing classmates again tomorrow.It's been so long since we've met.Hmm....gonna be speechless seeing them.

Gonna go now.I've tried to post as much as i can since this will be my swan song(or post,rather).Bye.

"Sudden silence."

Cousin came over to my house to stay last night so that we could go to SP and NP's Open House together.Cleared both polys faster than expected and we both went home early.

I'm interested in:
1.Creative Writing for Tv and New Media(New course in SP)
2.MassComm (Highly-esteemed course with super-low cut-point of 10 in NP)
3.Psychology and Applied Drama (Seems interesting enough.Cut-off point was 9,i think.In Sp.)
4.Most business courses.

Fingers got kinda weird after i came back and i looked like a retard despite my level in audi.Managed to defeat my cousin though. =D Well,she hasn't played in a long time and she deproved like WOW.I owe her an ice-cream and she owes me a Mercedes Guardian.Quite a fair deal,huh. =D

Got bored of having no one to play with so i slept from about 6pm-11pm.Fingers got better but then i had no one to play with by 12.30. =.= Going nuts trying to find something to do now.

I'm super worried about my O level results.Gonna be released on monday,or at least that's what i heard.I am so going to die.My secondary school years have been spent in vain.Sorry to WWSS.You can exclude me from your alumni.|

I miss smsing my cousin(another one). =( She's one hell of a figure in school.Sec 1 only and she actually requested for a Girls' Bball CCA in her school.Wish i could be as outgoing a her.Hope the school grants her request. *keeps fingers crossed*

Going for Gurren Lagann now.Bye =D

Audi marathon from 12pm to 11.30pm.A friend's going for choir auditions tomorrow and it somehow got me excited too.

Nothing else to say today.Bye.

Finally finished reading the leaked manuscript of Midnight Sun on the internet after spending last night and this afternoon.It was interesting to know how Edward thought of Bella when they first met as well as Edward's opinions on certain events that happened in school...

Trying out a new anime called Gurren Lagann.Dunno if it's nice anot but it's been interestnig so far.These days are boring....i could practically give up audi now.

Suddenly,i'm into piano ballads and thus explains the piece on my blog.Nothing more to say already so goodbye.

"A vampire angel."

Well...i played audi from 12 to 5.30 today and binged on homemade laksa too.Then i went swimming at CDANS Sembawang.Surprisingly,i did about 100 laps.(Yes,three digits.)I didn't swim like vigorously all the way though....i swam non-stop from 6 to 8.15 and now my hair feels super dry.My arms are aching but i dont regret it one bit. =)

I used to love swimming and now i guess i'm back to being addicted to it.The water beneath the surface is calm and still and i can think about stuff without people disturbing me.

To think i used to get out of the pool having done less than 20 laps....LOL.

Went to SAFYC Sembawang for dinner before going home...

Hmm....gonna be bored these days.All of my audi friends are having school.I'm gonna be rotting at home till at night.I'll probably gorge myself with anime in the day.I might go and watch Twilight tomorrow though.Although i promised myself to watch it the first day it opens in theatres,i broke the promise.Well,better late than never. =)

I'm gonna stay awake until my friend goes offline in msn.Bye~

Well...youngsters these days are frightening.I'll say no more.

Finished watching Myself;Yourself yesterday.It's a very touching anime.

At first it seems like everyone's enjoying their high school life but actually everyone has their own inner demons and troubles.Made me wanna cry so many times.Especially in the last two episodes,i really couldn't take it and had to leave the computer/my room and go to the balcony cuz my family was inside as well...

I strongly recommend this anime.The opening and ending songs are very nice too.

Typical otaku day for me.Bye.

"Love to hate.Hate to love."

See what staying at home for so long has done to me?

I pissed off a good friend of mine today in audi.Now that i look back on it,everything i said was so retarded. =.=

Something inside me went loose,i think.Said alot of dumb stuff that i usually wont.

Oh well,what's done is done.

Gonna look for something to do.Worse case scenario:Sleep.And oh by the way,it's 3.40am now.

"Some people don't deserve second chances.Like me."

New Years Eve

How did i spend it?I woke up at about 11-something.Logged into msn and played audi till about 6 with my friends until they had to go for a dinner.Chionged 2 animes,Kannagi and Myself ; Yourself till about 1-something before they returned.

In between,i didn't even watch the countdown on tv nor did i do a "10,9,8..." countdown beforethe strike of twelve.Nothing of that sort at all.

Played audi with them till 3 before i got forced by my mother to sleep.

How did i spend my New Year's Eve?Like any other day.

Had an afterthought though.Those people who had to work during the celebration like waiters and peroformers and such,i actually feel sad for them.I'm sure the arrival oh the new year would be a special moment for many of those working and surely they'd want to spend that special moment with someone special?but instead they had to work.Hmm.....well,welcome to reality.